Chapter 44: Lost Memories

On Saturday afternoon, Ye Wei'an was sitting in the dormitory lazily flipping through a book. She usually goes home on weekends when she lives in D City, but at the threshold where she can usher in a long summer vacation after the exam next week and is ready to pack her luggage and go to neon directly after the summer vacation, Ye Wei'an still decided to spend this weekend in school. The first is to review the final exams and try to have a good vacation, and the second is that after spending two years here, she also wants to miss the time in this dormitory for the last time.

At this time, in order not to affect her studies, the mobile phone she deliberately placed on the bed began to vibrate on the top bunk. Ye Wei'an climbed into bed and saw a young man's bright smile on the screen, it was Cheng Xu! Ye Wei'an smiled slightly and picked up the phone, "Hey, Lao Tie, what are you looking for me?" ”

"Peace." Cheng Xu called softly. Ye Wei'an always felt that Cheng Xu's voice was a little heavier and a little less bright today! And what he said next really scared her. "I'm downstairs in your dorm now, can you come down?"

"What?" Ye Wei'an almost felt that he had misheard, "You are downstairs in my dormitory?" It's not a festival or a holiday, it's still the end of the big semester, you don't want to review your final exam in S City, what are you going to do in D City? ”

"You come out first, I have something to say to you." After Cheng Xu finished speaking, he seemed to feel that it was not enough to convince Ye Wei'an to go downstairs, and added, "Very important!" ”

"Okay, okay, you wait for me for fifteen minutes, I'll put on my makeup and go out." Seeing that Cheng Xu was so abnormal, Ye Wei'an was worried and hurriedly responded.

After putting on makeup and going downstairs, Ye Wei'an saw Cheng Xu leaning against the door from a distance, looking thoughtful, with a cigarette between the index finger and middle finger of his right hand.

Ye Wei'an knew that Cheng Xu would smoke occasionally, but it was the first time he had seen him smoke in person, so he was a little unaccustomed to it. And what she is even more unaccustomed to is that Cheng Xu, who has always prided herself on being a heartless optimist, showed such a deep expression today. "Cheng Xu, what's going on?"

"Come out with me first!" Cheng Xu snuffed out the cigarette butt in her hand in the garbage bin on the side of the road, and motioned for Ye Wei'an to follow her. Cheng Xu took Ye Wei'an to a café in a commercial street in front of the school. This café is very emotionally decorated, especially suitable for those who have a little literature and art in their hearts to make friends. Therefore, although Ye Wei'an has never been to this café himself, he has already seen many photos with the positioning of this store in the circle of friends.

Listening to the crystal wind chimes hanging at the door of the café making a pleasant sound under the action of the breeze, Ye Wei'an couldn't help but bend the corners of his lips. She gently stirred the caramel macchiato in front of her, and looked at Cheng Xu with some surprise who had never spoken since ordering a cup of mocha after coming in. "Hey, I said Lao Tie, you asked me out by yourself, and then didn't speak, did you want me to practice mind reading? I'm sorry, but I really can't! Can you tell me something straight? I still have to revise, and I will take the exam the day after tomorrow! ”

Cheng Xu raised his eyes to look at Ye Wei'an, opened his mouth slightly, and seemed to want to say something, but after all, he wanted to say something! After struggling for a long time, Cheng Xu took a deep breath and asked softly: "Wei'an, what are you planning to do now?" ”

"Isn't it! You came all the way from S City, and dragged me out of the dormitory to ask this? Ye Wei'an flattened his mouth speechlessly, "If you want to talk about what you plan, although he has always been strange to me since last vacation, he also gave me a promise before the vacation last semester!" It was he himself who said that if he was no longer my teacher at the end of the semester, I still liked him, and he promised my confession. I want to ask him if this promise counts as a promise! Speaking of Jing Wenyan, Ye Wei'an's eyebrows and eyes were a little more inexplicable, and there was still a bit of bitterness behind the shyness of the girl Sichun.

"Don't!" Cheng Xu heard that Ye Wei'an was going to find Jing Wenyan, and said eagerly: "Wei'an, you can't go to him!" ”

"Why?" Ye Wei'an asked with some surprise: "Cheng Xu, what's wrong with you today?" I always feel weird about you, is there anything else I can't say directly? It's enough for you to say something like that, half hide half and half hide! ”

"I found out!" Facing Ye Wei'an's questioning, Cheng Xu still said it, "I finally know why Aunt Ye Lin wanted to hide those things from you back then!" She's trying to protect you! It's simply impossible for you and Jing Wenyan to speak! ”

"What did you say?" Ye Wei'an looked at Cheng Xu, and the hand that was about to reach out to take the cup unconsciously took it back! The body straightened up unconsciously, "What did you find?" Tell me! Ye Wei'an's voice was very soft, but there was a bit of strength in his tone that people couldn't refuse.

"Wei'an!" Cheng Xu called out helplessly, "Aunt Ye Lin is right, the past, there is no need to be involved!" You don't want to be attached anymore, okay? ”

"Tell me!" Ye Wei'an unconsciously raised her voice, noticing that most of the guests in the café were paying attention to her, Ye Wei'an took a deep breath and lowered her voice again, with a bit of pleading in her voice, "Cheng Xu, that's not the past." For me, Jing Wenyan is real now! Tell me! Count me in begging you! ”

"If you insist on knowing, see for yourself!" Cheng Xu sighed, took out the ipad from his bag, opened the report about Jing Hongwen many years ago, and handed it to Ye Wei'an. Now that he already knew what happened back then, he must no longer watch Ye Wei'an crash into this south wall named Jing Wenyan! No matter what method he used, he was going to stop her. After all, she also has the right to know the truth!

"It's ...... The story of my dad winning the award? Ye Wei'an asked with some uncertainty, she had only read the report once, and vaguely remembered that it seemed to be such a content!

"That's right! This person, who was criticized by Uncle Chu with sharp words, finally committed suicide because of the double blow of bankruptcy and the world's revival! And this person is Jing Wenyan's father! Cheng Xu said lightly.

"What? No! That's impossible! Ye Wei'an kept shaking his head and muttered to himself, "So his father committed suicide because my father wrote this report?" This is ridiculous! ”

"It's ridiculous, but it's a cruel truth!" Cheng Xu got up and walked to Ye Wei'an's side, patted her on the back lightly and said, "Uncle Chu, as a reporter, can't be wrong in doing this. But it is also a fact that Jing Wenyan's father committed suicide. For him, you will always be the daughter of the enemy who killed your father, you can't do it! ”

At that moment, Ye Wei'an only felt that a light flashed in his mind, as if a door had been opened, and those lost memories ten years ago flashed in his mind one by one like a movie.

When she and Jing Wenyan spoke for the first time, he smiled softly and said to her lightly in a nice voice: "You are a student of this elementary school!" Thank you for always taking care of my family's business, what's your name? ”

At that time, she was withdrawn and didn't like to talk to people, and in the face of his question, she glanced at him timidly and whispered, "Chu Xinran." ”

"Like, loved, adorned, good name." The smile on his lips softened the lines of his cheeks, "My name is Jing Wenyan, I am in the third year of junior high school this year, and I am very happy to meet you." ”

Ye Wei'an hugged his arms with both hands, his body trembled slightly, it turned out that the first meeting between them was like this. It turned out that he was her first friend in the true sense of the word!

They once went to the beach to pick up shells together, and in the afternoon, they lay on the beach side by side with an old sheet, receiving the baptism of the afternoon sun. At that time, I didn't know what sunscreen to wear, but when I got home, it was several degrees darker, and my mother laughed at me for a long time. They also used to climb the mountain together on a cloudy day, and watched the clouds and fog under the mountain together on the top of the mountain. They also often went to the small park near their home, and every time he would study with a book, she would find her own fun on the side. That time, she was surrounded by a group of high school students to collect protection money, she was almost scared to cry, and in the end, he showed up in time to solve the problem with his fists, and finally went to the police station. They also ......

It turned out that they had been through so much together, but she had forgotten all about it! Thankfully, she remembered again! After ten years, that person is no longer just the big brother next door in her heart, he is the person she likes, and the person she wants to be with for the rest of her life! These memories are even more precious to her!

But...... Not all of what she remembered was good memories. She still remembers that on that summer afternoon when lightning and thunder were roaring, he said to her indifferently in the rain: "Chu Xinran, let's break off our friendship!" I really didn't expect that it was your dad who killed my dad! If it weren't for Chu Yize, my dad's company wouldn't have gone bankrupt, my dad wouldn't have committed suicide, and my mom wouldn't have suffered so much to provide for me to go to school, and she died of cancer at such a young age! Chu Xinran, it was your father who single-handedly ruined my life! And I have been close friends with the enemy's daughter for so many years! It's my God's spirit in heaven who is sorry! Honestly, I'd rather never meet you and never let me see you again! ”

After he said these heartless words, he turned around and left, leaving her no room to turn around! The first friend in her life broke up with her so lightly, and said that she would never see her from now on! She shuffled home with heavy steps, and before she could enter the door, she heard endless quarrels in the house. Oh yes, Mom and Dad are getting divorced too! My family is gone, and my only friend is gone! At that time, Chu Xinran felt that there was probably no other color in this world except gray.

She withdrew her hand to open the door with the key, took the key and went downstairs silently, without an umbrella, and walked alone in the pouring rain to the Lanyue Bridge where she and Jing Wen often went. On a rainy day, there was no one on the bridge! She leaned over the railing, wanting to see the sea, but the rain had smeared her eyelashes. At that moment, Chu Xinran felt unprecedentedly lonely, and she climbed onto the railing and jumped down. And then there was the scene that appeared most often in her dreams!