21. Time

Everything is like a kite on a tether, and every time I talk about it, I can't put it into words, the pictures of the past, the best of us, and the "peaceful years" of that time.

In fact, there are many things around me that I don't understand, I don't really understand what they feel in their hearts, I only pay attention to the appearance of what I see, and forget to think carefully about the meaning of some things. I think I should have distinguished the kindness and efforts of others to you at a very early stage, I should not only see my own grievances but forget the pain of others, people like me should be the first to accept God's punishment, but it is the best person around me to treat me.

Maybe now, I can clean up all my bad moods and start to make myself a different version of myself, whether it is the ignorant and harmless self before, or the self that everyone felt hopeless at that time, those who were and are in the past will become the past, and the present me is the best me.

It's been a week since I talked to Luo Bing and Wang Meng on the phone, and I think it's time to meet them again. This time I will never dodge again, those wounds that others can't see, let's work together to heal slowly, all stories have an ending, all people have a new beginning in a new life, let those who owe it repay, and let those who regret it come true.

I quit my job as a staff member of a company, sent Wang Meng a job search text message, said that he was homeless, needed a job to support his family, asked for help, and soon received her reply, the text message content was a little wait, I think when Wang Meng was so indifferent to me, it seems that I overestimated my charm, when I was about to pack my bags and go out, I received a text message from Wang Meng, she said: job requirements, salary requirements, additional requirements, I instantly laughed, said as if the company was opened by her family, As if you don't have to work to get money, I silently typed three words on it, close to home, and packed up the phone and walked out the door.

I went to see Chen Nan, yes, it was my first time, and I took the initiative to find her, the location was about a small restaurant, just downstairs from her company, very close, no need to do anything in a hurry, this is how the declaration of war should begin, and you can't help but find that all the worlds will have different colors.

I'm a person who likes to arrive early and don't like to make others wait first, but I'm also a persistent person who doesn't like to force things that don't have an end and let things disappear for no reason.

When I arrived, Chen Nan hadn't gotten off work yet, I glanced at my watch, eleven o'clock, there were still twenty minutes, the waiter politely came over and asked what I needed, I picked up the menu and simply ordered two set meals, asked for a glass of orange juice, and asked the waiter to start serving the dish in twenty minutes, I first drank a glass of orange juice and waited for others, but was attracted by two little couples.

Seventeen or eighteen years old, it is the age of prosperity and luxury, the female is delicate and squeamish, the man is gentle and sunny, the two seem to have a little temper, but it can be seen that the girl deliberately avoided and let the boy coax her, because she saw the corner of the girl's mouth secretly smiling, and when the girl laughed unconsciously, she also unconsciously laughed. The atmosphere of the restaurant is very quiet, but it is very suitable for a little couple like them to fight, scold, and lose their temper, and then unconsciously reconcile.

Ah Sheng was a little moved, feeling that he hadn't felt like this for a long time, and his life needed to be reawakened. Just when she was in a daze, she saw Chen Nan from the door of the store, wearing a beautiful dark blue suit skirt, with a pair of crystal high-heeled sandals, but it was still the same as before, with thick long hair hanging down her back, bangs on her forehead covering her brows, and a delicate little face looking in, and at a glance, she saw me in the window.

She came over and sat down across from me, looking a lot more shrewd in her eyes, and seemed to be very favored by her boss, I smiled, turned around and asked the waiter to bring me the set meal I had just wanted, and by the way brought the young lady a glass of orange juice.

Before she could speak, I made it clear that I wanted to be happy to be a colleague with her and take care of each other in the days to come! The words were silent, and I didn't hear any mixed flavor at all. It's like a marshmallow, it doesn't look like much, but it tastes good.

This is my declaration of war, this is a view of everything in such a long time, I can't end you in my life, but I can suppress you in other ways, to be a person is to have a strong heart, only if you can withstand it, can you withstand all the blows and changes.

Chen Nan didn't say anything, just quietly ate the meal in front of her, maybe she didn't know that this would be a battle, a smokeless battle, which made people's minds confused, unable to distinguish between right and wrong, but she had been struggling in this war. Both sides are in pain and torment......