“.” Shen Zeye asked subconsciously. He had just heard something.

I saw him look sluggish. Yan Qingwan clenched her arm. Repeat aloud. "Shen Zeye. I, Yan Qingwan, am in love with you. ”

This time. He wanted to doubt. She didn't even give him a chance. I have to say it when he heard her say it. He could clearly feel that his heartbeat seemed to change its rhythm. It was a feeling I had never experienced before.

Shen Zeye didn't know how to deal with such an emergency. It was the first time he had encountered such a straightforward confession. And that person wasn't completely unsympathetic to her.

Seeing his very embarrassed appearance. Yan Qingwan bit her lip. continued to ask: "Shen Zeye." I like you a lot. Then you. You don't like me in the slightest. ”

Looking at her serious and expectant eyes. Shen Zeye suddenly didn't know what to say. In fact, there is an answer in his heart. He seemed to like the woman in front of him more than a little. It's just that. They will not come to fruition. A long time ago. He had already set the course for their future.

"Baby. You know. We are husband and wife. Raise your eyebrows. Isn't it good to respect each other as guests? Shen Zeye's sentence was his reply. made Yan Qingwan's hot heart cool down instantly.

You can be a husband and wife for a lifetime. Let her stay by her side for the rest of her life. But he didn't talk about love. Is it. What is the joy of such a life? She admitted. I didn't realize that I would one day fall in love with this indifferent man in front of me.

But. Today. The relationship between them is no longer as pure as it used to be. He was still where he was. And she was too deep and too deep. This is not her own doing.

Her voice was not heard. Shen Zeye was a little panicked in his heart. After all, it's the woman she cares about. Even if it's to reject her. He also didn't want to see her languishing.

Yan Qingwan suddenly spoke: "Shen Zeye." Do you think I can still do it now? After that intimate move between us. ”

One sentence drove him into the abyss of sin. How could he not understand her mood. The most important thing for a woman is her chastity. And he took her treasure under such circumstances. This thing. It was his greatest debt to her. But he couldn't promise her sincerity.

"Baby. I'm sorry. ”

Except for such a cheap three words. He really couldn't say anything else. Anyway. It's all his fault. And he. I can't afford to give her the love she wants. Because someone like him doesn't deserve such a beautiful heart as her.

These three words. completely made Yan Qingwan's hard-earned courage fall apart. Then the decadent let go of the clenched fist. She lowered her eyes. said calmly: "Shen Zeye." Our pact is over. ”

One word made Shen Zeye's thoughts drift back to when they had just gotten married. At that time, she stubbornly demanded that he read those rules and regulations. Then grant her request.

The contents of the contract. In fact, it has long expired. Because the Sang family is long gone. Yan Zhier also got the retribution she deserved. Tian You also became the prince's attendant with the help of Helian Chenxuan.

The only place where the contract is broken. It's that he didn't follow the rules. Not with her permission. Forcibly made out-of-the-ordinary physical contact. Come to think of it. There was an obscure emotion churning in his heart.

"You know that. I needed a shoulder. And you fell from the sky like a savior. I appreciate everything you have done for me. I've always wanted to find a chance to repay you. But you don't lack anything. What you want. It's all easy to get.

I think. The only thing I have in this world. There is only this body coveted by outsiders. Although I didn't do it voluntarily. But I never blamed you. Because what you take from me is the right thing.

Shen Zeye. I'm so happy you're my first man. Because I find myself in love with you. I want to put the best version of myself. All for you. The events of that night. You don't have to dwell on it. That's just something you want me to do. You're not sorry for me.

Today's thing. It's me who is too greedy. I want to delusion about your sincerity. At the beginning, Sister Lin didn't let you give up her principles. What virtue do I have now, how can I get your mercy? I've always known that. You are good to me only because I once saved you. But Shen Zeye. I'll tell you at this moment. We were cleared up. We don't owe each other. ”

Yan Qingwan found that she could say such a thing in such an orderly manner. What an added bonus. Isn't it too hard. So it brought out her potential.

As everyone knows. These words are heard in someone's ear. But it is like a knife inserted into the heart. Shen Zeye found that his heart was not as hard as he imagined. At least in front of her, the woman looked down on herself so much. Try to stay calm when it's time. He had a desire to gag her. Tell her not to continue the impulse/movement.

"Why be presumptuous? Baby. You've never been a woman without self-confidence. Shen Zeye said helplessly. For her. He's really helpless.

When you hear this. Yan Qingwan suddenly smiled. She said: "Shen Zeye." It's you who think too highly of me. Or do I think too much of myself. I'm Yan Qingwan. In front of you Shen Zeye. I've never been confident. Some just have low self-esteem.

Do you want to ask me. Obviously a victim. Why do you have to pretend to be so light-hearted. Or even the other way around, to comfort you, the one who rejects people.

All right. I can explain it to you clearly. If only I had admitted that I was a victim. Then it is tantamount to denying all my sincerity. I can tell myself with a smile. Because I love you. So I'm willing to give you my own body.

If I give up. Decide you're just drunk and sexual. I'm just a woman you've slept with. I'm afraid I won't have the courage to face you again.

One more point. I'm not trying to comfort you. I just don't want to lose too ugly. I have you in my heart. That's why I can't see you. I don't want you to be bothered by what I've said. So I'd rather swallow the bitter fruit myself.

I put it this way. Do you understand? ”

Shen Zeye was stunned. There was no reaction at all. He had never felt the taste of love. I don't know even more when you fall in love with someone. You can give so much for the other person. For Yan Qingwan's sincerity. He didn't want to trample on it. But inadvertently, it has hurt her very deeply.

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