He says he hates you
He hadn't come into the world, he hadn't had time to look at the world, he hadn't had time to see them, he had just left quietly, and he had not had time to rejoice in him, he was going to grieve for his departure
Xia Fanhua came back to his senses, propped himself up on the wall, walked out quickly, took two steps, felt that the pace was still slow, and simply ran out.
In one breath, he ran directly out of the lobby, quickly got in the car, and went towards the cemetery in Xicheng, where his child was
For the first time, Xia Fanhua was so afraid to go to a place, child, his child was there, but after parking, Xia Fanhua didn't dare to make the next move, how could he be so cruel, he just knew that the child existed, and he just wanted to see him at the cemetery.
Xia Fanhua sat in the car, and it was raining lightly outside, wetting the car window, I don't know if it was because the car window was wet with rain, or Xia Fanhua's eyes were full of tears, in short, his vision was blurred.
Maybe God also felt that Xia Fanhua was too sad, so he also cried together
"He wants you to save him, he's saying he hates you"
Luo Luo's words echoed in Xia Fanhua's mind again and again, all because of him, all the tragedies that caused him now, and it was his fault alone.
He didn't have the shame to see that child, and it was he who caused the child to leave before he had time to see the world.
With his hands clenched into fists, he used all his strength to smash it on the steering wheel, and the sound of "bouncing" came, such a loud sound, you can imagine how seriously Xia Fanhua's hand was injured.
But Xia Fanhua didn't feel anything, lying on the steering wheel, with a painful expression, what did he do that made Anqi unwilling to let him know about the existence of the child
I don't know how long it took, the rain outside the car window was getting heavier and heavier, hitting the car, making a "crackling" sound, Xia Fanhua sat up in the driver's seat, silently opened the car door, and walked out despite the heavy rain outside.
The familiar road, he has come here many times, and this many times, all in this year, this year, there are too many things, and the cause of the matter is because of him.
The steps under his feet became more and more stiff, because the distance from the tombstone was getting closer and closer, although he knew that there was nothing in the cemetery, but he knew that his child was still waiting for him there.
Even if he has no shame to face that child, he will at least go there to atone for his sins, and he will not expect to forgive him, but he still wants to let the child know that he will be happy if he knows his existence.
Finally, he walked over, first bowing in front of his uncle and aunt's tombstone, and then looking at the tombstone that shifted his gaze to the side, and after so long, he realized that it was all his fault.
Xia Fanhua originally thought that he would shed tears, he didn't have the courage to see it, but when he really saw it, Xia Fanhua found that he was not so cowardly;
Xia Fanhua smiled softly, his footsteps slowly moved over, and came to the child's tombstone, slowly more, the heavy rain fell on his body, wetting his clothes, and hair, and the rain flowed down his face.
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