4. Meet
In fact, for so many years, for so long, no matter who it happened to, it was a mistake, but some people didn't know how to restrain it, and became even more unscrupulous, she alone ruined half of our people's lives, which cannot be erased and penetrated into the bone marrow, so for Chen Nan, I hate her, and I can't wait to push her into hell and let her bear the pain of all of us alone. Why is Heaven unjust, but so many people have to bear the mistakes she made alone.
However, I don't want to lose my mind, I can't crusade against her mistakes like a madman, I can only repent and suffer in my heart.
There are pedestrians coming and going in the bar, no one will notice us sitting in the corner, the opening sentence is a very simple sentence, she said, I love Luohui.
The first time I heard this, it was like hearing a very funny joke, the hand holding the wine glass kept shaking, the face was distorted, I couldn't hide my feelings, it was a joke, it was not a very nice joke, I didn't want to blame her, and now, what is the point of saying all this. Heaven won't let you look deeply wronged and harmless, I just can't see someone like her, deceiving everyone with a hurt face.
She ignored me and continued. I didn't stop it, what I didn't expect was that she was like an old friend who hadn't seen her for a long time, sitting in a cozy little bar listening to sentimental songs, talking about the good or bad of the past few years. I flattened the hair I blew up, and calmed down the mood of turning over the river and the sea. As if it didn't matter.
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She continued: "Remember '09? At that time, we had just reached the second year of high school, and you went to the liberal arts class, and like me, it was wonderful to think about, and everything was fate. We are destined to be intertwined, knots that cannot be untied. ”
At that time, Jiaxing High School was the best high school in our local area, but it was also named Wencui and No. 2 Middle School, but the latter two were slightly inferior, not as famous as Jiaxing, but the talents who came out of it were not less than Jiaxing.
"It was an afternoon, I was sitting behind you, you were asleep, I didn't hear the boy at the door call you, the boy continued to scream a few times, as if he knew that you were asleep, and didn't bother, just looked angry, gently walked to your side, put an ice cream in his hand in your table frame, glanced at you sleeping, and then the corners of his mouth rose slightly, at that time, I thought, this boy is very good-looking. It's just that later, it seems like a dream. ”
"Actually, at the beginning, I deliberately approached you, I didn't think you looked as beautiful as me, and I didn't think that you would study better than me, so I thought how could there be such a good-looking boy who was so good to you, at that time we were all a little shy, and we wouldn't take the initiative to chat with the opposite sex, for fear of any misunderstanding, and I didn't understand how to deal with the problems encountered at my current age is the best result, as simple as a blank sheet of paper is what it looked like at that time."
I think Chen Nan is a very smart woman, she knows how to pursue advantages and avoid disadvantages, and protect herself when she hurts others. I don't know how we could have been so kind and so sensitive, creating all possibilities and guarding against everything.
I was defeated by her innocent and harmless performance, I introduced Luo Hui and Luo Bing to her, helped her with everything I could, and treated her as half of myself, but I still didn't get the best ending.
I think that in fact, I am the one who makes mistakes, and whoever provokes first will fail. It's because I don't have the ability to distinguish between right and wrong, and I don't have the eye to discern people, and I always think that as long as we are honest with each other, everything will be the best. Playing the role of goodness in the world of ignorance.
In the last semester of my sophomore year of high school, Chen Nan and I really got acquainted, and often told some of our little secrets, that is, at that time, she was really familiar with Luo Hui, and she was familiar with the accident later, as well as the color that the sky gave us.
Luo Hui has a very good friend named Luo Bing. When many people hear their surnames, they think they are brothers, but in fact they just have the same surname. Because I often pull the two of them together to make fun of me. The two of them are in the same class, and they are also good-looking, and there are usually curious classmates who come to inquire or watch, at the beginning he thought that this kind of treatment was very good, but after a long time, he couldn't stand it, and then they directly ignored those who appreciated it, and did their own things and said their own words. At that time, Luo Bing also asked me, why don't you have a bunch of peach blossoms, shouldn't you, you look okay, your personality is a little confused, but people are still very cute, and your temper is okay. Do you need me and Luo Hui to help?
For Luo Bing's thinking, I really don't need to complain, why bother!
Time flies quickly, before we know it, it has reached the final exam of the last semester of the second year of high school, everyone is in the nervous review, and the students who come and go on campus are holding a thick review book in their hands, thinking that they are afraid of missing something important, and they are busy in anxiety. I'm not an exception, I'm reading the things I've reviewed, and the hard work pays off. Luo Hui is very comfortable, he has nothing to do, and he often reads some idle books, saying that he cultivates his temperament and cultivates life. I often scolded him for whether he was about to become a Buddha.
When I came home from school, I saw Luo Bing and Luo Hui, and simply understood each other's recent review questions, no need to ask, naturally no problem. Suddenly, Luo Bing said, I'm going to Japan.
All this was like a storm, I didn't have time to react, the book in my hand slipped and almost fell to the ground, but fortunately, Luo Hui stretched out his hand to block it, and it was placed on the ground completely.
This news is a bit sudden, I haven't fully digested it, Luo Hui didn't say anything as if he had discovered it earlier, but it was contrary to usual, and simply said a smooth journey, I wish you success in your studies and return to China as soon as possible.
Actually, it's okay, I just have a great sense of loss, so many years of friends, just go out on a long trip, and it's not that I can't see it, and I don't need to be sad. Luo Bing didn't feel lost like me, he still studied and reviewed every day, and occasionally did what he liked, we didn't understand, because the separation of youth has appeared in front of us, we just haven't noticed it yet, and we think that everyone will return to the original place soon. Then start over.
The tears of the mermaid are precious, and what you get is wealth, and those who have not seen it will feel that it is an inexhaustible treasure, but they do not know that at the moment when the tears fall, they are a representative of sadness.