Chapter 371: Who Is Cruel?
In desperation and anxiety, I could only raise my head to look into Qin Han's eyes, wanting to question why he did this and what he wanted to do to me.
But when I raised my head, I was completely stunned, and I even knew that I was standing motionless in place, and all those struggles with Qin Han disappeared.
At this moment, Qin Han was staring at me deadly, his sharp and deep eyes were scarlet colored, just looking at me, as if he wanted to devour me alive.
There was so much emotion in it, but the most obvious was the pain and anger, as if it had a penetrating magic, and it instantly saw that I was at a loss.
"Qin Han, what do you want to do, let go of me, don't pull me and let me go, what do you want to do like this?!"
"Chen Ci, I have never seen that you are such a ruthless person!" Qin Han gritted his teeth at me, and I could hear how much anger there was in his words.
Qin Han's words were a slight shock to me, and I could even feel the blood in my heart, and the sound kept falling downward, so bleak, but so clear.
It turns out that I am just like this in Qin Han's eyes now, I am not a girl who persistently pursues in order to get the truth, but a person who can abandon everything for the truth, so ruthless, so cruel.
After hearing Qin Han's words, I looked at him for a long time, and the expression in my eyes slowly changed from doubt to ridicule, it turned out that I didn't know when, I had already changed my appearance in Qin Han's heart.
I should have felt helpless, sad, and uncontrollable about what Qin Han said to me.
But for some reason, I just want to laugh now, I just feel like it's a joke, it just happened inexplicably, and then it ended inexplicably.
So I suddenly laughed and kept nodding at Qin Han, I even laughed so much that tears flowed out, but I didn't have the hand to wipe it away.
I don't care anymore that Qin Han has been imprisoning my shoulders and not allowing me to leave his side.
All along, I have never felt that I am a ruthless person, maybe after Qin Han's words, even I should think about whether I am really a ruthless person as he said.
But just as I wanted to instill this idea into my mind, for some reason, I suddenly felt a little dazed, which is why when I looked at Qin Han, there was disbelief in my eyes.
If I am really a ruthless person as Qin Han said, then I wonder if Qin Han is also like me, why is he not a ruthless person?
After all, he has been deceiving me since the day the two of us met, and he has never stopped deceiving me over the years, doesn't this mean something?
Obviously, all this is his fault in the first place, why has it become my fault now, I have to bear all this, where is there such a truth in this world?
After I figured it out, I was no longer entangled, looking at Qin Han's gaze, only with doubts and puzzlement, I stretched out my hand to wipe the tears from my face, and looked at Qin Han with my head held high, looking like I would never admit defeat.
"How can you be qualified to say that I am a cruel person, and are you not more cruel than my cruelty? I just want to ask you for the truth, so why are you ruthless? ”
I spoke to Qin Han suspiciously, my slightly narrowed eyes filled with doubts about him, "Qin Han, I beg you if you can see everything around you clearly." You were the first to start deceiving me, and the person who caused this situation was you and the Qin family, so what qualifications do you have to accuse me? ”
"Whether it's me or my father, I'm just a victim in this game of capital, and now that you've put all the blame on me, how can you be so decisive?"
"I have never treated you as a victim of the game of capital." Qin Han's tone was serious, obviously he didn't expect me to say such a serious thing, but I didn't think there was anything wrong with what I said, after all, everything he did was in front of me.
As an insider, he didn't say that this was wrong before, but he still hid it from me for so many years, even though I now know the truth, he is still trying to fool this matter into the past.
So no matter what, it's all Qin Han's fault, and it has nothing to do with me.
Therefore, in the face of Qin Han's negation, I just hooked the corners of my mouth slightly and smiled contemptuously, "I should have heard me right, you are telling me now that all this has nothing to do with you, right?" You are not the cause and effect of this matter at all, and you have never treated me as a victim of the capital game?! ”
"No, I know these things have happened, but I really never treated you as a victim of the capital game!"
Qin Han was still anxious to deny me, but he knew better than anyone else what was right and who was wrong, "Chen Ci, you are a person with an independent personality, from before to now, you have your own thoughts, and you can't be swayed by others, how can I treat you as an object?" ”
"If you want to apologize, I can tell you how many times you want to hear it!
It was indeed my fault to hide these things from you before, but I was so good to you, it was not because of the past that happened to the Qin family and the Chen family, it was all in the past, and it was indeed reconciled after that! ”
"Reconciled?!" I listened to Qin Han say this sentence in disbelief, and I only felt extremely ridiculous, "When did you reconcile, how come I didn't know about this kind of thing?" Isn't it because my father died in prison, so no one knows about it, so I will stop it? ”
"Qin Han, I really didn't expect that in this kind of matter, your Qin family is surprisingly unanimous, obviously your father wants to use my father to make the last capital transaction, so that JL can go to the next level."
"But now you just want to whitewash him in front of me with just a few words, and tell me that the Qin family and the Chen family have reconciled, but the result is that my father died tragically in prison, and your father has gained fame and fortune, how can there be such a reconciliation in this world?"
"I'm really asking you, even if you want to lie to me, you have to make a draft in advance, in case I expose the loopholes in your words, what kind of ability is it to deceive me like this?"
I smiled at Qin Han, looking at him with only disdain and ridicule in my eyes, who would have thought that a man I loved so much would be able to say such words to me now?
Maybe everything that happened in the past was the past of the Qin family and the Chen family, but now everything is really in front of him, and it seems that Qin Han doesn't seem to have any guilt about what the Qin family did back then.
Then this can explain why he told me that everything he did to me did not stem from the guilt of the Qin family after doing something wrong to the Chen family, because this guilt did not exist at all.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but clap my hands lightly at Qin Han, I really had to sigh at the cold-blooded heart of their Qin family, since Qin Han was already able to say such things to me, then how could he refute me?
However, listening to my words, Qin Han's face showed a trace of panic, perhaps because he felt that he had said the wrong thing, so he hurriedly wanted to explain it to me.
"No, I didn't mean that, I just want to tell you that the past things are all in the past, and I have never felt guilty about you because of those things, but it doesn't mean that I never paid attention to ......"
"Enough Qin Han, don't say it anymore, do you think there's any point in telling me these words now? Everything you want to say has already been clearly conveyed to me just now, so let's not say so much now, okay? ”
Before Qin Han finished his words, I immediately stopped him, and there was even more hatred in my eyes when I looked at him.
Taking advantage of Qin Han's inattention, I immediately broke free of his arm, so I quickly took two steps back, stretched out my hand and covered my ears tightly, in case I heard more words that I didn't want to hear.
At this moment, I only felt dizzy, as if I was going to faint directly on the ground in the next second, but I couldn't get close to Qin Han, I couldn't rely on him anymore, this would only make me appear weaker.
And Qin Han also seemed to see that something was wrong with me, he took two steps forward, and even stretched out his hand to grab me again, but because his reaction was too strong just now, it had scared me, and I still can't forget his eyes.
Before Qin Han could touch me, I immediately screamed and shouted in his direction, "I beg you not to come near me, don't get near me anymore, stand there and don't move!" ”
Qin Han was frightened by my sudden roar, but he still stood motionless as I said, with a sad look in his eyes, obviously hurt by what I had just said.
But is it just Qin Han who is injured now, I think I should be more sad than he should be, after all, I love him so much.
And his family and my family used to have so many grievances, and now he disdains the past, how can I accept this?
"Chen Ci...... "Qin Han didn't come to me again, but the hand he stretched out to me never let go, as if he was waiting for me to walk over by myself.
He even called out to me softly, a word full of desolation, heartbreak, and even a little begging, but how could this make me soften?
Looking at how distressing Qin Han's current appearance was, I could think of how much he didn't care when he said those words just now.
Those past events that may not be remembered at all for the Qin family are nightmarish for me, as a member of the Chen family. At that time, it was just a blink of an eye, I had no father, no family protection, and no reputation, who was going to give it back to me?
There is no doubt that in the final analysis, the result of all this must be counted on the head of the Qin family, and Qin Han naturally cannot escape this responsibility.
That's why the moment I heard Qin Han shout out my name, I didn't hesitate at all, and immediately reprimanded him, "You shut up for me, you are not qualified to call out my name, when you call out the name Chen Ci, have you ever thought about my father?" ”