I had a very peaceful holiday and did the same thing every day. Except for some basic chores, most of the time I just dragged a mat and ran under the tree with a pen and a sketchbook to draw while enjoying the shade.

The basic tutorial of novice comics that Li Yaowen gave me, I don't know how many times I went back and forth. I also copied a lot in my free time. Although I didn't draw well at first, as I continued to draw over and over again, it became more and more decent.

And the stack of cigarette paper that my dad ordered for me to use for drafting has also been painted a lot by me in the past few days. I think if my dad saw such a scene, it would probably be indispensable to scold. He always said what was the use of drawing these ghost talismans? If you have that time, you might as well read and write for a while. So every time I do something bad, I'm prepared and cover it up with some other book. So he basically never got caught.

Seeing that most of the summer vacation has passed, there are still more than two weeks to start school. And I was used to the leisurely days of summer vacation, so I thought I didn't want to start school.

But what you don't want to happen or come is often what you want, and what you want is often not as good as you want. When I suddenly noticed this phenomenon, I was puzzled......

Why do people have so many unsatisfactory things? And the good things that I think in my heart will always turn into unwanted results. I really don't know what kind of truth this is. I thought that a new semester was coming......

After I paid the tuition, I sat alone in the class in a daze. Not long ago, with the help of Xu Haoran, I moved my desks and chairs to a new classroom. Thinking about what Xu Haoran said when he moved the tables and chairs for me and then moved the tables and chairs for Li Yaowen just now. He said that Li Yaowen called him and said that he would only be back tomorrow in Shanghai and asked him to help him move the desks and chairs when he changed classrooms......

Li Yaowen in Shanghai? Did you go to his parents? I thought to myself, and then I don't know why I always felt a little sad in my heart......

I sighed a little and lowered my eyelids on the table, clearing my mind. Don't think about the inexplicable things...... I've always known who I am. In my heart, in my head, I always think about things that I shouldn't think about. I think about everything, some don't, and I think more...... So sometimes I feel like my brain is not enough......

And not only that, but when I finish one thought, I move on to the next. And so on until my brain got knotted or I was exhausted......

I came so early today, and I know best what I'm looking forward to. However, in the end, only I know what I was disappointed with......

But even so, my face still doesn't change, and I'm still so calm. It's so calm that you can't see what I'm thinking about, what I'm thinking...... Or anyone, anything......

And sometimes I wonder what kind of being I am. When I'm happy, I feel good to be alive, and when I'm sad, I feel that the whole world doesn't have my own sorrow...... When I think about it a lot, I feel that I am a special existence in the world...... However, when I stood in the open lake and stood against the wind, I was at a loss...... But as for what I was confused about, I don't know...... It's just that when I shuttle through the sea of people, I feel like we're all the same......

Time penetrates the world, and everything beats for its own life. The blue flame envelops every beating heart, allowing each of us to wander with our own lives...... Never stop and don't get lost when you don't reach the last place......