Chapter 077: Not for the wife of the Hou family
"Marquis Shen. You don't need to say I'm sorry. Because those three words are a total denial of me. Let me save one last bit of self-esteem. You wouldn't think. The woman expressed her heart to a man so bluntly. Such a woman is very immoral. I don't know self-love. You don't know. A girl is willing to let go of her pride. It takes courage to confess. I just want you to remember that brave me. ”
Yan Qingwan took his words. I don't want to hear those three words from his mouth again. And her words also successfully made Shen Zeye speechless. I could only watch her quietly.
"Now that the contract is over. Then there is no husband and wife relationship between us. Shen Zeye. What do you want to do later. You don't have to think about me. In Yan Qingwan's dictionary. If you make a break, you have to break it completely.
But. As soon as I heard this. Shen Zeye frowned subconsciously. End the relationship. That's not really much to him. It's just that she has even given him her innocence now. If you let her go. Is her life ruined in her own hands?
"Baby. You can stay with me. "I had to say something about it. It was the only thing he could do for her. Even if it's only a life of fine clothes and food. Or the identity of Mrs. Hou.
You can say it. let Yan Qingwan stare at him. Her eyes were staring at her as if a hole had burned out. Shen Zeye still didn't shift his eyes. Because he knows this time. As long as he regresses. Then there will be no recovery between them.
"Shen Zeye. You know that. I don't want things outside of my body. I never wanted glory and wealth. What I want is simple. But it's also hard. for your heart does not belong to me.
Let me stay. But you have to promise me. Whether you've found your true destiny. Or did I find my true destiny. At that time, neither of us could interfere with the other. You can't stop it at that time. You're going to let me go. ”
Yan Qingwan's words made Shen Zeye feel a kind of despair. It seemed to her. She could still like another man again. knows that she is not her lover. But she didn't want to hear the names of other men from her mouth. I don't want her to stop liking him.
In fact. People are all the same selfish. At least he enjoyed being liked by her. So be it. Keep her for the time being. I really don't know how to do it. It was torturing her. Still torturing himself.
watched Yan Qingwan disappear from his sight as if fleeing. Shen Zeye stood in place for a long time, unable to move. Did he do something wrong. No regrets. There is no turning back. This is the dogma he has followed since he was a child.
Ruyi looked at Yan Qingwan, whose face was full of tears, with a shocked face. Completely confused. What kind of situation is this? Isn't the young lady very happy to go to find the Hou Ye. How could he run back with such a sad look.
She frantically found a shawl to put on for her. Then he hurriedly instructed the maid to prepare hot water. Wait until you see Yan Qingwan nesting quietly in the barrel. When looking at the rising heat. She still hadn't figured out how things were going.
Shen An has been guarding the door of the study all the time. saw Yan Qingwan pushing the door out desperately. And then he followed her. I'm worried that something will happen to her. Unexpectedly, I saw her tears slipping down little by little. Then the whole face was full of tears. At that moment he knew. Master Hou must have rejected Madame.
It's the answer that I already knew. But after really witnessing all this. He still couldn't be indifferent. Maybe it's because he's young. Maybe he still has blood in his body. Maybe it's because I feel too sorry for my master. He felt sad in his heart.
Wait until Yan Qingwan comes out of the bath. Seeing that she was no longer crying. He just told his subordinates to go back and do their own thing. I heard her whisper to Ruyi that she was fine. Then lie down on the bed. Pull over the quilt and bury yourself in the middle. Soon after, a small sobbing sound was heard.
He turned to leave. He wanted to go see Shen Zeye. I don't know what the situation will be like for that person. Wait until he cautiously enters through the door of the study. And he saw the man standing in his place. Motionless. There was no expression. There was no emotion. Just stand there quietly. He didn't even notice when he came in.
Shen Zeye like this. He couldn't say what he wanted to say to him. Maybe that's the gap between them. This is also the way he can become a Hou Ye. And he's just a secret guard.
This night. It's a sleepless night for all of us. Because Yan Qingwan's performance is really shocking. The lady in their hearts has always been optimistic. The existence of harmony.
This time. Yan Qingwan ran back from the study with tears in her eyes. I was bumped into by a lot of people along the way. Such an image thing. She simply didn't have time to think about it. I only know that my heart hurts so much.
I don't know how long I cried. She finally got tired of crying. Then he fell into a deep sleep. The people who were guarding her outside the door finally breathed a sigh of relief. Some people who know part of the inside story get together. You and I are discussing this sudden event sentence by sentence.
"I heard from the people in the study that Mrs. and Master Hou talked for a long time in the study. Finally, I saw my wife push open the door and run out. Then tears rained down. ”
"You don't see it. The appearance of pear blossoms with rain is really pitiful. How can you be so ruthless? If you see Madame's face. You won't be able to take it. How can anyone be willing to let her cry for such a woman? ”
"I really don't know what Lord Hou and Mrs. said. It can be done like this. You don't know. Madame hid under the covers. I'm still crying. It's pathetic. I want to vent my emotions. You can't be seen as a joke yet. ”
"Actually. It's not just Madame who is sad. I heard from the people over there. Hou Ye stayed in the study all the time and didn't come out. Whoever knocked on the door heard no response. Steward Shen was in a hurry to death. ”
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Ruyi stood quietly by the door. Listening to the heated discussion among the people in the house. But my heart became more and more uneasy. It doesn't matter how true they are. But she could feel Yan Qingwan's sadness. She had never seen such a Yan Qingwan. This made her feel a little flustered. I want to go to sleep. But I couldn't sleep. There are so many things to worry about.
I don't know when. There is an extra figure around him. He said, "Go and rest." A lot of things. It's useless to think about it. It's better to get a good night's sleep. Then brace yourself to take care of that person who cares. ”