123. I don't hate you

In the silence, he suddenly asked, "Miaomiao, do you hate me?" ”

Lin Miao was stunned for a moment and stared at him, "Why do you ask that?" ”

His black eyes were calm, and he said, "I don't know, but I just have a feeling that you hate me." After a pause, he frowned lightly and said: "I didn't remember the previous things before, I thought you didn't care about me, even if we signed that agreement, I still have nothing to do with you, so I tried my best to get close to you; Later, when I remembered it, I realized that those inferences were wrong, and that you were far away and close to me, hiding your thoughts, and the only reason I could think of was that you hated me, except for distrusting me. ”

Lin Miao was silent for a moment after hearing this, and then asked back: "Why should I hate you?" ”

He awkwardly avoided his gaze and said softly, "Hate me for lying to you back then." ”

One sentence made the atmosphere freeze again, Lin Miao looked at him with a distant gaze without saying a word, and a blunt four words crossed his heart: It's not just back then. This person remembered Lu Mian's past, but he didn't remember the part that belonged to Joe, and he didn't know that he lied to her more ruthlessly later.

Hate or not, such a question is simply an endless cycle, and she has long since stopped classifying such emotions, because it is meaningless. What about hate, what about not hating? Can you let go of this person's life and never get along with each other for the rest of his life?

No!

She didn't want to discuss it any further, so she changed the subject: "Why are you turning off your phone in the morning?" ”

He lowered his head and replied sullenly: "Who asked you to release my pigeon last night, I just want you to be anxious." ”

Lin Miao glared, and when he disappeared in the morning, he was losing his temper with her? When did he become so naΓ―ve? I don't know if because of his late arrival and shutdown, the hospital is in chaos?

Seeing that he didn't come to see him, he drooped his head, his forehead hair covered half of his eyebrows, and his pale face looked a little weak, so he didn't accuse him again. Only ask, "Were you awake or were you anesthetized during the surgery?" ”

He paused, glanced at it and quickly swept away, looking like a confused child with a blank grip. He said: "The doctor originally recommended anesthesia, saying that in the later stage, there might be complications such as dizziness, pain, and even hallucinations due to blood loss, but I refused. Lin Miao raised her eyebrows and asked, "Since the doctor recommended it, why did you refuse?" ”

"I checked last night, and the dose of anesthetic to sleep for adults is five times that of children, and this anesthetic will go to the child's body with my blood, which will be harmful to the child." He came to see her again, and when his eyes met, he said, "Since I promised you to save the child, I can't let him take half of the risk." ”

Her heart moved, but she felt a mist rise from her body, slowly enveloping her consciousness.

For the first time since the reunion, I took the initiative to shake his hand and lowered my eyes, "Thank you." ”

After a moment of silence, he was a little displeased: "Do you and I need to be so separated?" Lin Miao smiled when she heard this, and did tell him that Xie Sheng was divided, but when she heard him, she suddenly said, "Can you tell me about William?" She looked up in surprise, saw him with a sneering look and awkward eyes, and said: "I have changed all the blood for others, how can I be regarded as a life-saving benefactor, he is now bleeding my blood, but I don't know anything about him." ”

Lin Miao nodded, very reasonable, "What do you want to know?" But he couldn't say anything specific, so he said: "Just say it casually, I don't have much concept of children." ”

Also, how much can he, a thousand-year-old bachelor, understand the affairs of children.

"William has had this hemolysis since his mother's womb, so he has been weaker than others since birth. He didn't go to school, because Sister Ah was afraid that she would be knocked or injured without her care, but even this didn't bury William's nature, he was very brave, he didn't cry every time he got an injection, his face wrinkled when he drank bitter medicine, and he immediately smiled as long as he gave a candy to eat. ”

"Have you not found a cure for him all this time?"

Lin Miao shook her head, "There are two kinds of hemolysis, one is ABO hemolysis, and the other is the RH hemolysis obtained by William, both cases must be treated with exchange transfusion, the difference is that the former blood bank has enough blood to prepare and can do exchange transfusion surgery at any time, but the latter has a rare blood type and is difficult to match successfully." ”

"I've checked the information about these." He already knew the implication, and when he saw Lin Miao looking at him, he explained: "Although I promised your sister to exchange blood for William, after all, this blood flowed out of my body, so I naturally want to find out what this hemolysis is first." After a pause, his eyes were gloomy: "Can you ...... Can you offset your hatred for me for the sake of saving William? ”

Lin Miaoning looked at him for a long time before she said, "Lu Mian, I don't hate you." ”

"If you don't hate, why do you keep pushing me out? Why do you want to marry someone else? ”

Listening to the first half of the question, she didn't feel anything, and the second half of the question couldn't help laughing, it turned out that he pestered her to say about William, and went around in such a big circle, just to bring the topic to Sheng Xu.

She had a faint smile on her face, and her eyes were not as sarcastic as before, but she said calmly: "Not hating marrying me is two different things, why did you come to this article." ”

He stared at her for a long time, then asked in a deep voice, "Then do you love him?" ”

She didn't answer his question directly, but just sighed lightly: "Lu Mian, you are still living in the past, but I am already living in the present." I'm not a 20-year-old girl this year, nor a 25-year-old with professional experience, I'm 30 years old, and I have different views on relationships and marriage at every stage of my life. ”

"And what do you think now?"

Lin Miao smiled and shook her head: "I have no opinion." Ah Mian, you don't have to test my relationship with Sheng Xu, he has a different meaning to me, I won't divorce him for you. ”

"So what do I do? Where have you put me? ”

Looking at his angry eyes, I felt that he was like a child who couldn't ask for candy, and ran to her to ask why she gave everyone candy, but she didn't give it to him. But he didn't know that the word "only" alone meant that he was special, and he didn't know that she had no sugar here, leaving only bitter fruit, dare to ask, does he want to taste it?

Lin Miao got up, and her tone was extremely light: "I will keep you as you are at most, if you are unwilling, then go back and forth." ”

When he walked out of the door of the ward, a voice from behind him gritted his teeth: "Don't you think." ”

From this day on, Lin Miao had a cold war with Lu Mian. In fact, Lin Miao is nothing, she still often goes to the ward and brings bone broth or chicken soup that she makes back to the apartment. But Lu Mian had a cold face from beginning to end, and he didn't speak when he saw her enter the door, and when she walked out after delivering the meal, he deliberately snorted coldly.

Lin Miao got up late that day, and it was almost noon when he saw the time, all because a financial report was reviewed until the early hours of the morning yesterday. I took advantage of the washing time to heat up a pot of chicken soup on the stove, and I had already boiled it last night, waiting for today's delivery.

As soon as she put the chicken soup in the thermos bucket, she heard her mobile phone ring on the table in the living room, and walked over to see that it was the person who hadn't spoken to her for a few days. As soon as I got through, I heard him ask, "Are you still coming?" ”

She hooked the thermos strap on her hand, "Will you open your mouth to talk to me?" He seemed to be choked up and denied in a muffled voice: "When will I not talk to you?" It's you who keep a straight face every time you come, and you still want to let me go. ”

"When am I going to get you gone?"

Who said the phrase "where to go back and forth? Yes? ”

Lin Miao denied: "I don't know, I'll go back and ask for you." I only heard that the other head was panting, obviously angry, and was about to comfort two words, but suddenly the voice was interrupted, I don't know if it was accidentally pressed or intentionally, in short, I hung up her phone.

Ironically, this man's temper is becoming more and more childlike. As soon as I got downstairs, I felt that the mobile phone in my bag was vibrating, thinking that it was Lu Mian calling again, so I didn't rush to pick it up, and only took out my mobile phone when I got into the car and fastened my seat belt, but found that it was Sheng Xu calling.

"Hello? Have you arrived in Australia? ”

Sheng Xu: "It's been a while, and I'm on my way to the company now." It was busy when I called you just now. ”

Just now? It must have been when she was on the phone with Lu Mian. "Call me if it's tricky about the company." Sheng Xu received a call from Australia yesterday, and it is said that something happened to the company, and he must rush back to deal with it immediately.

She knew that Sheng Xu had always been calm, if something went wrong with the company, he would definitely not leave here and go back to Australia immediately, and the matter reported by phone would be more serious, so he would fly back to Australia overnight to deal with it. But her words were just polite, she hadn't participated in Sheng Xu's company affairs in the past two years, and even if it was tricky, it couldn't actually help anything.

Sheng Xu was silent on the other end of the phone before saying, "Ah Miao, have you ever thought about us......" He continued after he stopped talking: "Have you ever thought about going back to Australia with your sister's family?" ”

Lin Miao was stunned, she didn't expect him to come to ask this, and she was also caught off guard by the question, so she replied lightly: "Sister, their home is in Aisha Town, and when William is well, he will go back to Australia." ”

But Sheng Xu chased after him and asked, "What about you?" ”

Lin Miao frowned, "I signed a two-year contract with T Group, and I have to stay in China to help Xu Mu for the time being." ”

But I heard him say: "I can afford the liquidated damages." ”

Lin Miao's brows tightened more and more, Sheng Xu had never been so aggressive before, what's wrong with him? "It's not a matter of whether you can't afford to pay liquidated damages, Xu Mu's father helped me before, and at that time I made a promise to help Xu Mu gain a foothold in the company in the future, and now is the time for me to fulfill my promise." In this world, what is important is human affection, not money to measure all affairs, she can understand this truth, and Sheng Xu should also understand.

After hearing this, he chuckled, "I'm kidding you, okay, I've arrived at the company here, and I'll talk to you later." ”

After Sheng Xu hung up the phone, Lin Miao was slightly stunned, is Sheng Xu's abnormality related to Lu Mian? Just now, he asked the first question, "Have you ever thought about our ......", and changed the later question without finishing speaking, and basically could vaguely understand what he meant.

When I walked into the ward, I saw a harmonious scene.

William climbed onto Lu Mian's body, straddled his waist with both feet, aimed his hands at Lu Mian's forehead with a gun, and made two thumping sounds in his mouth, which fell directly in response, causing William to giggle.

It's strange how Sister Ah would allow William to go to the ground, she hadn't been very nervous before, for fear that William had just changed her blood constitution and was afraid of sequelae, so she stayed in front of the hospital bed every day and almost refused to close her eyes.

Someone saw the person standing at the door, and poked the child's thin waist with his finger, "Go back and see who's coming?" ”

William turned around with a crooked body, and when he saw that it was her, he immediately shouted sweetly: "Auntie." Ignoring someone's gaze, she walked over and picked the child up from him, then asked, "Where's your mommy?" ”

"Mommy went to bed, and Dad said Mommy was so tired that I couldn't wake Mommy."

"Then how did you get here?"

William turned his face, "Uncle brought me here to play, and Dad allowed it." ”

Lin Miao pursed the corners of her lips and put the thermos bucket on the bedside table, "I'll send William back to the ward first, there is chicken soup in the bucket for you to drink." After saying this, he turned and walked away, but only two steps later, he heard a voice from behind him: "Why are you in a hurry to send William back?" Didn't you hear him say that Lin Ke was sleeping? ”

She hesitated, but felt William tugging at the hem of her shirt and asked, "Auntie, just let me stay and play with my uncle." ”

"Your uncle is not in good health."

"Who said that?" The creaking sound of the wire bed caused Lin Miao to turn around, only to see him get up from the bed, and even took two steps to show that his body was already good. I couldn't help but ask with a smile: "Since they are all strong, what are you still doing with the bed?" ”

The corners of his mouth stiffened, "I've paid for it, and I can't live in vain." ”

Lin Miao raised her eyebrows, "Whose money is it paying?" He was calm: "All my money has been swept up by you, and you will naturally pay for the hospitalization fee, and you haven't paid me this month's expenses." ”

Eyes paused and looked him up and down, he didn't wear a hospital gown the day after the operation, she went to the mall to buy it for him, and bought a total of two sets to wear in rotation. The blue shirt and black slacks look like a human on him, why is his skin so thick, and it is natural to eat her and live on her face, and he reached out to ask her for the maintenance fee.

However, did he recognize her previous words and decided to maintain the status quo?