20. Memory (5)
I started trying to be the person I wanted to be.
After going through so many people and things, I thought it was time for me to take a break. Let yourself go and let all the bad things be a thing of the past. Then change the world, start over, and do what you want to do and what you can.
It may be that Luotuo has been for too long, and I always feel that my previous life was a little sloppy and nondescript, but no one reminded me how to do it after all, but I feel that a person who matures is to lose some things, understand some truths, and maybe he will really understand.
In the following time, I put all my thoughts on learning and hobbies, every day with Ah Sheng and Luo Bing, asking each other for advice and learning, sometimes helping the teacher to do various activities, changing the new mood, as if I was living all the life that I didn't have a good life before. Immersed in a state of saturation every day, Ah Sheng and Luo Bing sometimes see the smile on the corner of my mouth, and from time to time they will privately study why I have changed. What is it that makes me like a sprout in a crevice in a stone, growing slowly and trying to move up. towards the sun.
Ah Sheng and Luo Bing in Luo Hui's eyes, one is innocent and beautiful, the other is happy and brave, just like Luo Hui's second and third personalities, he himself has forbearance and commitment, vision and mind, but he lacks everything that the two of them have. This is how people make friends, see the strengths of others, to make up for their own shortcomings, no one is perfect, do not seek to be perfect, only to be happy.
Later, Luo Hui met Chen Nan, adolescent boys and girls don't know the importance, sometimes they can't distinguish between friendship and love, and they can't distinguish between admiration and sincerity. Until later, he caused harm to his friends and himself.
All people will say in Luo Hui's ears how beautiful and generous Chen Nan is, how good he is to friends and strangers around him, but in Luo Bing's eyes, it doesn't matter much to him whether a person is good or not, only the people he cares about and the people he values are good, he thinks it will be the best.
When I first saw Chen Nan, it was when I went to look for Ah Sheng, the weather was very good that day, he lost when he and Ah Sheng played fried golden flowers, Ah Sheng punished him to buy her ice cream, and when he just finished playing in the afternoon, he suddenly remembered that there was ice cream, turned around and threw the ball in his hand to Jiang Yi, who came from behind, and asked him to go back to the classroom first to buy something by himself. I bought a piece of water for myself at the commissary, and chatted with my aunt very warmly.
When I walked to Ah Sheng's classroom to find someone, I saw Ah Sheng asleep, a dress was put on the back of the back, and a little girl sat behind her, with a delicate little face floating outside the window, I don't know what interesting scenery I was looking at, and I looked back at the door of the classroom from time to time.
Ah Sheng's seat was next to the penultimate window, and the sun had already set, and the sun's rays looked a little cute under the huge shadow of the school building. Walking to Ah Sheng's side, Luo Hui smiled unconsciously, straightened out the clothes on her body, put the ice cream she had just bought in her table pocket, and said to the little girl behind him to wake up the sleeping person after he left, leaving a thank you before anyone could react but no one was gone.
At that time, it was just a simple glance, and I didn't expect that there would be many later episodes in the TV series. It is a rare fate to meet in the vast sea of people, and from friends to very good friends, you need to go through a lot of things.
In fact, what made him the most sad was Luo Bing's going abroad, when their second semester of classes was almost over, the seniors in the third year of high school were preparing for a devilish review, and they also began to take a phased test, just by chance, he heard Luo Bing's call, which was given to him by his parents at home, and vaguely only heard some words, going abroad, Japan, the United States, studying or something, Luo Bing clearly didn't want him and Ah Sheng to know the arrangements given to him by the family, so his voice was a little low, very eager, I didn't want to use this topic as a long-term conversation, and I hung up the phone in a hurry when I said that my parents on the phone were eager to go home and discuss it.
Until later, when he was about to leave, Luo Hui didn't tell Luo Bing everything he heard outside his house at that time, because Luo Bing naturally returned to the house after answering the phone and continued to study a very tricky function problem with the two of them, only saying that his parents called him to go home early for dinner.
Unaware, Ah Sheng covered his head and continued to study how to solve it, but Luo Hui teased Luo Bing at a very timely time that he was a good baby. Luo Bing could only smile and express helplessness.
For the strong friendship shield of several of them, it must be the true love of hardship that is rare in his lifetime. …