"Do you think I don't want to believe you? I don't trust anyone in this world, but the person I want to trust the most is you, but you, you just trample my trust under your feet! ”

Facing Qin Han's sudden questioning of me, even though I was a little afraid of his current attitude, I still opened my mouth to him, after all, while Qin Han felt wronged, why didn't I feel this way in my heart?

"I'm really sorry I can't tell you why these things are happening, not because I don't want to tell you, but because I really can't say it!

I just hope you'll be considerate of me, okay? If I had to tell you, I'd tell you. ”

Qin Han was suddenly a little flustered, and said these words to me without hesitation. I've never seen him look like this before, and I don't think it's pretending.

The first time I saw Qin Han showing such a look to me, it inevitably made me a little trance, I just felt that I had gone too far with Qin Han, maybe he really had his own unspeakable secrets?

But soon, another voice in my head told me that what was the sadness that Qin Han was showing now was actually worth what the Qin family had done to the Chen family?

What's more, it's very likely that he is pretending!

The thought of this made my heart harden again, and the gaze I looked at at was full of disdain, but at this moment, with only my contempt for him.

"If you really want to get a final attitude from me, then I can tell you very clearly, I have to know the truth, and I don't care what you have to hide."

"If you were able to push my father to such a point that he ended up in prison, and you were able to sit back and enjoy all that JL's rise brought you, then why do I just want to ask you for the truth now, but it's so hard?"

While speaking my own thoughts to Qin Han, I couldn't help but smile mockingly at him, and then slowly shook my head, my eyes full of disdain.

"Qin Han, do you know that at least at this point, your father is far better than you.

At least today, when I went to ask him, he told me the whole truth of the matter very honestly, but you didn't agree, and you kept it hidden, even though I already knew the general situation, you still didn't want to say it. ”

"But ah, you and I both know it, and continue to hide it like this. Are there any good facilitators for things to turn things on? ”

From the day I met Qin Han, until now, there have been no conflicts between me and him, nor have there been no quarrels.

But in the midst of this, I have never felt so disappointed, so unwilling, but I don't want to give up.

I don't understand the truth that can be told just by moving my mouth, why is it so difficult for Qin Han? As long as he told me and told me the reason, I wouldn't continue to be embarrassed, but he had to go against me, and he had to be so entangled.

It's always like this, I said a few words, but Qin Han just looked at me with sad and calm eyes, he seemed to have a thousand words to tell, but in the end he couldn't say anything.

I was the only one left in this empty room, shouting as if everything that was happening was my fault.

"You speak, Qin Han, please speak, why can you always maintain such a silent attitude like me, or do you think silence can solve the problem?"

I smiled mockingly at Qin Han, not hiding the disdain and sadness in my eyes at all, "Or can you also answer my question, if you continue to hide this matter, will it be any good for us now?"

Could it be that if you continue to hide it, you will be able to reconcile us? ”

"I don't think you need to say this now, because you and I both know very well that things have come to this point, and anything else is in vain, and we can't reconcile at all!"

"I don't care if you plan to make this matter clear today, I just want you to know, even if you don't make it clear, I will never forgive you so simply, what your Qin family did to the Chen family, I can't forgive it in my life!"

"Chen Ci, you are right, there was indeed some past between the Qin family and the Chen family, and it was hidden from you without my knowledge.

But I want you to know that I have never had any ill intentions, and I just don't want you to affect your own life because of the grievances of the previous generation. ”

"Is there any use in you saying this now? You only make me think that you are extraordinarily selfish, and whether or not it has an impact on my life is all your own speculation. ”

I kept shaking my head at Qin Han, trying to deny him to give me this answer, because it was only ridiculous to me.

"You must have heard the saying that paper can't hold fire, and since you once thought that these things might affect my life, isn't it even more cruel that I learned these things after I became acquainted with you and fell in love with you?"

"Do you think that you know that these things can be hidden from me for the rest of my life and let me live in lies for the rest of my life, are you too naïve to think?!"

I opened my mouth to question Qin Han sharply, and in the face of my aggressive attitude, Qin Han's eyes showed sadness and sadness, but I didn't care, even if my heart was painful, I still attacked him hard.

At this moment, I have long been unable to control my temper, what Qin Han did to me, I must return it to him, I must take revenge on him, maybe only in this way can I make my mood better.

But this is not enough, in addition to taking revenge on Qin Han, I still have the most important things to do, which is the result that must be obtained no matter what.

So I took two steps forward and pressed straight towards Qin Han, looking into his eyes, with cruelty and persistence, "So are you going to tell me the truth, if you don't plan to say it, then there is nothing to talk about between the two of us, you get out of here immediately, I don't want to see you again!" ”

"Chen Ci, can you calm down, and when you calm down, we can discuss this issue again, okay?" Qin Han even had a hint of pleading in his words for me, I think he must be very sad now, but how can I feel good in my heart, so without mercy, I immediately opened my mouth to refuse Qin Han's request.

"Calm down? No kidding, do you really think I'm not calm enough right now? I looked at Qin Han with disdain, "If I really want to trouble you with this matter, it won't be over so simply!" ”

"Did you know that ever since I learned the truth yesterday, I've been wondering what to do between the two of us? I was thinking about how you would explain the truth to me, and how I wished you would give me a reason that I could accept. ”

"But even if I have such thoughts, what's the use, I'm being aggressive with you now, but you still haven't told me the truth, you're still hiding it, and you're still unwilling to say it!"

"In that case, what's the point of the two of us continuing to talk, it's better to make a result sooner. It makes it easier for you, and it makes it easier for me! ”

I thought of Qin Han's resolute opening, without the slightest emotion in his words. I've made it very clear to him that if he doesn't intend to tell me the truth of the matter, then there is no need to talk about it between us, and it would be best to leave.

Moreover, Qin Han has always understood me, of course he can hear what these words mean, so he looked into my eyes and became extremely serious.

There was disbelief in this, he opened his mouth several times but finally chose to give up, but I don't know what made him open his mouth to me again.

"Chen Ci, do you really think so in your heart? Do you really want me to leave you from here, don't you really want to see me, how can you be so ruthless? ”

When Qin Han opened his mouth to me like this, I even vaguely felt that there was a slight choked in his voice, which made me slightly stunned, it was hard to believe that Qin Han would be angry like this by what I said.

At this time, Qin Han looked very fragile, this is not at all the same as what I know on weekdays, he is no longer the Qin Han who doesn't say a word, and has a cold light in his eyes when he looks at others, even if he doesn't speak, it will make people shudder.

Now Qin Han looks no different from ordinary people, he also has his own emotions and feelings, and I have become the reason that hurts him the most.

The pain spread in the bottom of my heart, it ran through the limbs, and when I looked at Qin Han like this, I couldn't hold back my tears, but I was stubborn by nature and didn't want to bow my head.

So no matter how uncomfortable Qin Han was in front of me now, even if I could see that Qin Han was all because of me, I still nodded at him without hesitation.

"Yes, I didn't go anywhere at home just waiting for you to come back, just waiting for you to give me the truth, but since you can't tell me the truth, then what's the difference between you staying and leaving?"

"And if you have to say that I am cruel, I will not admit it, because compared to what you and the Qin family did to me and the Chen family, I am just letting you leave now, what did I do wrong?"

"After all, the reason for all this is caused by you, and it is because of you that things have become the way they are, so no matter what you say, I will not believe you!"

"Obviously, you are close to me because of guilt, and it is because of guilt that you have been with me for so long, maybe you are now making the feelings I express true, but in the face of past grievances, what are these feelings?"

I said to Qin Han word by word, and when I said that the current relationship was nothing at all, Qin Han suddenly became excited, he walked towards me suddenly, stretched out his hand and grabbed my shoulder tightly, so that I couldn't break free.

The sudden confinement made me a little helpless, I didn't understand what was going on, when I reacted, I only knew that I struggled violently, trying to make Qin Han let go of me, but the harder I struggled, the deeper Qin Han held my arm, the deeper the force.