Xia Fanhua smiled softly, his footsteps slowly moved over, and he came to the child's tombstone, and slowly it rained on his body, wetting his clothes and hair, and the rain flowed down his face.

He didn't cry, he really didn't cry, but because of the rain, it caused the illusion that he was crying.

Xia Fanhua took off his coat and put it on the child's tombstone, although he knew that this was stupid and stupid, it was fifty-five, but he still did that, just to make his heart feel better

sat down in front of the tombstone, leaning on the tombstone, with a shallow smile on his face, and after a long time, Xia Fanhua said slowly in a hoarse voice, "Child, I'm sorry, it's been so long since I knew you existed, I'm sorry, I came to see you today, I didn't want you to forgive me, I just wanted to come and see you.

Although we have met several times, today is the most official meeting we have ever met.

Let me introduce myself first, I am Xia Fanhua, and I am also your father, a father who has not fulfilled his responsibilities.

I'm sorry that I didn't know you existed before this, but the moment I knew about you, you were no longer there.

It's a pity that you haven't been able to come and see this wonderful world, but don't be sad, we will pray for you and may you have a better life in the future.

You are in our hearts and will always be there

Your mother, I failed her, she used to be so sunny and full of hope for life, but because of me, all her dreams were shattered.

She didn't tell me about your existence, maybe because she wanted to get rid of me completely

All of this is self-inflicted, she loved me so much, but I did a lot of things to hurt her.

The only thing I can do for her now is not to disturb her peaceful life, you know Angel She said that her current life is her ideal life.

Love me all these years, she is tired, she doesn't want to spend any more time to love, now such a plain life, she is very satisfied, she said, we will really be just friends in the future.

I don't know what kind of mood she felt when she said this, but at that moment, my heart hurt, it hurt, it hurts.

But I know that she was hurt by me even more, in fact, now think about it, what is the meaning of that obsession at the beginning

Nothing has changed, it just hurt both of us thoroughly, if I can change it, I will definitely change it, and the current situation will not be what I want.

If you can, what if you love her, why hurt each other so much"

Speaking of this, Xia Fanhua laughed softly again, turned his head slightly, looked at the tombstone, and then asked, "Do you think I'm doing it myself?"

Hehe, in fact, I know that I am doing it to myself, everything is caused by myself, it is all my fault;

Child, although I only learned about your existence today, please believe me, if I had known about your existence, I would have been glad for you.

They said that every child is an angel sent by God, and in the first place, you were sent by God to ease the relationship between me and Angel."

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