Chapter 9 Hypermemory and Amnesia

The military doctor quietly walked into the room, the sunset outside the window gradually sank, like molten gold melted into the end of the urban mansion, the military doctor picked up Chakolos's wedding dress, walked to the soundproof window of the nursing room, tightened the transparent gauze curtain embroidered with irregular flower patterns, the fiery red glow was printed on the white gauze curtain, the red halo spread, under the crepe cut layers, it appeared more hazy and empty, through the gap between the curtains and the window frame, I could see the groggy half-round sunset and the oblique shadow of the building stretched by the sunset.

The medic walked up to me in his flat shoes again, opened the lid of the micro-infusion pump, and used an extra-large syringe to extract the blood from it and place it in a pre-prepared container.

It was the blood of Aoi and Chakoros.

After draining the blood inside, the military doctor handed the container filled with blood to the personnel of the logistics team, who nodded and carried the blood cartridge away.

"I don't want to continue." I looked at the medic and said in a trembling voice. "I don't want to lie anymore. So be it, let's end it. ”

The military doctor glanced at me, and his old face full of cracks twitched slightly, and said:

"You don't have a choice, Mr. Shaw, because you've lied. A lie is like a sword piercing someone else's chest, and whether you choose to continue stabbing or take it back, it will always hurt someone's heart. ”

After a pause, the military doctor said:

"Moreover, your anesthetic has not been removed, and you can't leave this room. Keep acting, the people of the world need you as a wonderful actor. Mr. Siu. With that, the medic smiled a little selfishly, and then he said to me, "It's almost time, get ready, the Leviathan is already here." ”

"Xiaowei, she ......"

Leviathan, also known as Vicky, is the last of three girls.

At the same time, emotionally speaking, I think she should be the furthest away from me compared to the other two girls. After all, my communication with her was just a few chats on the computer.

Moreover, until the time of meeting, Xiaowei still firmly believed that I was a two-dimensional character, and I didn't know what kind of posture I should use to meet her now. In her concept, the two-dimensional character should be brave and fearless, indomitable, just like Tom in "Cat and Mouse", no matter what he is smashed into or beaten, he will never die.

In the midst of agitated thoughts, Xiaowei entered.

I barely heard her footsteps coming in, and I didn't even notice her. It wasn't until I withdrew my gaze from the sunset embers between the window frames and the crevices of the gauze curtains that I realized that she was already standing in front of my window.

In the sunset-red ward, her pink tulip-like princess is like a dreamy and beautiful fiery cloud, the light of the sunset and her fluttering cherry pink lace skirt blend together, indistinguishable from each other.

I looked at her, and she looked at me.

It's like black eyes sprinkled with thousands of diamonds filling my face, and I can even see mine in hers.

"Xiaowei......" I snorted softly, but suddenly fell silent.

"You look so much better." She folded her hands in front of her lower abdomen and spoke in an ethereal voice.

Actually, I ...... "I wanted to say what was in my heart, but the old military doctor next to me gave me a sobering look, and I finally wanted to stop talking.

"He's only stabilized temporarily, but if he doesn't get blood infusion, his illness still won't get better." The veteran military doctor said the lines prepared in advance.

Xiaowei glanced at him, then sighed, walked in front of the military doctor, and stretched out her jade lotus-like arm, I could see that she was very afraid of pain, and she gritted her teeth and endured it when she saw the pillow, just like a child.

Then, the needle was inserted into Xiaowei's wrist, bright red blood flowed out, and after the military doctor explained the time, he left the nursing room again, and the room filled by the sunset was only me and Xiaowei.

"Thank you...... At that time, because I made a move......" I looked at Xiaowei and said with some guilt. "I'm sorry you......"

"Don't talk about it." Xiaowei looked at me and pursed her lips, "I'm not here to listen to your apology, I'm willing to save you." After all, we're all part of the ACG world. You say yes, right? ”

I paused, then smiled.

"yes. We all are. Who is Doraemon's true love? ”

"Cowardly Bear!" Vigille chuckled.

"Why is Superman's panties worn outside?"

"Because it's both connotative and cool!" Xiaowei said with high interest.

She and I both laughed, but soon, the smile on Vicky's face retracted.

"You really like anime. But...... Why did you lie to me? Xiaowei looked at me, her gaze becoming cold.

"I ...... Lie to you? I was stunned, and then I laughed, "Yes, have you seen through it......"

"Hmph." Xiaowei tilted her head, crossed her waist, and hummed indignantly like a squeamish child, and then, she suddenly smiled and said:

"Well, don't be so nervous. Because I've known for a long time that you're not a two-dimensional character at all. In this world, there is actually no two-dimensional at all. I knew it from the beginning. But I'm sure you're a long-time anime lover, and, I can tell, you must know a lot of anime masters, know a lot of anime directions, and even know the ending. ”

I looked at Xiaowei in disbelief, and then smiled:

"You know it all...... You're really smart. But since you know that I am playing a two-dimensional character to deceive you, then why do you still believe in me so much and cooperate with me? Actually, you could have debunked my ...... earlier."

"Because then it's not fun." Xiaowei said, "People who really like anime should be like you, willing to use their lives to play a two-dimensional hero role, and turn the real world into a two-dimensional one." Even if you are seen through by others, sneered and ridiculed, you insist, others will say that it is the second middle school, that is paranoia, but you will ignore the gaze of others, because you know that the world of their soul is boring, they have no illusions, no innocence, some are just premarital property division agreements, the price line and average price line on the electronic screen in the stock market exchange, and there are a room full of brand-name boutique bags that you obviously don't like, but you still have to buy for the whitewash façade! ”

I looked at Xiaowei in a daze:

"You know a lot."

"Of course." Xiaowei smiled, "Because I came here to clean this world and make this world simpler and cleaner." ”

Only then did I remember that when I was helping me with the strategy before, Hu Shubao showed extraordinary acting skills, Xiaowei is a copy of Hu Shubao, and of course she also has acting skills that are not inferior to Hu Shubao.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because the world has become too complicated. So is society, and so is people's hearts. Xiaowei held the bangs on her forehead, looked at the twilight outside the window, and whispered.

"I have always paid attention to this world, in the past, people were very simple, everyone's face was full of smiles, people would not suspect each other, they would not deceive, people in that era were full of passion, full of dreams, and full of imagination, they believed that there was a temple in heaven, they believed that there was no end to the world, they believed that the wicked had evil retribution, and good people had good retribution, but this era is different, people have changed and become complicated...... People no longer have dreams, people are addicted to material things, greedy for pleasure, people with dreams will also be overwhelmed by the heavy reality, gradually, people's imagination is exhausted, they feel that hard work is not as good as a rich father, they feel that a lifetime of hard work is not as good as a politician's empty paper, they no longer look up to the starry sky, because they feel that no matter how brilliant the starry sky is, it is not as bright as the lights in the urban business district......"

Xiaowei turned her face with a smile on her face:

"So I wanted to make the world a little simpler, a big flood, swallow everything, and the world will be simple."

"But I met you, I found you, and I think there are still people like you in this world who pursue fantasies and believe in some simple but beautiful things." Xiaowei smiled faintly, "So I really want to meet you, but I don't want to disturb your dreams, although you lied to me, but I think it is also a kind of happiness that you can live in a simple dream all the time." Of course, I also like anime, I like that kind of simplicity...... I also like people who like anime. People like you. Animation is a kind of beauty, it can extract the most essence of the most simple and geometric beauty from the complex and chaotic world, you watch anime, in fact, you look at your own heart. ”

I shook my head and said quietly:

"Actually, I don't think so."

Xiaowei looked up at me.

I continued:

"Actually, adults are just children who grow up. They are just a bunch of tough kids who don't want to admit that they are naïve, desperately holding their chests and belly up and bragging about their awesomeness. People tend to become rational when they grow up, and then desperately belittle their emotional and ignorant selves when they were young. However, that's unfair, when you grow up rational, and when you were emotional when you were a child, you are completely two people, why do you evaluate you when you are sensual? Outside of sensibility, you can't feel sensibility at all, so why deny sensibility? The so-called maturity and growth are not so much for others to see, but for oneself. Adults deny anime and the simplicity of the world because they are afraid, afraid that there is such a fragile and simple area in their hearts, which will become their fatal wound. However, it is impossible for them to give up the innate simplicity until death. ”

Xiaowei smiled, smiling like a blooming Jerusalem artichoke.

"yes...... Perhaps, the person who has become complicated is actually myself. I grew up and saw things more complicated, but I didn't want to admit it, so I wanted to make it easy for the whole world to accompany me, so that I couldn't see the facts that already existed......" she said softly. "Thank you for telling me this. I really don't want to grow up...... I really want to pretend to be a child who doesn't grow up all the time. ”

"It's okay, I can stay with you and not grow up." I said in a hoarse voice.

Xiaowei smiled:

"Okay. Let's take a look at the anime. I just brought it. "She took out a tablet out of nowhere, opened the player like a little child on a whim, and put it on my bedside and looked at it with me with relish.

is a famous cartoon, "Tom and Jerry", in the animation, Tom fights wits and courage, but in the end, Tom still failed to catch Jerry, but Xiaowei looked forward and backwards, laughing, and tears appeared in the corners of her eyes.

The blood in the infusion tube on the wrist is gurgling into the infusion pump.

"Hey, you say, why is Tom always so stupid that he never catches Jerry?" Xiaowei wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and asked me.

"Because Tom didn't want to catch Jerry at all, they were the best friends in the world."

Xiaowei put her face against her, found a comfortable sleeping position, slept with me, leaned on my head, and watched the animation on the tablet with me.

"You know a lot of anime authors. Do you know the endings of those anime? Xiaowei asked me casually.

"Ah, I know."

"Can you tell me the ending of Cat and Mouse?" Xiaowei asked me softly.

"That's a sad story...... Many, many years later, Tom is very old, the owner no longer likes him, and the new cat in the house always bullies him. When the meows threw Tom's food out the door again, Tom dragged his no longer flexible leg for a long distance before picking up the dusty piece of cheese. He let out a sigh of relief, and amid the laughter of the meows, he carefully placed the cheese in the corner of the door to the cobweb-strewn rat hole. ”

Tears wet Vivi's cheeks, but Vigil didn't reach out to wipe them, she continued to ask me all kinds of anime questions:

"Hey, what do you say, what happened to the embarrassment?"

"It's been on campus with Harumiya."

"What about the Sox cult?"

"Conquered the world."

"Shame on you?"

"After conquering the world, he resigned as emperor and became a coachman and Xixi went to the countryside to push the cart."

"Where's the BL notes?"

"Ye Shenyue and L sympathized with each other, put aside grievances and hatred and succeeded in holding hands, and since then, under the broken back mountain, chrysanthemums have always bloomed."

"Where's Conan?"

"I learned the doppelganger technique and the seventy-two changes from Sun Wukong, and since then I have led the yellow-haired Lori on the left, and the royal sister on the right ......"

"Where's the fly?"

"I found the Great Secret Treasure and became the man of the Empress of One Piece."

Like a child, Xiaowei snuggled up to me, asking questions, her voice getting softer and softer, and her face was full of happiness and satisfaction.

By the end, her voice had become very soft and soft, but she still asked me like a curious baby.

"One last question, oh, how are Doraemon and Big Bear?"

By the end, my voice was already choked, tears kept pouring out, and my vision began to blur, I paused, continued to hold back the tears that kept overflowing, and said the final ending:

"It has been with Big Bear, helped Big Bear find happiness, helped Big Bear take care of the children, until they are very old and old, and they are not separated...... Many years later, the bear died, and Doraemon was already a bearded old man, so he came to an uninhabited island, and watched the sunrise and sunset alone, reminiscing about the good things in the past...... And for many, many years, they have been waiting there...... Never left. ”

A faint fragrance drifted down my nose and into my nose, and the soft voice faded away, like the song of an angel from heaven.

"That's nice...... It's all the best ending...... Such...... I don't have any regrets...... Thank you for telling me so much...... Thank you...... It's nice to meet you......"

The gentle sound turned into the wind, and the evening breeze slid in through the window of the nursing room, gently lifting the curtains, and the sunset outside the window was already sinking, and the lights of the city were dotted on the glass windows, outlining a complex and splendid human painting.

Inside the window, however, there was a lonely darkness.

She's a girl who loves anime.

The simple lines, the exaggerated characters and the seemingly never-ending story are the driving force behind her life.

When all the anime has been told, when all the stories have come to an end, and all the characters she once liked, longed for, and loved have been happily ended, her life will have no expectations, and it will come to an end.

Looking at the empty nursing room, I dug out a tiny communication headset from my ear and threw it on the ground. Hu Shubao's communication with me was interrupted. The conversation with Xiaowei just now, it is impossible for me to answer so smoothly on my own. Xiaowei thinks that she has finally found someone to resonate with, but in fact, in the end, she is just talking to her other self.

In the tablet on the bedside table, the commander's face emerged:

"Leviathan is dead. Mission accomplished, you've done a great job, Xiao Shiyilang. The commander's voice came, "Rest well until the anesthetic on your body is removed." ”

I could hear the sound of the soldiers clapping and cheering behind the commander, and the triumphant cheers of thousands of people.

The Commander's axe-like face flickered in the instant messaging screen, and I withdrew my gaze and lay quietly on the nursing bed, staring blankly at the zenith.

The snow-white ceiling was empty, but there, I saw three girls' faces, those of Shakoros, Aoi and Vicky.

To the world, they are monsters that bring destruction and destruction and must be killed.

No one will really care about their inner world, and no one will remember their every move, smile, and smile in this world...... Every corner they walked, where they were, chopsticks, plates, laptops, remote controls, drink bottles, dolls they held...... These things that prove they existed will soon be forgotten.

It was completely dark, the huge room was empty, black and hollow, and faintly, it seemed that you could still hear the voices of the three girls laughing here during the day, and the sound of overlapping footsteps...... How angry, how hilarious.

Everyone will die three times.

The first time is when the dead are buried.

The second time is when people are forgotten.

The last time, that is when even everything that records the details of your life has been diluted by the wind and sand of time, and there is no trace of it.

The saddest thing about not dying, the saddest thing, is that the world has forgotten you.

The old military doctor pushed the door in, pressed the button of the fluorescent lamp, and followed by a figure, I looked up and saw a messy hair like an octopus, it was actually Hu Shubao. I noticed that her eyes were red, as if she had cried.

"Xiao Shiyi Lang." Hu Shubao stood there, looking at me.

"It's you." I looked at her, and I was weak.

"I've been out there just now." Hu Shubao said with red eyes, "Looking at you through the soundproof window." I saw it all from the time she came in to the time she left. ”

"Yes......" I just looked at Hu Shubao fixedly, but I didn't know what to say.

The military doctor picked up the wedding dress, and the logistics staff who came in later put it into an aluminum alloy box with the previous two wedding dresses, pressed the lock, and put on three combination locks.

"I'm sorry...... Xiao Shiyilang, I'm sorry for you. Hu Shubao looked at me with tears in her eyes, "I killed Leviathan......

I laughed:

"What do you say, isn't this my task......"

Hu Shubao shook her head and looked at me seriously:

"Don't lie in front of me, a professional actor, I can see that you are really attracted to Xiaowei."

I was slightly startled, turned my head away, and didn't look at Hu Shubao. For a moment, I suddenly found that Hu Shubao's face coincided with Xiaowei's face, as if the same person had changed his expression, and it was difficult to distinguish.

"Want to know more about her?" Hu Shubao asked.

I turned my head and looked at her, but didn't speak.

"Actually, like Qi Miao and Hua Xiaolazy, I can also fully understand Leviathan's mood. I feel like we're actually the same person, but we're on different standpoints, like doppelgangers or shadows, two bodies and one mind. If I were her, I think I'd be like her, really. Hu Shubao's tone was a little empty, "I can understand Leviathan's mood very well." She likes anime, and I love anime, but anime is really just an excuse for us. In fact, what we really want is to simply live and be a child who will never grow up. ”

Speaking of this, Hu Shubao smiled, she touched her head shyly, and smiled like Xiaowei, very sweet and pure.

"When I was a child, my parents were very busy and were always away from home, and at that time, there were only boxes of toys and anime at home to accompany me, and my childhood was spent in anime CDs, figurines, models and pillows. With anime characters with me, I'm not lonely. At that time, there was a boy near my house, he was about the same age as me, he was also my neighbor, he also liked toys, he always came to my house to play, we played at home, and had a lot of fun. But then, as I grew up and he moved, he couldn't come to my house anymore to play, and the day he left, I gave him a lot of cartoon CDs and toys. After I grew up, the way my relatives looked at me gradually changed, and they started to babble from time to time, saying that I was a child who didn't grow up, and only knew how to watch animations and play with toys. When I was older, they talked more, and every day they went around my ears and said, 'Baby, you are in high school, it's time to think about your future and life', 'Baby, you should also make friends and talk about love like other girls'. I know that getting married and having children is something that everyone has to go through, it's a natural law. So I also try to make friends with other people, and even with guys. But I found that I was completely different worlds from them, they talked about celebrity scandals, talked about cosmetics and clothing brands, talked about gossip about other boys or girls, and more often talked about future work pressure and employment prospects...... That's not the world I want, I really hate it. I felt out of place with them, how could this be the case? Why is it so complicated? Couldn't it be simpler? I tried to date a few boys, but they broke up with me very quickly, and they said I was naïve, naïve like a kid who didn't understand anything, but I wasn't as naïve as they thought. I know all about commercial banking law, securities issuance management, securities underwriting, stock investment, and chattel pledge, because I have watched a lot of anime, and I have memorized all the knowledge in it...... I can even calculate the magnitude of the impact of the national investment plan for water pollution control in key river basins on the late decline in the stock market and the degree of shock on the overseas foreign exchange market. I have that talent, but I really hate boring stuff, and I hate people who like to pretend to be unfathomable when they are naïve and vulgar at heart. I like simple things, I like simple feelings, just like people in the anime world. But everyone else says I'm naïve, my image is so stereotyped, everyone calls me a baby, it's not because they think I'm cute, but because I'm naïve. ”

"Later, I found out that the boy I watched anime with when I was a kid was also in the same school as me. I was so happy that I wondered if he still loved anime as much as he did back then. I tried to get in touch with him, but he ignored me and even distanced himself from me. I found him and asked him why, and he said he didn't like otaku. We're not kids anymore, and we're laughed at when we get along with a girl who can carry a robot cat backpack, a sundress with a HelloKitty pattern, a phone pendant, or a model of a cherry ball. I couldn't believe he would say something like that, and I asked him if the disc I gave him when I was a kid was still there. He told me that he had been left by his mother when he moved. At that time, I was really sad and sad. It turns out that I have always been amorous, thinking that there are fools like me in this world, children who can't grow up like me...... But I realized that I was so wrong. At first I was very sad, and then I was very angry, but gradually, I didn't care anymore, I didn't care about other people's eyes at all, they thought I was naïve, just let them think so, I just like my anime. Hu Shubao smiled, "That's it, until now, I was still laughed at as an otaku who only knows how to watch anime." However, I feel proud. I think that if I want to find a boyfriend or even a husband in the future, I must have someone who really loves anime and can understand anime as much as I do. ”

Hu Shubao said that when she came here, she was in tears, and I don't know how many unpleasant memories she remembered. But after saying this, she stopped crying, said goodbye to me, told me to rest, and left the nursing room.

That night, I didn't sleep well all night, and I kept staring at the ceiling, thinking about Hu Shubao's tearful face.

Some people say that animation is naïve, some people say that love is naïve, and the pursuit of career, science and truth is the meaning of human life.

But I don't think so, the so-called careerists and scientists are just a group of people who regard their careers and science as people. Fundamentally, they are no different from those who fall in love with something.

Hu Shubao is such a girl who fell in love.

The boyfriend she needs is someone who can forgive and accept her innocence and naivety, and promise with her that she will never grow up.

I refused dinner and sat quietly on the nursing bed, the passage of time long gone. The lights of the city pour into the rooms, reflecting the window frames on the smooth terrazzo floor.

From the time the lights turn on to the lights go out, before you know it, it's already night.

I lay there and thought about everything, from the individual to the world, from the past to the present, from the sky to the ocean, from the ocean to the universe, thinking about everything in the world and about the future.

Time crept in, and only me and the room remained still. Just like that, quietly.

There is twilight, and there is morning.

When I opened my eyes, the room was still the same, quietly guarding me, sleeping peacefully, and there were even shallow dents on the snow-white sheets, which were the sitting marks left by Xiaokui, or Chakoros's, or Xiaowei's?

The dark clouds of last night quietly receded, and the morning sun poured over the earth, through the transparent soundproof window panes, after the double thinning of the sheer curtains and curtains, sporadically dotted on the shiny floor, spreading to every corner of the room, to every lattice, all the way to my face.

It's been another nice morning.

I blinked, moved my regained leg, and tried to get up.

"It's not very good to be mentally recovered." There was a pleasant voice in my ears, I turned my head, but I saw a long black hair flowing on the edge of the bed at my feet, it was actually Lin Yayue, she was wearing a black dress and a silver dragon necklace around her neck, sitting at the end of the bed, holding a hardcover black book in her hand.

"Yayue, when did you come in?" I asked.

Lin Yayue looked at me sideways, and the corners of her lips rose:

"I've always been here. Didn't you notice? ”

"No way......," I said, stunned. I didn't see you......"

"When you don't have someone in your heart, even if she is standing in front of you, you can't see her. When you have someone in your heart, even if she is no longer there, she will always be by your side. Lin Yayue said slowly, as if she was reciting a catchy poem.

She closed the book, stood up, her black dress fell, and then walked up to me, stretched out her hand and touched my forehead, and said:

"It doesn't seem to have a fever, you soaked in the water for so long yesterday, it's easy to catch up with the wind chill."

When Lin Yayue's soft and warm hand touched my forehead, my heart suddenly fluttered.

Lin Yayue's eyes were watching, and the slightest change in my mood couldn't escape his eyes.

She smiled: "How's it going, don't you feel more comfortable?" The temperature of the human body is the best placebo, no matter how low the mood, when a warm hand touches you, you will be like ice. ”

I looked at Lin Yayue with a forced smile:

"You're such a good girl, Masatsuki."

Lin Yayue smiled:

"You're also a good man, a good actor. I'm good at screenwriting, you're good at acting, and I suddenly feel like we're really the most suitable golden partner. ”

This time, I finally laughed.

"But I don't want to be an actor anymore, I don't want to do it anymore." I said, "Yayue, I'm going to resign as a male guest." Gone. ”

The smile on Lin Yayue's face gradually subsided, but she didn't continue to delve into me on this topic.

"Don't you want to ask where those monsters come from?" Lin Yayue suddenly said, "After studying for so long, I already have some ideas about the origin of 'them'. ”

"Well, you say."

"I don't think they're living beings in this universe, they're from other universes. That is, 'different dimension'. There is a theory in theoretical physics called the 'ultimate multiverse' theory, which holds that no matter how absurd the theory, there is a corresponding universe. For example, Einstein's theory of relativity, there is a relativity universe. Newton's classical mechanics has the classical mechanics universe, and even when moving at the speed of light, objects still obey the theorems of classical mechanics rather than the theorems of relativity. Expanding further, even some absurd theories of the ancients in history, such as the theory of the origin of water and the theory of the origin of fire, all have corresponding universes. Whether it is Agni or Chakolos, they are all living beings supported by different cosmic theories. And the reason why they were able to come to our world is because of the overlapping of spaces. ”

"Spatial overlap?"

"Hmm. The spaces overlapped. Lin Yayue nodded, "You know how to draw with PS, right?" How do you draw a picture of a little girl picking apples with PS software? A lot of people draw like this: they set up two layers, draw a little girl on one layer and an apple tree on the other, and then overlap the two layers so that it looks like a little girl picking apples from an apple tree. The same is true for spatial overlapping, space is like layers, it can also be superimposed together, and when two spaces are superimposed, things in their respective spaces will intersect. In such a scene, you only need to imagine that when two pieces of calligraphy rice paper with ink not yet dry are pasted together, the words on the two sheets of paper will penetrate and ghost. ”

I looked at Lin Yayue with admiration and said:

"Yayue, you know a lot. Which great scientist came up with this theory? ”

Lin Yayue tapped her temples and said proudly:

"Of course I created it. All rights reserved. ”

I laughed.

Lin Yayue continued:

"Look at your sullen look, be happy, by the way, my grandfather has something to tell you, you can talk to him." Lin Yayue handed me a mobile phone, I took the phone, and there was an obscene voice from the lewd uncle Lin Zhongbao:

"Hey, boy, how are you doing?"

"Uncle, I haven't seen you for a while, why did you go?"

"Well, I was beaten by that passer-by A last time, and I had a headache and brain fever, so I took headache medicine, but I wanted to vomit after taking headache medicine, and I was constipated after taking antiemetic medicine, and I had a headache after taking anti-constipation medicine, so I have been tossing until now."

“……”

"Hehe, young man, they've all been killed three times in a row, don't be so depressed, the so-called old ones don't go, the new ones don't come, uncle, I'll teach you what life is short and find fun in time." I think that Uncle I rode alone for thousands of miles, crossed the red light district, lifted the trouser belt, did not take away a drop of essence, and cried behind his back, I still didn't look back, and walked so chicly. Boy, you have to have such a realm. ”

Before the lewd uncle finished speaking, I turned off my phone and handed it to Lin Yayue:

"Yayue, the other party sells insurance."

Lin Yayue sneered and took the phone.

"Have you decided to quit the marriage proposal?" Lin Yayue asked me.

I was silent, and after a while, I nodded slightly.

"I don't want to see any more girls die because of me."

"Then are you willing to see the world destroyed because of you?" Lin Yayue frowned and said, "Didn't you find out, those monsters actually have a deep relationship with you, and they appear near your location every time, do you think it's just a coincidence?" ”

"What do you mean by that?" I was stunned.

Lin Yayue looked at me seriously:

"It's hard to say, but I have a guess. Perhaps, Xiao Shiyilang, you have a special magic that can attract those monsters to travel through the overlapping space and come to our world. Maybe those monsters you meet are all destined, and there is some kind of constant cause between them and you. ”

I listened to Lin Yayue's words in a daze, but soon laughed:

"It's just a coincidence. But anyway, I don't want to continue this boring game, really. ”

Hearing my words, Lin Yayue closed her eyes, sighed lightly, and as if she had expected it, she took out a white slip from the crocodile leather waist bag she was carrying and handed it to me.

I looked at the contents of the report sheet, and suddenly it was like falling into an ice cellar.

"Brain tumor?" I was dumbfounded.

"Well, a brain tumor. This is the CT report of the brain when you were admitted to the hospital yesterday when the military gave you a full body examination, and the results of the examination confirmed that you have a primary intracranial tumor, which stimulates your hippocampus, but the tumor also causes abnormal growth in your left frontal lobe and the posterior cephalic area behind your brain, which becomes particularly developed...... This is also the reason why Xiao Shiyi Lang has amnesia, but his memory is outstanding. Xiao Shiyilang, the military has been hiding this matter from you, and I only found out about it...... You've reached the advanced stage of a brain tumor, which has caused you to have severe amnesia, and even if you have surgery, you won't live for more than 20 days...... In the less than twenty days remaining, don't you want to do something meaningful with your limited life? ”

I looked at Lin Yayue blankly, and then looked at the black and white words on the CT report sheet, and felt that the whole world suddenly became dark.

The thoughts I had for Aoi, Xaklos, and Vicky suddenly faded, and an indescribable fear filled my heart, and my hands holding the report were trembling, and finally, I couldn't help but shudder.

But in the end, I was suddenly relieved again.

"Forget it, this is also retribution." I smiled, "I hurt four girls, and I should get retribution." Masatsuki, thank you for telling me this, but...... I've decided to quit the proposal. I've made up my mind. ”

Lin Yayue sighed, took the report, stuffed it back into her waist bag, and looked at me.

"Don't you feel a little cold all of a sudden?" I looked at Lin Yayue, then at the trembling hand, and suddenly said.

"yes." Lin Yayue said quietly, she turned her head to look out the window, and then suddenly her eyes widened, "It's snowing?" ”

"It's snowing." I followed Lin Yayue's gaze and looked out the window, through the gap between the curtains, I saw a layer of pink and white frost on the transparent window pane, and I also saw the snowflakes fluttering down like swan feathers, some hitting the window, some spilling to the earth.

"No way, it was a sunny day just now, why did you suddenly ......" I frowned, but at that moment, I suddenly felt that something was wrong.

Wrong.

Something is very wrong.

Obviously, I remember that the background outside the window was the glass curtain wall of a high-rise business building in the CBD area, but now why is it only a blue outside the window, like a green screen when filming a movie, and there is no other eye?

"It seems...... Xiao Shiyilang, even if you want to quit, 'they' won't give you a chance. Lin Yayue said.

At first, I didn't understand the meaning of Lin Yayue's words, but soon, I knew the answer.

The blue curtain wall faded away, and I saw the sunken eyes, the bridge of the nose as straight as a dam, and the flat face that looked like a knife and axe.

It turned out that the "blue screen" I just saw was the eyes of a giant.

"It's the Frost Giant, Ymir of Norse mythology! Run, run! Lin Yayue exclaimed, she hurriedly ran forward, pulled me up from the bed, and then dragged me to the corridor outside the hospital.

I had barely had time to run out of the door of the nursing room when I heard the sound of glass cracking and the cracking of the walls behind me, my eardrums were buzzing, and I turned back in horror to see a blue fist like a hammer into the room I was in, easily shattering the walls of the nursing room, and instantly piercing the entire nursing room and the floor!

Lin Yayue and I ran wildly as if we were dying, the whole building was crumbling, the frost giant seemed to be pushing the building, wanting to completely destroy the building, even the floor of the corridor began to slope down like a slide, Lin Yayue and I were in a hurry, and at the same time stepped on the downward inclined corridor, using the corridor as a slide, and slid all the way down the smooth ground!

Stimulating stone powder and crackling bricks continued to fall beside us, we slid into the lawn outside the inpatient building, at this time, I saw that at the back of the inpatient building, is a hundred meters high blue female frost giant, her figure is graceful, the curve is very obvious, the surface of her body is covered with white frost and snow, some sensitive parts are also covered with frost crystals, she is draped in a dark blue hair like seaweed, her eyes have no colleagues, just a crystalline blue.

She was squatting, and at this moment her fist had already entered the inpatient building, cracking the entire three-story wide wall, denting and collapsing in, however, the female frost giant didn't seem to be very skilled in the control of her body, so her movements were a little unbalanced, and she didn't immediately take the next offensive action, and because of this, Lin Yayue and I had time to escape.

However, in the next second, Lin Yayue and I suddenly heard another sound above our heads that would make people's teeth sour.

I pulled Lin Yayue and motioned her to look at the ground with my eyes, Lin Yayue followed my gaze to the ground, and then, we found that both of us had been shrouded in a huge black shadow on the ground.

This is a bird-like black shadow, and when the bird's wings are spread, its area radius actually stretches for hundreds of meters.

Lin Yayue and I raised our heads tremblingly at the same time, looking into the clouds above us that had accumulated at some point.

There, a black bird's head with antlers on its head was poking out of the clouds, and the entire city of Nanjing was reflected in the black spherical pupils.

"It's the Pellidon...... of Greek mythology," Lin Yayue gasped. Xiao Shiyilang, you really have the ability to attract monsters, they are all attracted by you! ”

As Lin Yayue's words fell, a shear wall of the inpatient building directly above her head suddenly collapsed, and a large piece of the wall of the concrete brick structure fell towards her!

"Yayue!" I gritted my teeth, exclaimed, and pounced on Lin Yayue, who was stunned, and the white wall with bare twisted steel bars pressed down on us with falling dust!

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