18. Memory (3)

Perhaps in the eyes of adults, we are a group of children who are learning to live for the first time, and many things need the help and help of our parents, as well as various ways of teaching, to prevent us from turning corners on the right road and taking a road that needs to be saved.

However, at the age of fifteen or sixteen, isn't it true that we have been walking on a detour? That kind of sky, that kind of color, there are always some roads, don't we need to bend it, in the color of youth, why do we need to be so serious? It's just that we didn't understand much at that time, and we took some things too seriously, but we forgot to work hard, and finally had to lose.

Ah Sheng is not very beautiful, but she is very dignified, she is also atmospheric, and she is very stable in doing things, when I am with her, I will be very relaxed, some things do not need to be done deliberately, she often understands my thoughts, even if she sometimes looks at me alone in a daze, she will not deliberately bother. So I'm willing to let her live here for so long.

Speaking of Ah Sheng, I always think of her red and black coat and high ponytail, which she wears every autumn, and I asked her one day: I didn't enslave you, did I, why do you look so shabby? She despised me and didn't want to deal with me, but she just couldn't stand my trouble, so she said that she liked this coat, and there were five pieces of the same dress, enough to change and wash, she hadn't been so lucky, and then I told Luo Bing, Luo Bing was a big disgust and contempt, and felt that a girl like Ah Sheng who was not ugly and not very good-looking, why wouldn't she dress up, and then she deliberately ran to make suggestions, but was chased and beaten by Ah Sheng, Luo Bing shouted while running Why only beat him and not me, Didn't both of them say such a question? He didn't say that it was okay, but as soon as he said that Ah Sheng chased harder, I could only see the painful expression on Luo Bing's face when he was following behind.

Adolescent children are sensitive, and they will slowly cherish some of the good of others, and then change to give to others, or they may want to be good to some people, but they can't find the right person, so they try to be as good as possible to the people in front of them, afraid that sometimes there is no opportunity, or the wrong mood.

However, these words should have been understood later, how could we understand them at such a young age.

When I was at school, Luo Bing and I, Ah Sheng were often together, and we would go back to our respective homes after school at noon, and in the evening, the three of us would cook together, and then go to school on time together, but every time we cooked, we would be very active, but when washing the dishes, we pushed one by one, and no one wanted to wash the dishes. Hey, it's really easy to cook and hard to wash dishes.

However, except for most of the time at school and at home, on days like Saturday and Sunday, we occasionally go out to do some decompression activities, so as not to make ourselves like 123 wooden people at school, only knowing books and not the flowers outside.

We often go to cafes and bookstores, the nearest to us is a bookstore called Junlai Bookstore, there are a lot of books of various themes in the bookstore, each area is divided into very neat, even if people who are not familiar with it can quickly find the books they need, Ah Sheng likes gossip and novels, I like history books and biographies, Luo Bing likes astronomy and magazines, sometimes I am too addicted to reading books, I will forget the time, the boss is about to close the door only to find that we have not left inside, It's always helpless to see us holding a bunch of books and forgetting to eat. It's just that they really can't help it, so they come and urge us to say that it's time to get off work, and let us go home early.

But sometimes we take some of our favorite things to the café, the café has a big singing platform, sometimes the boss will invite some close friends to the stage to help the fun, but most of the time it is empty, we will play where there are few guests, I don't like to perform in public, but Luo Bing is happy to have such an opportunity, often begging the boss to get the microphone, where to sing some of his favorite songs, every time I go to the café, most of the time I will bring my drawing board and pen, draw all kinds of people, Ah Sheng is very special, most of the time in the café is quiet, she will hold her English textbook, sometimes watch me draw, sometimes watch Luo Bing sing, sometimes look at her own books and headphones and I don't know whether to listen to songs or English words.

Days like this are the most beautiful years we had in middle school. There are no worries, and there is no separation.