Chapter 19: Hope
In the entanglement of reason and emotion, Ye Wei'an became more and more fond of taking professional classes, because this was the only occasion where she could gaze at Jing Wenyan openly. It can be said that it is natural for students to look at the teacher during class, so every time he takes a professional class, Ye Wei'an will look at Jing Wenyan intently, and he is not even willing to let go of any of his demeanor.
Shen Linyuan raised his head and saw Ye Wei'an looking at Jing Wenyan with his cheeks on his back. The eyes are like autumn water, secretly sending autumn waves, and there is a shallow smile on her lips, and she looks like a girl thinking of spring. Shen Linyuan remembered the scene he saw in Wanda that day, and couldn't help but shake his head, just met Pang Ji's gaze, so he shrugged his shoulders and motioned him to look at Ye Wei'an.
As a friend of women and a gossip tycoon, Pang Ji knew what she was thinking as soon as he saw Ye Wei'an. He stretched out his hand and snapped his fingers in Ye Wei'an's ear, with a bit of evil charm in his smile, "Come back to your senses!" Look at you, this saliva is going to run down! Is it okay to pay attention to it? ”
Ye Wei'an's careful thinking was punctured, he turned his head a little embarrassed, cleared his throat, lowered his head and hid his slightly red face into the shadows. "Pang Ji, what do you say? You know...... Knowing that Jing Wenyan already has a girlfriend, why do you still make such jokes? ”
"What's wrong with having an object? They are not married and are not protected by law. Aan-chan, you still have a chance! Pang Ji said jokingly, and nodded at the end.
Ye Wei'an's face became cold, and he tilted his face to the other side heavily, and his long hair swept over Pang Ji's face, beating him a little painfully. "An-chan, you ......" Pang Ji didn't understand why Ye Wei'an reacted so strongly. On weekdays, she has the most gentle temperament, and she has never been so excited!
"You...... Don't talk nonsense. Ye Wei'an's voice trembled slightly. In fact, Pang Ji's remarks Ye Wei'an has not heard much before, and it seems that this has become a universal value of modern people. But Ye Wei'an couldn't agree, even if he wasn't married, it would be extremely disgraceful to be a third party to meddle in other people's feelings.
Her family was shattered by the intervention of a third party, and after losing the memories of the previous ten years, the memories she now has began with the divorce of her parents, a past that she will never forget. She felt ashamed of a third party from the bottom of her heart, and secretly swore in her heart that she would never be a third party no matter what.
Therefore, although she has thousands of thoughts about Jing Wenyan in her heart, no matter how much attachment she has, she will not pursue him again from the moment she knows that he has a girlfriend. She thought very simply, and spent the year as his student peacefully. When we don't see each other again, I don't want to let go and I have to let go!
Time is like quicksand that takes everything away and buries everything. Or many years later, when her children and grandchildren were around her knees, she couldn't even remember that she had liked a man named Jing Wenyan when she was young. In that case, why is she forcing herself to let go now? After all, she should cherish and cherish the fate she has left with him.
Probably because of the week's vacation at the beginning of the month, the days of October passed exceptionally quickly, and it was already November in the blink of an eye. November is often the most wasteful month for everyone, the semester is already halfway through, most of the flags set up at the beginning of the semester have lost enthusiasm, and the final exam is still far away, and it seems that the reason to study hard has been lost. Often at this time, Jian Baguio will consider all kinds of moths.
The first semester of my freshman year was to go to Utopia, and as a result, the sound of the karaoke downstairs was deafening, and the people upstairs should play mahjong and go to bed. It was raining outside the house, and the barbecue was not enough. Even the wireless network is extremely slow because of the simultaneous connection of multiple people, which is not at all like a class party, and there is no joy to speak of.
In the second semester of freshman year, the whole class had a dinner outside the school, and the money was not spent, and there was no more to eat a dish and then turn around, and even the drink needed to be grabbed. After-dinner entertainment truth or dare, the scale of the punishment game is getting bigger and bigger, which makes people feel unbearable! Again, there is no joy at all!
Although Jian Baguio hasn't made any moths so far, Ye Wei'an always feels that if he doesn't make moths, it won't be Jian Baguio. Sure enough, one night, Ye Wei'an was enjoying the after-dinner playtime, when Jian Baguio suddenly said, "I think our class should do something and do something together." "It's rare that she still has self-knowledge and knows that she is doing something. But the question is...... Do you know that you are doing something?
"Ann-chan." Jian Baguio called Ye Wei'an in a sweet voice, "When the time comes, we can bring Jing Wenyan, and you can invite him." ”
As soon as Jian Baguio's words fell, before Ye Wei'an could reply, she heard Ou Langyue's chuckle: "Baguio, what you said can be said to An Jiang's heart!" ”
Thinking of Jing Wenyan, Ye Wei'an's cheeks were a little hot, and he was red all the way to the root of his ears, and a smile unconsciously appeared on his lips. But then, Ye Wei'an's mind flashed the words that Pang Ji said, "Someone has already seen Jing Wenyan and a girl walking around Wanda hand in hand!" ”
All the thoughts stopped here, but in an instant, Ye Wei'an's smile was filled with bitterness, "Xiaoyue, don't talk nonsense. ”
"Xiaoyue's words are not nonsense, isn't that what you think about An-chan?" Sun Qin also accosted him, and every time this kind of gossip came. Their dormitories can be so harmonious.
"But...... Jing Wenyan already has a girlfriend. Ye Wei'an sighed and unconsciously said what was in his heart.
Jian Baguio turned to look at Ye Wei'an, stretched out her index finger and waved, "How did you know that he had a girlfriend?" Did he say it himself? If not, it doesn't count. Aren't most rumors made out of thin air? Jian Baguio was analyzing it honestly.
Ye Wei settled down for a while, and there seemed to be some truth in what he said. But ......, "But Pang Ji said that Shen Linyuan saw Jing Wenyan and a girl holding hands and visiting Wanda. "Anyone can be spreading falsehood, but Shen Linyuan is not this kind of person!
"What's wrong with holding hands? It could be his sister! Who dictates that only couples can hold hands? At that moment, Ye Wei'an felt that Jian Baguio's voice had never been so beautiful, like a heavenly sound.
Yes, her cousin occasionally does some intimate gestures such as holding hands and hugging shoulders. This is normal between brothers and sisters, that girl may just be Jing Wenyan's sister! Although he knew in his heart that there was little hope, he still stubbornly clung to that little hope and deceived himself. Because it's better to have that little hope than to despair!
There is a big festival in November, and that is Singles' Day. A few years ago, Ye Wei'an's understanding of this day was still stuck in Singles' Day, but now, she has almost forgotten that this festival has the meaning of Singles' Day. It's as if the day has completely turned into a shopping carnival.
Gone on a shopping spree will start stuffing things into their Taobao shopping carts half a month in advance, and spend all the money they have saved for a long time on the day of the holiday. Ye Wei'an didn't shop much on this day, but he witnessed how crazy the people around him were. She still remembers how Sun Qin and Jian Baguio rushed to buy on Double 11 last year.
And this year's Double 11 has some different meanings for Ye Wei'an, that is, Cheng Xu is coming back. Cheng Xu's class schedule this semester is very good, there are no classes at noon on Thursday and Friday, and you can start on Thursday afternoon.
On the afternoon of Cheng Xu's return, it was raining lightly, and the sky was gray, which made people's mood unbearably depressed. When he came back this time, Cheng Xu did not go home to live, but went to live in his old house on the outskirts of the city, which was very close to Ye Wei'an's school. It can be said that Cheng Xu came back this time specifically to see Ye Wei'an.
In order to facilitate going out to play together, Ye Wei'an also packed up his things and went to Cheng Xu's house to live with him. Although it is not polite to say that a lonely man and a widow are alone under the same roof, but they don't live in the same room, and the two of them have been friends for so many years, they don't care much.