Li Yaowen took a glass of water from the water dispenser and handed it to me, I took it and held it silently in my hand. When he saw that I still didn't speak, he asked me, "Are you hungry?" Shall I give you some noodles? ”

I shook my head, but the voice in my stomach betrayed me. I didn't dare to look up, but I heard Li Yaowen sigh slightly, and walked towards the back room. I didn't know what he was doing, I just heard a bang. Then when he came out, he saw that he had two packets of instant noodles and three eggs in his hand.

I watched him walk towards the kitchen, knew he was going to give me underneath, and didn't stop him. I looked up at the room. This is the second time I have come here, and when I came for the first time, I only felt that this house was very big, and Li Yaowen lived very well. And this time, when I looked up, I just felt that the room was empty. It's so empty that it's silent, it's scary, it's so empty that you want to cry. Just like now, looking at the kind old man on the altar that I have only seen once...... Tears blurred my eyes once more......

And this time I knew exactly why I was crying, because the person in the photo looked too much like my grandmother, and I ...... I miss my grandmother too much......

I took three sticks of incense from the incense box on the altar, lit them with a lighter, and bowed respectfully and inserted them in the incense burner. If people really have souls after death, please tell your grandmother when you see her that I miss her so much......

I don't know how long I stood in front of the offering stage, until Li Yaowen's voice sounded in my ears. I turned my head and saw him come in with two bowls......

I took a bowl from him, said thank you, and took the chopsticks from him. Seeing this, Li Yaowen asked me to sit down to eat, I nodded, and sat down at the table with him.

I picked out the noodles with my chopsticks, and I don't know why I didn't want to eat them at all, even though I was so hungry. It's not that Li Yaowen's rice is not good, it's because I'm so uncomfortable and panicked...... I turned my head to look at Li Yaowen, I hadn't noticed that his face was very thin. Also, the eyes are puffy. But it's no wonder that we all cried just now...... But even so, I know that he has had a hard time these days......

Li Yaowen quickly felt my gaze and turned his head to look at me. I didn't shy away from it, I just looked at him like that. He was stunned for a moment, but smiled, and said softly to me, "Eat quickly, otherwise how can you have the strength to cry......"

"Why do you think I'm still crying?" I asked, looking at him fixedly.

"Because you've been crying...... Li Yaowen looked at me and said, "from the first time we met......"

The first start of the meeting? I looked at him and didn't know what he was talking about. I love to cry, but the first time I saw him, wasn't it when he was reborn from his original class and came to our class? I remember clearly that I didn't cry that day...... Or did he count the time I was beaten by my grandfather and uncle as an official first time? If that's the case, I'm really crying......

"If you think about it...... I looked down at the noodles in the bowl and muttered, "I really seem to be crying in front of you......"

"Then why are you crying this time?" Li Yaowen asked me, I sighed, raised my head and looked at him and said with a wry smile, "Because I didn't do well in the English test, and then I lied to my dad that I did well in the test, and he knew about it, and I was beaten ...... a good meal."

Li Yaowen nodded, didn't say anything, and continued to eat his noodles. When I saw this, I asked him, "What about you?" Why are you crying? Is it because your grandmother died, so it's sad? ”

Li Yaowen stopped the movement in his hand and nodded quietly. I saw him stunned there, wondering if I shouldn't have asked so directly, and wanted to apologize to him, but I heard him say, "I always thought that grandma would stay with me for a long time, but I didn't expect her to leave so quickly, and she left so quickly...... Bu Yi ......" Li Yaowen said, raised his head to look at me, and asked quietly, "Tell me, am I dreaming?" ”

I didn't know how to answer him, because I knew he wasn't dreaming. This is reality, and I can see the sadness in Li Yaowen's eyes from the bottom of his heart. However, I can't lie to him...... "You still have your parents, they will always be with your ......"

"They have never been with me, they haven't done it before, and they won't ...... it in the future," Li Yaowen said, I didn't understand his words, so I saw him look up at me and smiled bitterly, "Don't you understand?" They're divorced, and they're ...... They all have their own homes......"

What the? I looked at him in disbelief, thinking I had misheard. But I heard Li Yaowen say, "I was divorced as early as a year ago." But the only thing to be thankful for is that grandma didn't know it until she left, and she thought that the home she was guarding was a happy one......"

I looked at him and listened to him, his tone was sad, but he didn't cry anymore. It wasn't until now that I realized that I wasn't the only one in this world who was so sad. is as good as Li Yaowen, but it will also be sad......

"And after that? Do they ignore you? ”

"Tube!" Li Yaowen said, "But it's just the same, that is, money!" They give me 300 yuan a month, and the tuition fee is calculated separately, so let me save more......" After Li Yaowen finished speaking, he looked at me and smiled sadly, "Bu Yi, do you know? From now on, I will be alone in this family...... Such a big house, so many rooms, I was the only one who stayed ......"

My heart hurts, it's even more sad than being beaten by my father, I watched Li Yaowen cry, and listened to the person in front of me ask me why I cried again......

"Because I was sad, I was beaten by my father, and my grades were not good...... I looked at him and asked quietly, "Li Yaowen, can you teach me to study?" My English is so bad......"

"Okay......" I heard Li Yaowen say.