13. Memory(3)

Luo Hui in Luo Bing's eyes.

In fact, in Luo Bing's eyes, Luo Hui is like an elder brother, or a spiritual pillar. It's like a bridge on the roof, supporting this creeping dream. If you are there, no matter how big the difficulty is, as long as you don't want to solve it, he will stand in front of you and help you resist everything. Then you look at the world with childlike eyes.

Luo Bing thought that he and Luo Hui would always be together, and no one would separate them, whether it was a disease, a disaster, or a catastrophe from heaven. Isn't it often said that people are born with a past life and a present life? Luo Bing felt that they were like this, he must have done too many good things in his previous life, so he could meet such a good brother in this life. However, there are many things that do not come true to us as we pray in tears just by thinking about them.

Luo Bing and Luo Hui have known each other for more than ten years, as long as you see Luo Hui, you will definitely be able to guess that there will be Luo Bing not far away, but they have never been separated when they go to school. Luo Hui celebrated his birthday for the first time, Luo Bing prepared a song, the second time, a pair of nunchucks, and the third time, a thick concept 4...... In fact, sometimes, some things really can't be remembered, I don't know if it's too long after a long time, or the person who remembered it has forgotten it, but one thing is not wrong, those times that have passed, make people feel extraordinarily beautiful.

When Luo Bing left, he told Luo Hui that he would go to Japan, Luo Hui and Ah Sheng were in City A, and when they both succeeded, they would go back to City B together, let their parents retire, and break into a different sky together. Even to death, we must be together.

On the day of separation, Luo Bing originally wanted to cry, but he held back his tears deeply, he was afraid that if he cried, Luo Hui would say that he had no interest, so he didn't invite too many classmates, called Luo Hui them, and simply made a distant practice, Ah Sheng gave him a red bracelet, saying that according to China's saying that hair is to keep peace and drive away evil spirits, many people bring it, and it should be very effective. Luo Hui gave him a fountain pen and hoped that I would return to China as soon as possible. Chen Nan came later and didn't know it, so he didn't prepare in advance, and sang a congratulatory song when he parted. May all the best with me and all things be safe.

After going abroad, I thought that as long as I worked hard to study my homework, I would be able to return to China as soon as possible and get together with my dear friends, but it took a long time from the beginning of the discomfort to adapt to Luo Bing, in fact, Luo Bing is not a very self-contained person, he may have been used to the days of Luo Hui, just like a runaway child who still has a soft bedding and a comfortable bed when he comes home. Suddenly, one day, when he left Luo Hui alone, he would be a little overwhelmed.

Finally, when I graduated from my senior year, the college actually said that I had to intern for two years in a Japanese company to be considered a real graduate, otherwise I would not be able to issue a graduation certificate.

But fortunately, on such a lonely and boring day, Luo Hui's letters are sent from China to Japan every month, just like a flock of migratory birds finding their way home, which inevitably reduces a lot of suffering.

But when Luo Hui wrote to him for the first time, when he saw the letter, he almost laughed and turned his back on his breath, he thought, how can there be such a person who would use such a way to contact people, now that technology is so developed, email, telephone, text message, WeChat video, what method can't be done, it's so imaginative. Especially at the beginning and end, for example: the cover is Luo Bing's personal opening, at the beginning of the brother said hello to his brother, the weather is very good today, everything is fine with my brother, the days are light, I miss my brother very much, fortunately there is Ah Sheng with him, talk to him, solve his worries ..............., just thinking about the way he writes the letter, the sour taste has already come out, and then look at the letter, it will be more clear. There is also the end of the brother to take Ah Sheng to say hello, Yu Mo, my brother has time to remember to reply, goodbye.

But then I wrote more, and I didn't say much more, who knew that it became a suicide note. Six years in total, seventy copies, none of which were repetitive, and none of which felt like the content was boring.

Luo Bing felt that it was a lifelong regret not to reply in the same way.