When I opened my eyes, I saw a face that was exactly the same as myself, and that face was full of worry. I frowned, obviously the silver arrow was smeared with blood and sealed my throat, why am I still alive?

"Ah, you're awake!" Seeing me wake up, Diao Chan laughed, and then turned around, "Father-in-law, she's awake!" ”

It's Wang Yun again. Don't you even have the freedom to die?

I closed my eyes silently.

"Is there anything else that is uncomfortable?" Wang Yun's voice sounded in his ears, gentle and gentle, "You have suffered too much damage and need to recuperate." ”

I still had my eyes closed, thinking I was a corpse.

"You want to die, don't you?" After a pause, he suddenly spoke.

My eyes were still closed.

"The last time I found the silver arrow in the ruins, I wiped the poison off it."

I snapped my eyes open and looked at him viciously.

He chuckled, and his cool fingers gently touched my cheek: "I have good news for you, but not now, now have a good rest." ”

I closed my eyes again.

"I promise, you'll love it."

After saying this, he didn't say anything more, but sat quietly by my bed for a long time, and then, at last, I heard the sound of his footsteps leaving.

Wang Yun, you have written about the burial of the heart, but do you know what the funeral heart is? When I had buried my heart, I died. So now, even if my body is still alive, it is just an empty shell, no different from a dead person.

I seem to sleep every day and I seem to be awake every day.

Diao Chan has always been with me. She told me that after Dong Zhuo's death, his four lieutenant generals led their troops back to Liangzhou overnight for fear of being planted, and only Cai Yong's corpse was crying bitterly.

Cai Yong...... I remembered the old man who was ordered to recruit relatives......

That time, Dong Zhuo resisted the emperor's decree, and Dong Zhuo said that he had married a wife.

I said, I am Zhong Ying's wife.

Dong Zhuo said that he was willing to be restrained by me, and then, I really killed him......

That night, that snowy night, I shed all my tears...... No more tears......

Wang Yun often sat on the edge of the bed and watched me motionless.

"I'm not going to let you die." He said.

In fact, I wanted to tell him that I was already dead, after seeing Dong Zhuo's body...... And I died. Now I ...... It's just a wisp of soul...... A wisp of soul wandering in another world, and even the heart is gone......

"Your name is Xiaoxiao, isn't it?" Diao Chan twisted the cloth towel to wipe my hands for me, "Do you know, Feng Xian has been looking for you. She sat down next to me and said in a low voice, "Why don't I bring him to you?" ”

Lu Bu? I came back to my senses a little, the first time I saw him that day, I thought that he would be the culprit who killed Dong Zhuo, so I kept guarding against him, and even in the end, in the name of inviting Zhao Zilong, he was separated from Chang'an.

And he, as long as it was my request, never refused. But...... It turned out that I was the last person to kill Dong Zhuo.

"Don't tell him." I spoke, in a very low voice.

Diao Chan was slightly stunned: "Can you speak?" She laughed, "I'll go and tell my father-in-law that he must be happy!" ”

As he was talking, Wang Yun walked in, his expression was not quite the same as usual, as if he was ...... Some are relieved, some are happy.

Happy?

I closed my eyes and didn't want to pay attention.

"Lele, you go out first." Wang Yun said gently.

Diao Chan nodded and walked out obediently.

"I know you're awake." He sat down beside me, "It's time, I have good news for you." ”

I closed my eyes and didn't move.

He was silent for a while.

"Hate me?" Suddenly, he spoke lowly, his voice still soft.

I don't move and continue to play the corpse.

"I know, you want to watch me die." He put one hand on my cheek and spoke softly.

I still don't move.

"Open your eyes, and I'll show you how I died." Wang Yun said lightly.

What are these words? Normal people will say, I'll take you shopping, go shopping for clothes...... Will someone say take you to see how I died? But he ...... It's always been different......

I slowly opened my eyes and looked at Wang Yun.

When he saw me looking at him, he smiled and reached out to pick me up.

I let him hold him, and there was no reaction.

"You know what? Today is my day of death, so I'll be the first to tell you. He looked down at me and smiled, "Because I know that you are the one who most wants to see me die." ”

With such a warm and happy expression, I closed my eyes and felt a little bit of feeling.

That feels...... It's called pain.

Heart, a little painful.

But I still didn't speak.

"That's good news." He smiled.

carried me out of Situ Mansion all the way, looking at Wang Yun's expression, it didn't look like he was going to die, but like he was going to be a groom's official......

"No matter what I do with you, my heart for you, is true." Holding me, all the way, he spoke softly.

The bell of the anklet keeps ringing.

"Jingle ......"

I bit my lip and didn't say anything.

Holding me, Wang Yun stood on the Xuanping Gate Tower.

"You, just sit here and watch." He bent down and lowered me into his arms.

Only then did I notice that under the Xuanping Gate, it was actually a black Xiliang soldier.

"Taishi Dong is the minister of His Majesty's society, he was murdered by Wang Yun for no reason, and the ministers came to clear the grievances of the Taishi, as long as Wang Yun died, the ministers immediately retreated!" It was Guo Yan who spoke.

Princess Wan and the little emperor were also there, but Princess Wan's face was a little ugly at this time. When Liu Xie saw me, he was slightly stunned, and his body under the gorgeous imperial robe was still thin.

Isn't it Princess Wan who crossed the river and demolished the bridge, wanting to be ashamed and kill Guo Yan, so that Guo Yan led his troops to escape? And then to openly call out?

I remained silent and watched coldly.

"Wang Yun is here." Dressed in white, Wang Yun stood in the wind, as if he was a fairy.

"Kill him! Kill him! Kill him! ”

I searched through the crowd and didn't find Fan Chou.

"Dong Zhuo is dead, my wish has been fulfilled, die for the country, leave a name for a thousand years, hehe......" Wang Yun still looked gentle.

He stood on the tower, suddenly turned around, looked at me, and smiled: "Look, I'm going to die." He smiled gently, with a slight doting look, as if he was downstairs at Mochizuki, he looked at me gently, and said, "I made a tofu ......."

Without warning, he leapt down......

I watched the man in white fly down from the high tower, and the lonely whiteness fell so desperately......

My eyes widened, and I froze. The numb heart began to ache faintly, and the pain became more and more intense. One last time, one last heartache, I promise.

"Dust!" I heard my own heart-rending voice.

This man ruined all my happiness...... Even, he indirectly killed Dong Zhuo......

But he insisted on his persistence.

I...... How to hate him?

He said, "Whatever I do with you, my heart for you, is true."

I...... How to hate him?

I'm not a wooden man. I know all about the goodness of that arrogant but gentle-looking man......

As if my feet weren't mine, I spontaneously rushed down the tower. Footsteps froze slightly, and I looked down at the man who was lying in a pool of blood, blood still gushing out, and blood spilled from the corners of his slightly raised mouth.

The blood grew more and more, more and more, soaking through the robe that was as white as snow......

Something shiny liquid fell from my eyes, and I slowly leaned down.

He opened his eyes and looked at me.

"You're crying." He laughed.

Watching the blood gushing more and more in the back of his head, I looked at him hatefully: "Why can you even die, you can be so calm?" ”

Master said...... I will die in the third year of the first peace, but ...... He was wrong...... the corners of his lips curled in a strange arc, "Master, he...... After all, there are times when you can't count...... Hehe......"

If you know the date of your death, you will be waiting for it from the moment you are born. So, what kind of process should it be? What kind of cruel man was his master, telling a child, at what age did he deserve to die? Then life is a process of waiting for death......

Tears slipped down and flooded.

My hand slowly caressed his cold face.

"I'm sorry...... When I'm dead, who are you to hate? He looked at me apologetically, and slowly raised his bloodied hand to touch my face.

Who should I hate?

"You still hate me, and when you hate, think about this person...... It's also good...... Let me leave a little mark on your heart...... Even if it's hate...... It's good......" His breath began to unsteady, and blood bubbled out of his mouth.

"I hate you, I hate you......" tears welled up in my eyes, and I gritted my teeth.

"You're smiling, how can you cry?" He looked at me and smiled.

I thought I wouldn't cry anymore...... Perhaps, it wasn't crying, I just wanted to cry, not for myself, but for the dust. Throughout his life, he never shed a single tear......

Then I'll shed all my tears for him at once.

He narrowed his eyes slightly, ran his index finger lightly over my face, and put it in his mouth.

"Tears turned out to ...... It's sweet. He told me with a smile.

"Stupid...... That's your blood......" I grinned, tears sliding more out of my eyes, and I couldn't stop it.

"It's the smell of tears, sweet ......" he smiled, smiling stubbornly, "I will be blind, if there is a next life, I will definitely cry and be born, crying louder than anyone else......"

The evening breeze blew, and I knelt on the spot, watching the man in white lose his breath, even if he died, he was just as gentle as a man...... So mildly so cruel...... ...... to yourself So cruel......

As everyone knows, although Wang Yun is dead, Guo Yan and others have not withdrawn from Chang'an. Even if there is no Dong Zhuo, the world is still chaotic...... On the third day, Princess Wan committed suicide in the princess palace, because of the scandal, so the royal court quietly buried the matter.

I have never seen Fan Chou again, and it is rumored that he was at odds with Guo Yan and others, and was designed to be beheaded at the banquet. It is rumored that when he died, he held a carefully repaired broken jade bracelet tightly in his hand. He has never forgotten his young lady, his bell. And I, after all, believe in him, only the betrayal of the most trusted person can make me irreversible......

Only now, it doesn't seem to matter that much.

In a daze, I wandered like a soul on Chang'an Avenue.

Can you die? Can there be no worries? It's time to go home...... Is it? But why can't you go back? Still can't go back......

In a trance, it seemed as if I had bumped into something, and it hurt a little.

"Blind!" Someone shouted and cursed.

I looked up blankly, only to see that the man had for some reason shrunk to the side in fear, and did not dare to make any more accusations.

Glancing at the melons and fruits that had rolled to the ground, I turned around and saw Lu Bu.

"Zhao Zilong said that he was going to seek refuge with Gongsun Zan of Beiping, and he didn't come back with me...... "Look at me, Lu Buna said.

"Hmm." I should.

took refuge in Gongsun Zhan, and it really conformed to Zhao Zilong's historical line. The news of Princess Wan's death was covered up by the imperial court, and Zhao Zilong was afraid that he didn't know about it.

I hope he doesn't know for the rest of his life...... Just as he thought in his heart, the proud and stubborn princess was still on top, trying to maintain her royal dignity......

In this way, there is one less sad person in this world.