The death of my grandfather has always been my pain, and during that time I would hate all people, parents, relatives and friends, but the person I hated the most was myself.

I often think about the time when I was alone. I didn't do anything, I didn't care about anything, day or night, I was left alone, quietly integrated with the world. Do not interfere with anyone. But then, two people like that appeared, and they became a beautiful rainbow in my monotonous colors.

During a talent contest, I sang "Gardenia Blossom", and when I got off the stage, I heard a boy say to a girl, singing is okay, this is the landlord you said, he looks very atmospheric, not bad. I turned around and saw that the man was Luo Bing, and the woman happened to be my roommate and tenant.

In fact, Luo Bing has known each other since he was in junior high school, but there is no intersection in many things, so there are few opportunities to speak, it can be regarded as a nodding friend, I don't want to talk much, I looked at Ah Sheng next to me, and only left a sentence to remember to go home before half past eight, otherwise don't come back, even if you come back, don't knock on the door, I won't open the door.

I strode away without any expression, until Luo Bing told me that the first time he wanted to talk to someone, he didn't even have time to say a word, and then he saw the person's back flashing away, leaving him alone with his mouth on the spot and feeling a cold wind flashing. At that time, he jokingly said to Ah Sheng that such a landlord was not afraid of freezing to death.

When my grandfather died, I cleaned up the room and categorized it, most of them were old brushes and calligraphy and paintings, as well as my grandfather's own practice of calligraphy, and the rest were some books, many of which were old characters, and it was very difficult for people like me who were used to reading simplified characters to identify. I sorted them all into the old shelves, cleaned them once in a while, and rummaged through the books I had stored.

When Ah Sheng moved in, I didn't charge her too much rent, how could a child who survived on his parents like me have so many external things on his body.

Ah Sheng was born a little active, she likes all strange things, she is a girl who doesn't like to be quiet, because she said that quiet always feels like a sign of approaching death, so she has to have a little sound all the time to feel energetic and energetic.

These are all things that she said later, and I didn't want to get too familiar with her when she first moved in, because I didn't want to be seen on my mind, or my thoughts. I think it's good to be a lonely creeper.

However, it didn't take long for such days to end, because of the appearance of Luo Bing. Soon he introduced us to a whole new environment, intertwined with different people and different things. I'm a very slow person, and I'm not suited to be around someone like them who can quickly mingle with a group of strangers and strangers. Because you're going to feel out of place everywhere, like a clown, suddenly blending in with the crowd.

Luo Bing said that it was very hard for me to look at it like that, so I joined Ah Sheng and began to let me slowly have different changes. But the main reason is that whether it is studying or doing things, as long as you look at me, you will have a feeling of being as steady as a mountain and screaming, so as long as I am here, even if the sky is falling in my heart, I will not feel so afraid.

I remember one time when a few of us came home from school, we passed by a photo studio, and Ah Sheng said that he wanted to take a commemorative photo of this sudden good time. For me, I don't really want to leave any good memories, I always feel that life is changing all the time, what can be left will always be left, and there is no need to deliberately do some things.

But I can't resist the ideas of two people alone, and in the end I was very cooperative and took a lot of photos with them, and finally Ah Sheng chose a few different but felt the best looking ones for each of us, he said that everyone will have photos, and they are all different, and when they have their own families in the future, they will not be so poor when they tell stories to their children, Luo Bing and I can only use hehe to express our two temporary thoughts, what the hell, boring.

But on the way home that day, I felt the song of the birds in the sky and the breeze blowing in my ears...