At the end of his sophomore year, Luo Hui had already left this beautiful world, with my heartfelt heart that I couldn't tell, and with the regrets in my heart, I just left.

I didn't go on the day of the funeral, I felt that I was an unqualified person, God has the virtue of a good life, all beings are equal, and I think I need to make myself disappear.

Every year on his birthday in the future, I will bring roses and bring Luo Hui's favorite beer to wish him a happy birthday.

When I came out of the mourning hall, I took Luo Bing to the small restaurant where Luo Hui and I frequented, where the proprietress was very enthusiastic, and the owner was also very good, we used to come back here to eat, because we were very poor at that time, except for the living expenses given by our parents, we didn't ask for much money, and often went to some odd jobs to earn some pocket money, to buy what we liked, or to give them to each other, or keep them for ourselves. And go to our regular little shop to eat.

It's been two years, I haven't been here for a long time, the proprietress still looks as enthusiastic as before, but there are a few more gray hairs on the sideburns, the boss hasn't changed much, or as busy entertaining guests as before, I have asked why I don't find a few more people to help, they said that in fact, people, just be busy with yourself, a lot of troubles will be forgotten, and you don't need so many people, many times when you feel that you have lived long enough, all the things will naturally understand.

I sat down, asked for shredded potatoes, braised pork ribs, oily lettuce and two rice, and told them that we were not in a hurry at this table, and that the others could serve first, and we last.

Sometimes I feel that every time I recall the past, it is like adding a layer of dust to my experience, burying those elegance in the years, stripping away from us, and letting those who have left us in the present, and grow rapidly and thrive.

After graduating from high school, Luo Hui and I chose the same city, both of which are city A, although we both miss the bits and pieces of city B, but we both want to enrich our life experience, make ourselves more mature, and get closer to what we expect. It was also from then that Luo Hui began to communicate with you in the form of letters, which I found by chance, speaking of luck, it can be seen that Luo Hui still has a very old scholarly temperament in his bones, he is willing to accept all new things, and is also willing to explore the development of civilization in the new century, in fact, I like this Luo Hui very much, because he is a very smart person, and he is also a very good person.

Looking at Luo Bing, I smiled dumbly, and I said to him: "Look, I don't know when the dishes will be served, they are almost cold, you can eat a little, just listen to the story and forget your stomach." I'm really, talking too much, and you're not annoyed. ”

I can feel the tears in Luo Bing's eyes, but because of this, his restraint, I have the courage to talk and not listen, I am afraid that if a voice interrupts, all my courage will fade. Only the skin shell remains.

Luo Bing didn't say anything, Yu Guangli looked very sad, he served me a dish, and ate it himself, I think he didn't want me to be sad, so he was so considerate, and he wanted to show that he was very good at taking care of people.

After eating, Luo Bing said, "Seeing that the weather is still early, let's go out for a walk." ”

Luo Bing didn't seem to know where to start, and he didn't know how to understand it, as if he felt that his instincts had degenerated, and he didn't know what to say. How can we redeem this situation?

When you one day know that the people closest to you are gone like this at some point, just like the fortress you have built up one day without knowing what kind of force will be destroyed. I can personally feel Luo Bing's pain, but I can't bear it, Luo Bing said, what I said is a lie, he won't believe it, he feels that Luo Hui will come back one day, look at him, applaud and shout for every decision he makes, and make the strongest shield for every step of his career success.

I think, what Luo Bing doesn't understand is what I didn't understand at the beginning, and his current stubbornness is also my original stubbornness, we all think that everything is impossible, but the most possible thing happens. The unspeakable stories he buried in his heart carry too much weight that does not need to be beared.

I was helped by someone who helped me grow, and now I am also changing the people around me who need help in a different way. In fact, I just found out that it is the people who have been eliminated by the years who have been holding maturity as a home remedy for victory.

I thought, yes, for sure.