I ran and cried until my footsteps slowly became heavy......

I stood in the lake, teary eyes looking into the distance. There's a little tree there, and that's where grandma is...... I walked all the way there, and my heart was like ashes. I'm so sad and miserable...... I don't understand what I've been holding on to. I don't understand the meaning of life......

Why do people live? It's so painful to be alive...... Scolded, beaten, and incomprehensible...... Various...... Although, you think you've done a good job yourself...... Although, you also know that you have something wrong......

"But...... I didn't lie for myself...... I just don't want to upset my dad, I don't want him to be angry, I want him to be happy...... I also silently swore in my heart that I would definitely improve my grades next time...... But why...... Why...... He doesn't understand me at all...... Even a little bit will do......" I knelt on the small mound of dirt and looked at the willow tree in front of me, which was no longer short, with tears streaming down my face. "Why can't Dad be a little nicer to me, even if there is no encouragement. But at least...... At least not so much scolding...... Because we are already covered with injuries, wouldn't it hurt to add to hurt again......"

I closed my eyes and fell on top of my grandmother, tears streaming down my eyes. He muttered to himself, "Grandma, you know what? Since you left, no one really hurt me anymore. It's not a person, but it's really a person......"

I stayed in front of my grandmother's grave for a long time, and for a long time I thought I had woken up in another world. I stood up and looked in the direction of my home. My heart hurt again......

I started walking aimlessly again, and I didn't know where I was going. I don't know what to do next. Am I really not going home like this? I knew in my heart that it was impossible.

Dad is still at home, and besides, I have nowhere to go.

Although I also know that when I get home, it's another fight, and even a fight...... But there's only one place I can go back to......

It's good to have a place to go back to, isn't it?

I was thinking about it, and the moment I raised my head, I suddenly stopped......

I looked at him, the man sitting under the tree, as if he had been observing me for a long time...... He didn't move, and I didn't know if I should move on. We watched in silence until he got up and came to me.

"Why are you crying again? Bu Yi ...... "Li Yaowen looked at me and asked quietly.

I didn't speak, and I couldn't hold back my tears. He just stood there, his eyelids drooping, and let the tears drip down on the dry earth......

Suddenly, an embrace embraced me and held me tightly...... I also heard Li Yaowen's voice at the same time...... Like the wind that day, it was light, but it was sad......

"Actually," he said...... I want to cry too......"