Before I knew it, I thought about it so much, but I didn't look back and trace why I thought so much all of a sudden. It seems that this has become a default pattern in my heart, but when I really come back to my senses, I realize that every time I think about it, it is because I care about something in my heart......

"Classes today?" When my dad asked me at dinner in the evening, I shook my head and said, "Today is the first day of school, how can I go to class?" Dad asked me if I hadn't been there in the afternoon, and I shook my head and said no. After listening to this, he said, "Grandson Turtle, this teacher is not responsible at all!" I don't have a class a day, I just eat! ”

I don't have a problem with what he says, because I'm too lazy to talk to him. But he kept talking to me that he had asked my eldest brother. It is said that the second year of junior high school is a very critical year, let me work hard and strive to be admitted to the first middle school of the listed company. "Although your eldest brother said that it would be good to be admitted to the second middle school, but with your current grades, as long as you maintain it well and work harder, the first middle school is also safe!" Dad said to me, I nodded, and at the end he said, "The surname Li has good grades, you lean more towards him, if you don't know, just ask." I don't believe that he can teach you? Don't be stupid all day long, who doesn't know how to go high? ”

I listened to him say it, and I just nodded a little, and whether he was right or wrong, I agreed. Because I don't know why I'm not in the mood to argue today, I just feel that it doesn't matter what you say, whether what you say is right or not.

The next morning I arrived neither early nor late, and as soon as I entered the classroom, I saw the figure at a glance. Because of some surprises, I was a little stunned for a while, and when I reacted, I realized that my gaze stayed on the figure for several seconds.

I quickly withdrew my eyes and sat down in my seat as if I didn't care. However, Xu Haoran and they were all talking to Li Yaowen just now, and no one noticed my arrival. It wasn't until I walked to my seat and snorted at Xu Haoran, who had taken my place, that he raised his head. When he turned his head and saw that it was me, he stood up from my position to make way for me, and asked me casually, "So early?" ”

I said on the surface, but in my heart I don't know what nonsense question you are asking, do I have you earlier? I didn't look at Li Yaowen when I thought about it, I just lowered my eyelids and sat down at my table. And Li Yaowen didn't deliberately come to talk to me, but just continued to chat with Xu Haoran and them. And the strange thing is that nothing happened, and I didn't even say a word, but my heart was beating so badly......

And in order to cover it up, I had to flip through the books there......

Because school had just started, there were no classes in the morning. The head teacher came twice and gave us a short class meeting. But in my opinion, this class will go back and forth in that mode, and the result is the same, it is all about letting us learn something well, and then extending to our future......

But when is the future? What does it look like? Will we be as unchanged as we are now?

I get a little scared when I think about it, because the future is a situation of ignorance, and I'm always scared of the unknown, of the unknown, of taking away what I have now......

But even so, what can I do? I'm not a god, I can't control time, I can't keep everything I want to keep...... No one is not afraid of death, and no one is not afraid of old age...... And I have both......

I am afraid of death, and I am even more afraid of old age......

But am I afraid they won't come? No, they don't care about you, they never stop, step by step, slowly coming to you......

I laughed at myself a little when I thought about it, why was I afraid of this when I was still so young? How old am I now? But you're only fourteen, right? It's going to be years before you grow up, right?

But what I didn't know was that fourteen years old was not too young, and it was only four years away from adulthood, and these four years were only a blink of an eye......

But at that time, I was so naïve, thinking that the time was still very long, the road was still long, and your company was also very long......