122. Do you hate me?
Check it out. His eyes flowed, across the tears on Lin Ke's face and then to Lin Miao's angry eyes, nodded slightly, turned around and followed the nurse to the examination room.
After his back disappeared outside the door, Lin Ke said to Lin Miao in a trembling voice: "Miaomiao, don't annoy him anymore, he is William's life." Originally, our Lin family owed him, if you really want to pay for your life, take my life to pay, you and William can do well. β
There was a sour feeling in her eyes immediately, Lin Miaoqiang couldn't hold back the tears and didn't let the tears roll out, and put her lips close to Lin Ke's ear, "Sister, I'll tell you everything after the operation is over." β
Regardless of whether Sister Ah listened to it or not, she didn't want to hide those things anymore. It was only today that I realized that the past had become a demon in my sister's heart, and if it was not eliminated, I was afraid that I would become depressed. and deeply understands that William is the inseparable pain of my sister.
At ten o'clock, the door to the operating room was closed.
Even if the doctor says that the exchange transfusion technology is mature and the success rate of the operation is very high, when the door is closed and the light on the door is lit, it represents the unknown, and the unknown is that countless possibilities will happen.
Before entering the operating room, Lin Miao and Lu Mian didn't speak, because the examination room and the operating room were connected. Only when William was pushed forward by the cart, the door opened, and he was vaguely seen lying in the pusherbed, and he also changed into a sterile suit.
William was very sensible, he didn't cry because he wanted to leave everyone's sight, but instead dragged Lin Miao's finger to confirm repeatedly: "Auntie, as long as I get better, you must take me out to play?" β
Lin Miao only gave him two words: "Definitely." β
So he went into the operating room with a satisfied smile, not knowing that he would be greeted by an unknown event.
Lin Miao felt anxious, she had never felt that time was so tormented, if she was usually waiting on business, she could open her laptop or mobile phone and read the news to polish the time, but at this time, she tried to look at her phone a few times, but she couldn't read a word.
Sheng Xu walked over and looked at the anxiety and irritability she had resisted and restrained, knowing that she shouldn't ask at this time, but he still asked: "Are you worried about William now, or are you worried about him?" β
Lin Miao raised her eyes, and the gloomy light in her eyes turned calm, "Of course it's for William." β
Sheng Xu fixed his gaze, so light that it couldn't be lighter, only the two of them could hear the voice and then asked, "Is it him?" Lin Miao met his gaze and shook her head, "No." β
Sheng Xu paused, leaned against the wall sideways, and said in a relieved tone after a while: "Okay." β
Hearing this "good" made Lin Miao frown, turned his face to look at him sideways, "Sheng Xu, you ......" stopped talking, looked at the red light on the door of the operating room, and made a secret decision in his heart.
Sheng Xu didn't speak, only quietly accompanied her. I didn't think about what she retracted when she said it, and I didn't think about what the resolute look on her face I saw in the afterglow at this moment meant, I just thought that there were not many opportunities to be by her side as a matter of course. Sometimes he asks himself what kind of role he is involved in Lin Miao's life, and he is usually relieved when he can't get an answer.
He has always believed that adults can't have as much enthusiasm for feelings as young people, so he hasn't felt anything bad about doing this in the past few years. But when Lu Mian found him, he found that some things were gradually being overthrown, and what he had originally determined began to waver, and even caused panic, and this panic came out in the bottom of his heart in a way that peeled off the cocoon.
And after the panic, there was a dull ache that he had never tasted.
Just like at this moment, standing beside her and looking at her decisive look, there was a dull pain in my heart.
ββ
Five hours have passed, and the door of the operating room has not moved except for the nurse in the middle who opened the door and came out. The people waiting outside the door were a little unable to support themselves because their nerves had been tense, especially Lin Ke, who had trembled from nervousness at the beginning to was paralyzed in Tony's arms at this time. Luckily, Tony has been reassuring her and encouraging her.
And Lin Miao felt a faint pain in her stomach, and no one had the appetite to eat lunch, even if Sheng Xu bought it from outside.
The nurse came out to get the tools, and went in again without saying anything. Later, the head nurse came to comfort them and said that the exchange transfusion operation would take a long time, and suggested that the family members should fill their abdomen first. Lin Miao saw that Sister A's mental state was very bad, so she gave Tony a look, and finally persuaded Sister A. to go eat first, and then turn her back later.
Sheng Xu was also sent away by Lin Miao, and immediately bent down when she was the only one left outside the door of the operating room. It's the limit to be able to hold on to it now, and the whole spine feels painful, which is an old problem. The nerves were tense for a long time, first stomach cramps, and then the whole body was affected, so that her strained spine could not hold on.
It's not that I haven't seen a doctor, but the doctor said that this disease needs long-term recuperation, and physical therapy must be done continuously, otherwise not only will you get cervical spondylosis, but even the spine will be bent and have different degrees of strain. But where did she have the time to run to the hospital twice a day to do these treatments, she also relied on her youth to disagree, but as time went on, she began to be unable to stand for too long.
After relieving the pain, she leaned her back against the wall, and suddenly changed color between her eyes, the lights in the operating room were actually turned off, and she almost subconsciously wanted to get up, but the momentum was fierce, and a piercing pain in her spine hit, and her legs suddenly weakened, and she fell to the ground. Even if his knee hurts, it can't hurt as much as the pain on his back, and he gasps and tries to press it down, but at this moment, the door of the operating room is pushed open from the inside.
Out of the corner of his eye, he saw someone coming out, and a push bed was pushed out, and as soon as he looked up, he bumped into the pitch-black pupil.
Quiet, deep, inexplicable emotions swirled in those eyes, and a low call overflowed from her hoarse throatβ
Lu Mian.
There was something strange in his mind, and he didn't have time to grasp what it was, only to see the gaze of the bed close to him move from her face to her body, frowned, and was about to pass her when he suddenly heard him order: "Wait a minute." β
Pushing the bed paused, he turned his head sideways, his eyes were heavy: "What's wrong with you?" β
She grinned, "I'm going to have my feet numb." His gaze immediately shot to her feet, "Do you need me to come down and help you?" β
She immediately refused: "No." β
At this time, the doctor also came out of the operating room and shouted, "What about the patient's family?" She quickly turned her head and responded: "Here." β
Forced to stand up against the wall, trying not to let his steps falter, but he felt that the gaze behind him was always on his back. She finally breathed a sigh of relief when she heard the bed being pushed, the wheels turning, and fading away.
I don't know why I didn't tell him the truth, I just didn't want him to know at that moment. Attention was attracted by William, who was pushed out from behind the doctor, and hurriedly stepped forward to ask, "Doctor Li, how is the operation doing?" β
"It went smoothly and there was no rejection in the process. However, three days after surgery is very important to prevent complications of sequelae, it is necessary to observe closely, if the child's body temperature is abnormal, it is normal, because even if the exchange transfusion of the child's body has to have a receiving process, but if the high temperature does not subside, it is abnormal. Therefore, your family members must pay close attention to these three days, and I will also come to check the child regularly. β
When I heard that the operation was successful, my heart was naturally relieved. But then he asked, "How is your lord?" β
Doctor Li's face showed a strange expression, which made Lin Miao's heart tense and asked, "Is there anything wrong?" Doctor Li shook his head, "No, Mr. Lu's body is still very strong, but he has lost too much blood after all, and the treasury does not have this blood type to replenish his energy, so he must take care of it in the past few days." If there is an abnormality in body temperature, it is important to talk about it to prevent excessive blood loss and other complications. β
Waiting for the doctor to leave, thinking about the two postoperative instructions just now, I don't know if she was thinking too much, obviously the two descriptions are similar, but I always feel that the meaning is different. Why does it sound like adults are worse off than children?
She went to William's ward first, and after watching the nurse change the child's bed and put on a drip, she asked some details. Was there any success? β
Without Lin Miao answering, the nurse who was observing William's condition smiled and said, "Don't worry, the operation was very successful." During the operation, our little William was very brave, he didn't cry at all when he saw the doctor and uncle give him an injection, and now he is still asleep because the anesthesia has not passed, and he will wake up later. β
"Anesthesia? Can my child be given anesthesia? Lin Ke asked in fright.
The nurse replied: "It is under a limited dose that does not harm the child's body, and our Dr. Li has many years of experience in treating hemolysis, so don't worry." The nurse did not assure him that William would wake up quickly, but because his whole mental state was in a state of flux after the operation, he fed a few mouthfuls of porridge and fell asleep again.
At this time, Lin Kecai relaxed, remembering that Lin Miao hadn't eaten yet, and hurriedly asked her to go downstairs to eat.
Glancing at William who was sleeping peacefully, Lin Miao walked out of the ward. But she didn't go downstairs, and walked uncontrollably to the adult room. Looking through the door and window, the man was sitting alone on the bed, because there was a drip hanging from the back of his right hand, he had to use his left hand to take the food box on the bedside table, but the food box was tightly covered, and he couldn't open it.
Seeing this, Lin Miao pushed the door in, attracting his attention, and with only a faint glance, he walked straight to the bed, picked up the food box on the bedside table and helped him pick the lid. It should be the nutritious porridge prepared by the hospital for him, including corn, oats and other ingredients, and it is a little hot, after opening the lid, she went around to the end of the bed to help him lift the table, and the porridge also helped him serve it at hand.
He didn't say anything, he grabbed the spoon and began to drink the porridge, but the clumsy appearance of the movement really made her look uncomfortable. Silently snatched the spoon from his hand, scooped a spoonful of porridge and brought it to his mouth, looked at each other, and saw him stunned with a face.
But he is a quick person to react, and immediately came back to his senses and went to drink porridge with her hand, but he was burned in his mouth. Even if he instinctively hissed, he still forced his neck to swallow that mouthful of porridge.
Lin Miao realized her carelessness, and blew twice before sending it over in the next bite. I didn't pay attention to his staring at him, and I didn't see it, and soon the bowl of porridge was all fed. When he got up, his hand was suddenly grabbed by him, "Don't go." β
She looked down at his hand and said helplessly, "I'll put the empty bowl aside." β
But he snatched the empty bowl and pressed it on the bedside table, and grabbed her hand again, and she had to sit down again, for she really didn't want to leave. But after sitting down, both of them were silent, she didn't know what to say, and it seemed deliberate to ask him how his physical condition was, just looking at his pale face at the moment, she also knew that even if he was strong and strong, he would have to transfuse so much blood for William at once, and it would hurt him greatly.
It was she who was negligent and did not arrange care in advance to take care of it. When I saw him alone at the window, I felt sour, and everyone's attention was on William, but only the care for him was missing, even if it was her.
In the silence, he suddenly asked, "Miaomiao, do you hate me?" β