Chapter 20: Can't Let Go
In the evening, Ye Wei'an took Cheng Xu to a skewer bar near the school to drink beer and skewers. It's a nice place, it's dimly lit, and the TV in the lobby plays the music videos of various songs. All in all a very atmospheric place. At least, Ye Wei'an thinks so!
Probably because of the weather, Ye Wei'an's mood was a little gloomy. But I don't know if it's her delusion, she feels that Cheng Xu's emotions are also a little wrong. He looked at her with a gentle gaze and a warm smile. But Ye Wei'an always felt that there was something hidden behind his gentle gaze and warm smile.
Cheng Xu picked up the wine glass and drank all the wine in the glass, looked at Ye Wei'an with a confused and flickering gaze and asked, "You and Jing Wenyan ...... How's it going? ”
At the mention of Jing Wenyan, Ye Wei'an's movements paused, "It's good." The class president also said that the class would hang out together for a while, and asked me to invite him. ”
"Squad leader?" Cheng Xu asked rhetorically, looking at Ye Wei'an in surprise, "Jian Baguio?" Wei'an! Haven't you always hated her doing things the most? Why are you so keen this time? Is it because of Jing Wenyan? ”
Ye Wei'an fell silent, although she didn't really want to admit it, but she had to admit that what Cheng Xu said was right.
Cheng Xu looked at Ye Wei'an, who fell into silence, and his heart was clear. In this world, I'm afraid that no one knows Ye Wei'an better than him. With one movement, he could understand what she was thinking. "Wei'an, what the hell are you thinking?" Cheng Xu said helplessly: "You all know that Jing Wenyan has a girlfriend, you still ......"
He didn't say he had a girlfriend. The girl holding hands with him may just be her sister! Ye Wei'an lowered his voice as he spoke.
Cheng Xu didn't speak, he filled his wine glass, and drank the wine in the glass, his hand holding the empty wine glass trembled slightly, and he sighed for a long time and said, "Wei'an, you can't let him go like that?" ”
Cheng Xu's voice was a little hoarse when he thought about it slowly, and it was distressing to listen to. "Jing Wenyan, what is there to put down like this? You were so sad when you broke up with Yiran, aren't you also light now? ”
Ye Wei'an shook his head, probably because of the effect of alcohol, Ye Wei'an felt a little unable to control himself. She shook her head constantly, her eyes sour, and warm fluid flowed out. "It's different, Cheng Xu! That's different! I am attracted to Song Yiran, and he is just a passerby in my life. But after I got to know Jing Wenyan, I often saw some memory fragments, and I was sure that those fragments were part of my lost memories! Among those fragments, there is Jing Wenyan! I'm sure he's the one I remember! Although I still don't quite remember what happened among us, ...... But there are bound to be many ties between us......"
Ye Wei'an's voice melted into crying, she took a deep breath, and continued: "My name, Ye Wei'an. Ye is my mother's surname, and Wei'an was chosen by myself! I don't remember anything at that time, the only thing I remember is the back of the man who rescued me from the sea. I don't know who he is, but I think there's a deep bond between us! The only thought I had in my mind was that whoever that person was, I wanted him to be well. Wei'an, in fact, means only wishing to be well! Cheng Xu, I have been thinking about him in my heart for ten years, and now God has let him appear in my life again, and he is so warm to me! You say, how am I going to put it down? Cheng Xu, you teach me, how should I let go? ”
Cheng Xu looked at Ye Wei'an, who was crying sadly, and poured himself a few glasses of wine, he got up and sat down next to Ye Wei'an, and carefully took Ye Wei'an into his arms, his movements were gentle as holding a rare treasure. He patted her gently and whispered in her ear, "It's okay, I'm here!" I've always been! ”
Ye Wei'an finally calmed down, and Cheng Xu changed the topic without a trace and said something happy. After eating, Ye Wei'an was ready to follow Cheng Xu to his house. When I came out to eat, it was just a light rain, but at this time it turned into a downpour.
The sound of the rain rang in my ears, and through the curtain of rain, the world became blurred. With such heavy rain, even if you have an umbrella, I'm afraid that when you get home, you'll be soaked. So Cheng Xu and Ye Wei'an stood under the eaves to hide from the rain, wanting to wait for the rain to be lighter before leaving. Cheng Xu's hand hanging on his side moved, moved to Ye Wei'an's side, and moved forward a little further to touch Ye Wei'an's hand.
Cheng Xu looked at Ye Wei'an slightly, she was staring at the rain curtain in front of her, her eyes were confused and sad. The scene where she cried for Jing Wenyan in the string bar flashed through his mind again. Cheng Xu paused and quietly withdrew his hand!
After the rain subsided, the two of them went back to Cheng Xu's house together, and at night, Ye Wei'an sat alone on the bed and brushed the circle of friends, and inadvertently, he saw Jing Wenyan's photos of packing his luggage. It turned out that he was on a business trip to Beijing this weekend. Thinking of his gaffe when he had just eaten, Ye Wei'an's cheeks were a little hot!
She got up and walked to the window and pulled back the curtains. The rain was still falling, sometimes heavy and sometimes light, and the glass was full of raindrops, and from time to time a few drops of rain gathered together and flowed down. It is said that "an autumn rain and a cold", after this rain, the weather will turn cold! Perhaps, winter is not far off.
The next day, Cheng Xu accompanied Ye Wei'an to morning self-study. Most of the people in the class didn't have classes on Friday, but this morning self-study was very mandatory and had to go, so most of the students in the morning self-study on Friday were sluggish. Today was a little different, and the classroom was very noisy.
Maybe because yesterday was Double 11, the female students are happy to exchange what they grabbed, how cheap, how bad to grab, and those who are not keen on shopping will probably talk about the version update of the current popular game "Onmyoji". Everyone was immersed in their own chat, except for Sun Qin and Pang Ji, who were sitting close, everyone else might not know that there was one more person.
To Ye Wei'an's surprise, Jian Baguio didn't exchange girls' cosmetics with Shen Linyuan and them, but came to talk to her, Jian Baguio walked to Ye Wei'an's table, and asked while playing with Ye Wei'an's pencil case: "An-chan, did you buy anything last night?" ”
Ye Wei'an shook his head and said casually: "I didn't buy a single one." You know, I'm not that interested in shopping! ”
"Huh?" Jian Baguio seemed to have heard something incredible, "Then what did you do last night?" ”
"Nothing! As usual, watch dramas and play games. Ye Wei'an shrugged his shoulders as he spoke, never understanding the purpose of Jian Baguio being here and telling her this.
"Oh, Sauce Purple!" Jian Baguio nodded, "By the way, Jing Wenyan hasn't left homework this week?" ”
Ye Wei'an confirmed the group chat and shook his head, "Not yet." But he'll definitely stay. ”
"Well, I think so. By the way, Ahn-chan, did you know he was on a business trip? Went to Beijing. Jian Baguio said casually.
"Yes! He posted it on Moments, and I knew that he was going to get up at five o'clock this morning, and he was probably already at the airport at this time. ”
"You know everything! I forgot, you have his WeChat. After Jian Baguio finished speaking, she talked a few more words and found a reason to leave!
Ye Wei'an felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, Jian Baguio was like this, as if she was going to show off that she knew that Jing Wenyan was great on a business trip but failed to show off!
"Who is she? Jane Baguio? Cheng Xu expressed his conjecture, and when he got Ye Wei'an's affirmative answer, Cheng Xu knew that what Ye Wei'an said as soon as possible was true, and they were indeed wrong. At ten o'clock at eight o'clock, half of the people had already left, and Ye Wei'an also took Cheng Xu to slip away in advance.
"This Jian Baguio, shouldn't she also like Jing Wenyan!" After leaving the classroom, Cheng Xu said with a chuckle.
"Nope! She just likes to have a good relationship with her teachers, just like any teacher. Ye Wei'an said with great certainty, "How can a princess like her like a teacher like her?" ”
Cheng Xu wanted to say something, but after thinking about it carefully, he swallowed back the words that had come to his mouth. After a long time, Ye Wei'an realized that Cheng Xu was really very wise, and he had already seen many things very thoroughly!