On this day, after Xiao Zixin got off work, she returned to the dormitory to change her clothes and went out. Today she wants to go to the beach, and she hasn't been to the beach for a long time. The last time I went to the beach was with Liu Suen, and it's been almost a month now. She listened to the music as she slowly walked towards the sea.

It usually takes twenty minutes to walk, but today it took half an hour for Xiao Zixin to walk to the beach. The temperature in City D in September is still very comfortable. It was only half past four o'clock, and the warm sun was shining brightly on the sea. Xiao Zixin snuggled up to the fence and quietly enjoyed the scenery in front of her.

She doesn't know how many times she's been to the beach here, but the happiest and most memorable is when she came with Ming Shao. Full of memories, full of sweetness. But now? Ming Shao never accompanied her again, and even rarely contacted him. Xiao Zixin never understood how Ming Shao could change so quickly? Some time ago, we were happily celebrating the championship together, but I haven't seen each other for a long time, and it has changed. Until now, Ming Shao refused to tell Xiao Zixin what the reason was.

Xiao Zixin was strolling along the beach when she suddenly received a call from Sun Xiaoyuan: Where are you?

I'm by the sea!

I didn't see you when I went back to the dormitory, so I knew you must have come to the beach. Where are you? I'm almost there.

You're here too? Xiao Zixin asked.

Oh, yes! I'm not at ease when you come to the beach alone, so I'll come and see you. Sun Xiaoyuan said anxiously.

I'm fine, I'm next to the little park where we were last time we were together.

Good! You wait for me, I'll be there right away. Sun Xiaoyuan hung up the phone and hurriedly walked towards the beach. Within a few minutes, she saw Xiao Zixin. "Xin'er! Why did you come here alone and not make an appointment with me? ”

I didn't see you when I went back to the dormitory, so I came alone. Hehe! Xiao Zixin said with a smile.

You're too embarrassed to laugh! I went back to the dormitory and didn't see you, so I went to the front desk to ask So-eun, and she said that she saw you go out alone. I thought I might have come to the beach, so I came to find it.

Thank you for caring so much about me! Xiao Zixin said movingly.

You! Don't come to the beach alone in the future, if you want to come over and let us accompany you.

You all have your own business, and I can't always bother you!

We're fine! Anyway, remember that if you want to come to the beach in the future, you must call us both.

Good! Hehe! Xiao Zixin said happily.

Ming Shao now sleeps when he returns to the dormitory in addition to work. appeared at home on time every weekend, and Shangguan Yuru was also waiting at Ming Shao's house before he went home. Every time he went home, Ming Shao was forced by his mother to be with Shangguan Yuru, either shopping or eating and watching movies. Ming's mother said that this can enhance the relationship between each other.

But every time Ming Shao went out, he followed Shangguan Yuru like a walking corpse. Shangguan Yuru was very happy! Every time she saw Ming Shao by her side, Shangguan Yuru had a special sense of conquest. She would rather be dull than let him stay with other women, especially Xiao Zixin.

Every time he saw Ming Shao coming home, Ming's father was very distressed. Ming's father said to Ming's mother: How can you bear to see your child like this?

Ming's mother was also very distressed, but she said: It would be good if the relationship between him and Yuru deepened in the future. He just can't let go of the provincial girl for a while, and it's good to have Yuru to accompany him more.

Don't push your child out of trouble! It's too late for you to regret it!

No, it won't! He's my precious son! I'm all thinking about him. He'll definitely understand me later. Ming's mother said.

Hope he can figure it out! Ming's father said worriedly.

Yes! Our son must be brave and strong.

What if I want to see you? Xiao Zixin couldn't help but send him a message because of Ming Shao's thoughts.

Alas! Ming Shao sighed helplessly. "Next week! I'll take the time to go back and see you next weekend. ”

If you're not available, forget it, when I didn't say it. Xiao Zixin is really sad! Why do you still contact him when you know that he has been ignoring you recently?

I should be free on the weekend, and I told my mom that I wouldn't be home next weekend.

Do you have to go home every weekend?

Yes!

What to do at home?

I......

Okay, I got it. I'm so cheap! No. 1 in the world. Xiao Zixin scolded herself.

Don't say that, okay? I feel even more guilty when you say that.

Guilt? Where to feel guilty! You are filial!

Don't say that, I really feel guilty about you.

I've never been so attached to a person. You know I have you in my heart, and I came to City D alone for you. I knew that we were no longer possible, but I insisted on staying in City D, just because of the impossibility. I understand that I hurt others and myself like this, but I still can't get my senses.

You can leave if you want, and stay if you want. Ming Shao said ruthlessly. "I'll take you out whenever I'm free."

You don't need to take me out to play, my colleague can take me to the bar every day. Take me tonight! I hope that the drunken life will make me forget you completely. Xiao Zixin said this deliberately.

You can't do this to yourself, you can go and play, but not this way to play. If you want to play like this, I'd rather you go back to W City.

It's none of your business where I go! I've sung you've seen it. I promised you and my mom that it would be fine, and it would be fine. My good thing is that I'm still in this world. Xiao Zixin cried and said.

You can go play, but be safe! Don't drink alcohol.

If you want me to go back to W City, you're going to feel better, aren't you? No matter where I am, I won't pester you anymore, don't worry! From this moment on. Xiao Zixin said angrily.

I'm not not going to let you pester me, I just want you to be safe wherever you are.

Do you think it's entangled? It turns out that I've been pestering you all the time without knowing it, ridiculous and pathetic! Now I finally understand. Xiao Zixin said sadly.

I didn't mean that, don't you understand it like this, okay? Ming Shao was in a hurry to explain.

It doesn't matter what, the important thing is that I will try my best to endure and stop pestering you! You change your number! Block me! Otherwise, I'm afraid I'll be unable to pestering you again.

No, it won't! I said I'd take care of you as long as you're in City D.

So how do you take care of me? I moved three times in City D alone, where were you when I needed you the most? You have ignored me for more than a month, if I hadn't been cheeky enough to take the initiative to contact you, would you have ignored me like this and left me to fend for myself? Xiao Zixin asked.

"I used to say I'd be happy to receive your messages and calls! You also said you would message me every day, did you? No matter how busy you are, don't you have a message when you can't send a message? You once said that you would marry me if you wanted me, and I didn't force you to marry me, what are you afraid of? I just wish you could be with me when you're free, even if it's just a message letting me know you're there for me, did you? Xiao Zixin said a lot of words in a row, and she felt much better when she said it.

It's really my fault, sometimes it's not that I don't want to contact you, I don't bother to move when I lie down when I go back to the dormitory, and sometimes I don't know what to say. Ming Shao explained.

I often comfort myself that he is too busy and tired. "But I didn't ask you to come back to see me during work hours! I just hope you come back to see me after work, even if it's just a message, let me know that you have me in your heart! ”

I know I'm not doing well and it's my fault that I can't give you a great future! I want to care for you and take care of you like a relative, and I really hope you can be happy. I am willing to accept the punishment of Heaven for my own mistakes.

Heaven will not punish you because it has been punishing me!

Don't say that, okay? I hope you're well, you remember my vows!

I remember so much what you told me, I don't know what you remember?

Ming Shao was speechless for a while...... How can I tell you what I remember? I can't give you any more hope, I don't want you to waste your time on me because I can't give you a future. Ming Shao said silently in his heart.

I said I didn't want you to be embarrassed, and since you can't resist your mother, then I can only quit. All this pain is what I have brought upon you, and it must be taken away by me. I only hope that this will ease the pain in your heart and mine! Promise me not to feel guilty and not to worry about me, okay? I'm really going to be fine.

You can hate me, but you must not torture yourself!

It's painful enough to love someone, so why hate? Even though you would rather be punished by Heaven than fight to be with me, I will not hate you! I know that your parents' place in your heart is irreplaceable. Xiao Zixin's heart was extremely painful when she said this! She obviously felt that Ming Shao had her in his heart, but in the face of reality, he had to let go.

Coming to this point, I feel guilty no matter how I explain it. I didn't want to see where we are today, but I ended up being like this. I hate myself too! To be honest, I really didn't cheat on you, and I didn't even think about cheating on your feelings. No matter what you think of me, I want you to have a good time. Ming Shao said sincerely.

I never thought you were lying to me, there are some things that I can't help but understand!

You can understand the best, sorry!

Needless to say, I'm sorry. I've told you a few times that I'm going to leave you, but I've never really left, you know. I've asked you for cross-stitch many times because I want you to take it with me. But you left it there for almost a year. Xiao Zixin was extremely sad when she talked about cross-stitch.

It was my fault! I wanted to get it too, but every time I went back and saw it, I forgot to take it.

Since you always forget to take it, I'll take it someday!

Don't you take it, I'll take it! It belongs to me. Ming Shao said seriously.

If you don't want it, why do you want cross-stitch?

I'd like to keep it as a souvenir. Ming Shao said. "It's not that I don't want it, it's that I can't want it!" Ming Shao said in his heart. Xiao Zixin must not know this, otherwise she will definitely wait for me stupidly.

All right! I'll give you a little more time, and if you haven't picked it up yet, then I'll really get it. Xiao Zixin said.

Good! I'll definitely take the time to go back and get it this time. Ming Shao swore and said.

Xiao Zixin has been in a bad mood during this time! A little absent-minded at work. Sometimes lying on the bed and thinking about Ming Shao, tears flowed down without fighting when she thought about it, and she couldn't control herself. knew that Ming Shao ignored him, but he still couldn't let him go, and he inexplicably missed him very much. It seems that he is deeply trapped, so deep that he can't extricate himself!

A week passed, and Ming Shao never contacted Xiao Zixin again. Xiao Zixin felt that it was time to make a conclusion.