Chapter 45: Never Seen Again
"Wei'an, what's wrong with you?" Cheng Xu saw that Ye Wei'an's eyes were always in one place but there was no focus, and his trembling appearance couldn't help but be a little worried.
Cheng Xu's words brought Ye Wei'an back to reality, she slowly turned her head and looked at Cheng Xu, with tears in her eyes. Her lips trembled slightly, and her voice was as soft as a whisper, "Cheng Xu, I remembered!" I remember all those things from before! I finally knew that my mom had refused to help me get those memories back all these years! ”
"Why?" Cheng Xu gently held Ye Wei'an's shoulders and asked softly.
"She's probably afraid I won't be able to open it! Do you know Cheng Xu? That fall into the water that caused my amnesia was actually not an accident, it was me who committed suicide! The smile on Ye Wei'an's lips melted into a trace of indescribable desolation.
"What? Suicide? This time it was Cheng Xu's turn to be surprised, "Why?" Because Jing Wenyan? ”
Ye Wei'an sighed softly, and told the story of the past that had been sealed in the dust for too long and had long been dusty: "It was the second day I learned of Jing Wenyan's mother's death, thinking that he must be very sad, so I went to see him, but he told me with an indifferent face that he broke off his relationship, he said, don't see me again from now on!" Then I got home, and before I even entered the house, I heard my parents arguing again, arguing for a divorce. Cheng Xu, you don't know how desperate I was at that time! So, I jumped off the Lanyue Bridge! As for why Jing Wenyan appeared there, and why he happened to save me, I don't know. But I should really thank him for saving me, I was too young and fragile at that time, and it would be a real pity if I really died in such a daze! In the end, Ye Wei'an couldn't cry anymore, and warm tears flowed wantonly on her face.
"Then ...... you now" Cheng Xu hesitated for a long time, and repeated it a few times before he said: "Jing Wen said that he ...... The sudden change in his attitude towards you is obviously because he already knows who you are! Wei'an, listen to my advice, let it go! You're going abroad, and you don't have much chance to meet! ”
"I know you're right! But I can't let it go! Cheng Xu, you teach me, how should I let go! Ye Wei'an lowered her head, her shoulders kept shaking, her voice choked, and tears fell on her hand on her knees.
Seeing her like this, Cheng Xu felt very uncomfortable, he gently grabbed her shoulders, let her lean into his arms, patted her gently like a baby, and whispered in her ear while patting: "Wei'an, I'm here!" I've always been! Everything will pass! ”
In the following week, because of the lack of peace of mind, Ye Wei'an always felt that the days were a little long, and he was even more anxious about the exam. But even so, the week's exams came to an end, like everything in the world. After the last day of the exam, Ye Wei'an silently returned to the dormitory and began to pack his luggage. This time, she needs to take everything away and hand the keys back to her aunt downstairs, and when school starts again, this will not be her dormitory! Jian Baguio and Ou Langyue had already packed their things before the last exam, and after the exam, they took the school bus to rush home.
After cleaning up for most of the day, Ye Wei'an finally basically sorted out his things, and the dormitory was much empty. After living here for two years, Ye Wei'an has always felt that this dormitory is too small and there are many things that she can't put in, but at this moment, she suddenly feels that this place is so big. Staying alone in the empty dormitory, Ye Wei'an felt an indescribable sense of loneliness. Not wanting to face this loneliness, she simply walked out.
As soon as I stepped out of the dormitory building, a wave of heat hit my face. Ye Wei'an was glad that he had applied sunscreen thick enough, and walked forward with his head down. After experiencing the increasingly hot weather in the summers, Ye Wei'an realized that the global warming mentioned in his high school textbooks was true. Ten years ago, it was only in August, and the beginning of July was like this!
Ye Wei'an didn't know where he was going, he just walked aimlessly around the campus, after all, the scenery here was already a glance away! After turning the whole campus around, she wandered around the campus again, and came to the beach by surprise.
Probably because it's on the outskirts, even in the middle of summer, there are still very few people on the beach. The sea breeze made Ye Wei'an feel a little cool, she faced the sea, closed her eyes and took a deep breath. There is a salty smell of sea water in the air, and the sound of regular ebb and flow in the ears, mixed with the sound of seagulls in the distance, makes people feel refreshed! Sure enough, when you feel lonely, you should come to the beach for a walk. Because in front of the vast sea, all loneliness seems to be minimal!
"Ann-chan." Hearing the familiar voice, Ye Wei'an subconsciously turned around, and it was Jing Wenyan who came. Seeing him Jing Wenyan seemed to be a little stunned, his thin lips opened slightly, and he stopped talking. His glasses were a little reflective at the moment, and she couldn't see the look in his eyes clearly.
"Old ...... What a coincidence, teacher! Ye Wei'an laughed dryly twice and said, "I thought I would never see each other again in the future, but I didn't expect to meet in such a place so soon!" After retrieving those memories of the past, combined with the complicated feelings of the past year, Ye Wei'an didn't know how to face Jing Wenyan, she coughed lightly, wanting to find some topics to relieve the embarrassing atmosphere, so she asked lightly: "What is the teacher doing at the beach?" ”
"Think about life." Jing Wenyan seemed to be telling a joke, but there was no trace of a smile on his face.
Suddenly felt that this scene was a little familiar, by the way, last semester, it was also the day of the exam, and it was here that she met him. Now, after only half a year, the sound of the waves is still the same, the sea is still surging, and it is still the two of them standing here, but the mood of the two people is very different from that time!
At that time, he said to her, "If you still like me until the day I am not your teacher, we will ......," and she always regarded that sentence as a promise waiting for him to fulfill. But now that I think about it, in fact, Jing Wenyan didn't promise her anything. The half of his unfinished sentence was actually just her own imagination! How ridiculous, just for this promise that is nothing, she looked forward to it like a fool for half a year.
Hearing Jing Wenyan's answer that was exactly the same as half a year ago, Ye Wei'an chuckled mockingly. At this time half a year ago, she didn't know that ten years ago, every time she went to the beach and asked Jing Wenyan this question, his answer was the same. She turned her head to look at Jing Wenyan and said, "You have been thinking about this life for a long time, Brother Wen Yan, could it be that you have been thinking about life for the past ten years?" Ye Wei'an didn't call him teacher, but called him Brother Wenyan, she just wanted to tell him that she had already remembered everything!
Hearing the sentence "Brother Wen Yan", Jing Wenyan's whole body became stiff, and after a while, he turned to look at her. At this time, there happened to be a cloud covering the sun, and the shadow was cast, and Ye Wei'an saw the incredible stunned in Jing Wenyan's eyes! His lips trembled slightly, his hand hanging at his side was tightly clenched into a fist, and a trace of tremor melted into his voice, "An Jiang, you...... What did you just call me? ”
"Brother Wen Yan." Ye Wei'an raised his eyes and looked directly into his eyes without hesitation, "Have you forgotten?" Didn't I always call you that? Ten years ago, when I was still Chu Xinran, didn't I always call you that? ”
"Suddenly......," he murmured, almost unconsciously, "you...... Do you remember? ”
The conjecture in his heart was confirmed, and Ye Wei'an pouted with a touch of sarcasm on his lips, I don't know whether he felt that Jing Wenyan was sarcastic, or that he felt more sarcastic. She originally thought that she could calm down, at least say goodbye to him calmly in front of him, but she overestimated herself after all! Facing Jing Wenyan, Ye Wei'an felt a dull pain in her heart, and tears then welled up in her eyes, falling at a speed that she couldn't stop, sliding across her cheeks. She reached out and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, took a deep breath, and said with red eyes, "Sure enough! You really already know that I am Chu Xinran! You know everything, but you never tell it! ”
"Xin...... An-chan, you listen to me. I also met your mother by chance half a year ago! I am silent, even ...... Even keeping a distance from you is instructed by your mother, she wants to protect you! It's just that we didn't expect it, and you will suddenly remember. Jing Wenyan took a step forward, put his hands on Ye Wei'an's shoulders, and said eagerly.
Ye Wei'an sneered, "My mother? Didn't my mom say you wouldn't want to distance yourself from me? Ye Wei'an took a step back and shook off Jing Wenyan's hand, "You didn't expect me to suddenly remember?" Wouldn't it be better if I remembered it? That way, you don't have to say those desperate words a second time, don't you? ”
"An-chan, I'm ......" Jing Wenyan looked at Ye Wei'an, his eyes were full of sadness, after saying those words back then, he regretted it when he saw the pain in her eyes! He didn't want to hurt her, but his mother's dying words made him dizzy, and his mother's death filled his heart with grief, so he said something like that to him! But he didn't expect that those words would hurt her so much. Seeing her jump off the bridge broke his heart! At that time, he immediately jumped down, and the only belief in his heart was that he must not let anything happen to her!
Before Jing Wenyan's words could be spoken, he was interrupted by Ye Wei'an in a cold voice, "Enough!" Don't say it! I don't want to hear those words a second time! Brother Wen Yan, this is the last time I call you like this! You said you didn't want to see me in the future. I'm sorry that I forgot everything before and broke into your life without knowing it. From now on, I will never see you again, as you wish! Ye Wei'an said resolutely, turned around in a hurry, strode away, and the moment he turned around, tears welled up in his eyes again!