"I know you didn't take that cross-stitch, you call your former colleague and I'll pick it up tomorrow because that cross-stitch is very important to me!" Another week passed, and Xiao Zixin saw that Ming Shao had not contacted her, so she decided to take back the cross-stitch.

It's not that I don't want to contact you, I just hope you don't get too trapped. Maybe you don't realize how tangled my heart is, I'm struggling with my own heart. Ming Shao replied to Xiao Zixin.

I've fallen into it. I want to take away the only thought that belongs to me, I don't want it to be alone in a place that doesn't belong to it, at least I can be with it. Xiao Zixin said sadly.

I didn't think I was a good person, but I wasn't a bad person either. But now I suddenly feel like I'm not even a human being. Baby! I really don't want to hurt you, but I've hurt you again and again. Ming Shao said bitterly.

If you're not a good person, you won't be so upset. It's me who isn't good enough! None of your business. This baby disturbed Xiao Zixin's heart again. She hadn't heard that in a long time.

I really don't feel like that I'm a thing right now, I hope you're doing well! I hope I don't hurt you, but I still hurt you. I am willing to accept any punishment from heaven on me, as long as you are good! Ming Shao said guiltily.

I can understand you! Don't be sad. But I still want to be with me, I want it to be with me, just like you are with me.

All right! I'll tell my former friend in the evening, you can go get it tomorrow! In order to prevent Xiao Zixin from continuing to fall into the depths, Ming Shao had no choice but to agree.

Good! That doesn't bother you anymore. Xiao Zixin went offline after sending the message. She couldn't imagine that Ming Shao would really let her take away the cross-stitch, it seems that there is really no me in his heart.

"Excuse me?" She now uses the word "bother" when talking to me, and it seems that I have really hurt her deeply. Ming Shao said in great pain.

At noon on the second day, Xiao Zixin took a car to the place where Ming Shao used to live. Ming Shao had already told his friends here last night, and after Xiao Zixin knocked on the door and entered, she couldn't help but feel emotionally when she looked at the place where she had stayed for a few nights. The moment she looked up, she saw the cross-stitch, the cross-stitch she had embroidered with her own hands, resting quietly against the place where it had been, covered with dust and looking dull. At that moment, Xiao Zixin's heart was about to break! It's been eleven months, almost a year, and it's still there without moving. "Ming Shao! Is that how you treat my affection? You don't cherish this embroidery, and you don't cherish me! I'm going to take it away, I'm going to take it home. Xiao Zixin felt very painful in her heart.

Back in the dormitory, Xiao Zixin carefully wiped off the dust on it little by little, crying while wiping. "He doesn't cherish you, I will definitely cherish you, I'll take you home!" Xiao Zixin stroked the embroidery and said. After being wiped clean by Xiao Zixin, the embroidery looked brand new again, and Xiao Zixin carefully wrapped the embroidery and put it on the top bunk.

She sent a message to Ming Shao: I asked you before what did you treat me for the past year? You say loved ones. In fact, many years ago, I thought that the highest state of love is the sublimation of love into family affection. In my heart, family affection is the most important thing! Only family affection is eternal! Of course I know in your mind I'm not. Now that the cross-stitch has been taken back, there is no need for me to continue pestering you. Because I have no excuse to bother you, I will try to let you go slowly, as for whether I can let go of it is my business, it has nothing to do with you, and you don't need to worry! Cross stitch has come back to me, just like my former little one was with me, and I will cherish it! You don't need to reply!

After getting off work the next day, Xiao Zixin went to the store manager's office, and she said to the store manager: Store manager! I would like to take a few days off to go back to my hometown.

Are you okay going home?

Yes.

When are you going home?

See when it's convenient!

How many days are you going home?

Five days is enough.

Good! I'll ask the manager to arrange for you to take five days off. The store manager said.

Thank you so much, manager. Xiao Zixin was grateful.

You're welcome!

Xiao Zixin left the store manager's office and returned to the dormitory, Sun Xiaoyuan said: You want to go home!

Yes! How did you find out so quickly?

The store manager just called me and said he wanted me to arrange a five-day break for you, saying you were going home.

Yes! It's been a long time since I've been homesick and homesick. Xiao Zixin said with a smile.

Good! I went to the front desk to readjust the schedule. Sun Xiaoyuan said.

Thank you! Xiaoyuan. Xiao Zixin looked at Sun Xiaoyuan with a smile and said.

You're kind to me again! After Sun Xiaoyuan finished speaking, she went to the front desk. Half an hour later, Sun Xiaoyuan returned to the dormitory and said: I have arranged it for you, starting on the 10th of next month, and coming to work on the 15th, is it okay?

Okay, thank you Xiaoyuan! Xiao Zixin said with a smile.

Didn't I tell you not to be polite to us? You're back to what you used to be. Sun Xiaoyuan said.

Good! You're welcome.

That's right! Hehe!

The time soon came to the 10th, Xiao Zixin got up early, packed up her things, took the embroidery and took the car to the airport. Sitting on the airport bus, Xiao Zixin's mood was particularly heavy. A year ago, she traveled thousands of miles with this embroidery she had embroidered herself, and came to this city with him full of joy, thinking that all good things had begun. Who knew that now she was depressed and left with embroidery heartbroken. Thinking of this, Xiao Zixin couldn't help but burst into tears. She sent a message to Ming Shao: I'm leaving, leaving with this embroidery. Before I leave, I want to see you again, the plane at two o'clock in the afternoon.

Ming Shao saw the message when he was having lunch, and he didn't have time to eat, so he went to the dormitory to change his clothes and drove directly to the airport. He didn't expect Xiao Zixin to leave, which he didn't expect. It seems that I really hurt her too deeply! In fact, he has read every message Xiao Zixin sent him, not because he doesn't want to reply, but because he can't reply. He was afraid that she would fall deeper and deeper, so he could only be ruthless himself. It's just that he never expected that Xiao Zixin would really leave him.

Xiao Zixin went to the airport to go through all the formalities, and she also checked in the cross-stitch. I waited for a long time and didn't see Ming Shao, and I didn't even have a single message. Xiao Zixin saw that it was almost time to go through the security check, she silently went over to line up, but her eyes kept looking at the door.

Ming Shao finally arrived at the airport before Xiao Zixin passed the security check, and he found the area where Xiao Zixin was going to go through the security check and saw that she was queuing up to go through the security check. Ming Shao's heart hurt fiercely at this moment! "Baby! I'm coming, you look back at me! Ming Shao said in his heart.

At the moment when she was about to pass the security check, Xiao Zixin turned around and saw Ming Shao. He appeared in front of her wearing the clothes that Xiao Zixin had bought for him, and Xiao Zixin burst into tears in an instant.

Ming Shao took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Xiao Zixin: Baby! I suddenly feel like I'm going to lose you all at once!

Xiao Zixin heard the phone ringing, took it out and saw that it was Ming Shao's message, but she didn't reply. I silently said in my heart: You have never lost me, and I will always be by your side. Then Xiao Zixin went straight through the security check without looking back, leaving Ming Shao standing there stupidly......

When she returned home, Xiao Zixin saw that the embroidery was intact, and she asked her father to hang the embroidery on the head of the bed in the room. Xiao Zixin sat on the bed and looked at the embroidery in a stupid daze. "Our love forever!" But our love doesn't last a year. Xiao Zixin smiled bitterly.

Lying on the bed, Xiao Zixin tossed and turned, unable to sleep. She looked at the embroidery hanging on the head of the bed, and the past came to life one by one. She was in pain and wrote on her phone:

At this time, the night is vast, and I remember the past with a thousand tears.

I think that all poisons have not invaded, why are my eyes full of tears?

The heart is like a rock without transferring, and tears have been sprinkled to the side of the Wujiang River.

How sad and sad! But what can you do? For a person who has changed his mind, for a person who no longer cares about himself, Xiao Zixin has nothing to say. Now the cross-stitch has come back to me, just like my little one is with me. "Ming Shao" is no longer the little guy he used to be.

When she woke up the next morning, Xiao Zixin opened the window and saw that the sky was clear and the air was fresh. She took a deep breath and slowly relaxed, and when she saw her mother and the neighbors downstairs talking and laughing, she suddenly wanted to open it. "What's the big deal about falling out of love! The most important thing in life is loved ones! As long as the relatives around me are happy and happy, what can't I let go! She smiled! She went downstairs and washed up, and then came to her mother's side and sat next to her, listening to their gossip.

Xiao Zixin stayed at home for three days and then flew back to City D, where she brought some hometown specialties to the sisters in the dormitory. Seeing that Xiao Zixin was in a good state of mind when she came back this time, the sisters were very happy.

Xin'er! It seems that you went home this time to go home in the right way, and when you come back, it looks different. Liu Suen said happily.

Well! Of course, I was happy to go home, and I thought about some things. Xiao Zixin said with a smile.

It's good to open it! In the future, we will be happy every day. Sun Xiaoyuan said.

Well!

Xiao Zixin sat on the bed, inadvertently saw the unfinished Maitreya Buddha embroidery, and thought of Ming Shao. Did I really let go? If only it were that easy.

On the second day after returning to D City, Xiao Zixin went to middle school, she boarded QQ incognito on the computer, and secretly glanced at Ming Shao, whose avatar was dark. She's a little lost! What if he's online? He won't contact me either, so why bother! Today is not busy at all, Xiao Zixin remembered that when she used to work in W City, she would chat with Ming Shao every day. When she goes to work, she often giggles alone, and her colleagues make fun of her when they see it.

And now? Less than a year after she came to him, they had come to where they are today. Sometimes Xiao Zixin doesn't understand herself, why do you want to come to City D? Why stay here? Was she waiting for him to change her mind? Xiao Zixin didn't know, she just wanted to be by his side, even if it was secretly by his side.

Xiao Zixin remembered the scene when Ming Shao once called her in the middle of the night: baby! I dreamed I couldn't find you! I will never allow you to leave me! Xiao Zixin promised that Ming Shao would not leave him, even if she knew that he no longer had her in his heart. Is she still holding on, still waiting?

At this moment, Ming Shao was lying on the bed and couldn't sleep. Xiao Zixin left, left D City and left him. I witnessed her go through security at the airport that day, and I looked back at me with such sadness. Ming Shao saw Xiao Zixin wiping her tears convulsively, she cried! At that moment, Ming Shao's heart was almost broken! Xiao Zixin only glanced back at Ming Shao and never turned her head to look at him, not even the message sent by Ming Shao. She walked so resolutely! Even the back didn't let Ming Shao look at it for too long.

In the future, Ming Shao didn't have to go home every weekend, and he told his mother that Xiao Zixin had left City D. Mom then relaxed the supervision of Ming Shao. During this time, Shangguan Yuru always called him, which made Ming Shao exhausted! Ming Shao always deliberately avoided her under the pretext that she was busy with work, but she still called Ming Shao every two days.