Chapter 379: He Knows It All
Lin Xiangtian has always known me very well, so when I asked him like this, his expression stiffened slightly, as if he had sensed that something was wrong.
But after all, he didn't know what I wanted to say, so even if he didn't know my intentions, Lin Xiangtian still asked me softly.
"What's the matter, why is it so serious all of a sudden, did I say something wrong?" Lin Xiangtian opened his mouth to me suspiciously, at least now he still has a smile on his face, I'm afraid he doesn't know what I'm thinking in my heart.
And I naturally didn't plan to go around the bend with Lin Xiangtian, because I really wanted to know the answer, after all, I didn't plan to tell them the real situation at the beginning, but things seemed to be developing in a direction that I couldn't control.
So I took a deep breath at Lin Xiangtian, and my expression when I looked at him was always more serious than his expression on me, "Lin Xiangtian, I want to ask you clearly, you must be honest with me, do you know what happened to me in the past two days?" ”
"I don't quite understand what you mean by that......" Lin Xiangtian was slightly stunned, as if he was thinking, but he quickly gave me an answer. He shook his head at me slightly, pretending not to care.
But I don't know why, at this moment, I seem to have an intuition, the more Lin Xiangtian treats me with such an attitude, the more I feel that he must have hidden something from me.
Therefore, without saying a word, I immediately reached out and grabbed Lin Xiangtian's clothes, and my eyes stared straight into his eyes, which made him unable to escape, so he could only look at me in a hurry.
"Don't lie to me anymore Lin Xiangtian, just tell me the truth, you obviously said that you have already revealed your mouth just now, what else is there to hide now?
Do you already know what happened between me and Qin Han, and do you already know what happened between the Qin family and the Chen family? ”
I said straight to Lin Xiangtian, looking at him with seriousness and composure in my eyes, I don't want to continue to deal with him, I just want to get a definite answer.
And after hearing me say this, the smile on Lin Xiangtian's face finally froze, and his eyes looked at me for a long time, until finally he could only sigh deeply and look away.
When I saw Lin Xiangtian's appearance, I was even more sure that my thoughts were absolutely right, Lin Xiangtian must know something, he just didn't want to say it, and now I need to ask him again.
"You tell me Lin Xiangtian, it's just a matter of nodding or shaking your head, you have already said it so clearly just now, why do you hesitate now, you must know something, right, then tell me."
I think Lin Xiangtian must be very helpless in his heart now, he obviously didn't want to say it to me at all, but I repeatedly pressed him, so in the end, he could only look at me with helplessness in his eyes.
So Lin Xiangtian then nodded slowly to me, which can be regarded as telling me how much he knows about this matter.
"Since you are so pressing, then I guess I can only tell you the truth, what you said is not wrong, I almost have an understanding of the past between you and Qin Han and the Chen family and the Qin family."
"And even if I don't say it, I think you can probably guess that Xu Yi told me these things, but don't blame him for this incident, he has no choice but to do it.
After all, he called me last night to ask about your safety, and it was hard not to let me think about what had happened, so I asked him. ”
"Of course, Xu Yi was reluctant to tell me at first, but I told him that even if he didn't tell me, I would definitely investigate it, and maybe I would ask you in person.
This made Xu Yi panic, instead of letting you suffer again, he felt that it would be better for him to tell me the truth, so he had already told me everything. ”
Lin Xiangtian told me the reason for all this, and there was a slight apology in his eyes, and he was even worried that I would be angry because of this matter, so he immediately opened his mouth to me to explain further.
"Xiao Ci, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to explore this matter, I just worried about you too much, I don't want you to be hurt in any way, otherwise I wouldn't have done such a thing."
"The reason why I didn't tell you at first was because I didn't want to be afraid that you would think about the things that made you unhappy, but I didn't expect that I would leak my mouth for a while and be discovered by you.
So now that I've told you the truth, you must not be sad, and you must not blame me, after all, I am really all for your good. ”
When Lin Xiangtian said this to me, he even had a pitiful expression on his face, which made me suddenly feel a little distressed, but I suddenly laughed.
Facing Lin Xiangtian, who was cautious at this time, I could only shake my head lightly at him, telling Lin Xiangtian that it didn't matter, and I didn't want to blame him for this matter.
"You can rest assured, I know that you must have forced Xu Yi to ask because you were worried about me, since you already know about this matter, then even if I am angry because of this, there is no point.
It's just that I hope you can keep this secret for me, just like Xu Yi helped me keep a secret, I don't want Chen Tang and Lin Xun to know. ”
I whispered to Lin Xiangtian, my eyes were full of seriousness, because everything I said to him now was true, and I didn't want him to spread this matter again, and it was enough for him and Xu Yi to know.
But for Xu Yi, he didn't understand why I did this, and his eyes were full of doubts when he looked at me, and he frowned slightly and asked me.
"If you want me to keep it a secret for you, of course that's okay, I don't want to tell anyone about it, but I don't understand why you don't want to tell Chen Tang and Lin Xun?
The two of them also care about you, and it doesn't seem fair to them that you're doing this. ”
"Of course I understand this, I don't need you to say that I know it very well, for Chen Tang and Lin Xun, it would have been unfair to them for me to hide this whole thing from them, but I have no choice, if I can, I don't want to do it myself."
"You are different from Xu Yi, you at least have an objective attitude towards taking Qin Han, you will not blindly like him.
However, Lin Xun and Chen Tang are different, they have always had a good impression of Qin Han, and they can't even find anything bad at all, if they know about this matter, I think it will definitely be a heavy blow to them. ”
"So, instead of telling them this cruel truth, I think it's better to hide it from them. Qin Han and I will tell them after all these things have been resolved, so that the damage to them can be minimized. ”
I actively opened my mouth to Lin Xiangtian to explain the reason why I did this, but I don't know why, obviously I thought so in my heart, but when I said it, I always felt a little strange.
It felt like I was deliberately trying to hide something.
But I know very well that I have nothing to hide, so I don't know what the reason for this emotion is.
But this feeling seems to be only me, because listening to my explanation, Lin Xiangtian's face did not show any wrong emotions, he just listened carefully to my reasons, and then nodded slightly.
But even so, judging from the expression on his face, he was not much convinced by my words.
When I first saw Lin Xiangtian show me this expression, I didn't feel a little puzzled, so I looked at him with embarrassment in my eyes, and I could only continue to ask him.
"Lin Xiangtian, why do you have such an expression at me, did I say something wrong, or something wrong? Then tell me that you don't have to hide it in your heart, after all, it's just the two of us here. ”
"It's not that I don't want to say a little bit to you, I just think that after you say it, you won't feel very sad and sad, this is a situation I don't want to see, so I'd rather not say it."
Lin Xiangtian opened his mouth sincerely to me, looking at the serious expression on his face, which made me almost laugh, and hurriedly shook his head at him, and asked him.
"It's okay, just tell me directly, what do you want to tell me, it's just the two of us here, you can tell me directly, there's no need to hide it."
"Since you insist so much, then I will really tell you, but after you listen to it, don't feel sad, after all, this is just my own thoughts, maybe you also have your concerns."
Hearing Lin Xiangtian say this, his words were undoubtedly preparing me psychologically, so I just nodded to him lightly and told him that I was ready, and he immediately opened my mouth to me.
"I just think, maybe it seems to you that you think that this is to help Lin Xun and Chen Tang not get too harmed, because you don't want them to spoil their impression of Qin Han.
But have you ever thought that you have hurt them by speaking ill of them in the same way, perhaps this hurt is more sad than they know the real situation between Qin Han and you? ”
Lin Xiangtian whispered to me without hesitation, and when he finished speaking, I froze in place and remained motionless, all that was lingering in my mind was the words he said to me at this time.
How should I describe the feeling in my heart at this moment, as if I was a little dazed, a little foggy, as if my mind was blank for a moment, and I couldn't think of anything useful.
Before Lin Xiangtian said these words, I didn't know whether what I was doing was right or wrong, and when he finished speaking, I didn't know it either.
Is my approach really too much, have I really made Chen Tang and Lin Xun lose all hope for me?
If I really want to say it, in fact, I can tell everyone very clearly that I never really wanted to hurt Lin Xun and Chen Tang.
All I did was to protect them, but why now it seems that all the damage they have suffered is caused by me, when in fact I am the ultimate culprit, right?
At this moment, my mind is constantly coiling over all the things I have said and done to Lin Xun and Chen Tang before, which makes me miserable and difficult to escape.