"When will you be back?" Aunt Wei sent us to the security checkpoint and asked helplessly.

"Next week." I squeezed Mu Cheng's hand and said with a smile.

"Alright! I'll pick you up at the airport then. Aunt Wei nodded and said, "Wen Xuan, tell me about you, it's been three years, and you have to go back to sweep Cheng Xu's tomb every year at this time, when will you be able to put it down?" ”

"Aunt Wei, my mood, others don't understand, you should understand! After all these years, have you let go of my dad? "I know, Aunt Wei is the same as me, she has been alone for so many years just because she can't ask for something in her heart!

Aunt Wei was stunned for a moment, shook her head and said, "Wen Xuan, this is different!" At the very least, Zhiqian is still alive in this world, and he is still good to me like a brother! Cheng Xu, Cheng Xu has been gone for three years! ”

I shook my head and looked into the distance with a smile, "Cheng Xu...... He lives in my heart! My mother's debt should be paid by me, and I owe him after all. ”

I got up very early this morning, and not long after the plane took off, Mu Cheng fell asleep. As I sat by the window of the plane, looking out the porthole at the stratus clouds, a lot of the past came to mind.

Three years ago, Cheng Xu chose to end everything with his own sacrifice, and there were no bones left in that explosion! As soon as Hiroshi Ono returned to Japan, there was little news. Jian Baguio was imprisoned, while my mother went crazy and lived a life of living in a mental hospital under constant drug control.

The elder brother and Wei'an adopted Cheng Xu and Chu Yi's daughters and regarded them as their own. The turbulent life finally calmed down, and everything came to an end. But this end is full of devastation after all! Chu Yiyi, Cheng Xu, and even Song Yiran, they can't come back!

In this devastated end, my life has lost its color. If someone asked me what was the most serious thing I have done in my life in the past 20 years or so, I will definitely say that the most serious thing I have done is to love someone with all my heart!

I don't know how to describe how much I love Cheng Xu, but for him, I am willing to give everything I have! Cheng Xu and I met in the beginning of the freshman year, and that evening, a glimpse of the picturesque smoke under the sky was destined to be a 10,000-year-old look! I fell in love with Cheng Xu in this life, and I have never regretted it! Once again, I am still willing to fall in love with the boy with a bright smile like a peach blossom in March when the sun sets.

Even though the person in his heart was never me! I was actually very happy about the farcical relationship between us, like a gift from God. Cheng Xu's every bit of tenderness to me, knowing that I don't get distracted, I am still willing to eat. It's just that when I saw the DNA test in Cheng Xu's bag, I suddenly understood that this relationship between us was a burden for Cheng Xu after all.

I broke up with Cheng Xu, and the breakup at that time was because of sadness, and it was also the end of our relationship that shouldn't have existed! After the breakup, I left City D and returned to City C, and I said goodbye to Cheng Xu for more than two years. In the past two years, I often heard about Cheng Xu from my college classmates, but I never had any direct contact with Cheng Xu. I heard that Cheng Xu married Ye Wei'an's cousin, Chu Yi. In her memory, she is an arrogant, domineering and unreasonable little sister. Why Cheng Xu is with her, I don't know. I guess maybe it's because Chu still looks a little similar to Ye Wei'an, so Cheng Xu saw Ye Wei'an's shadow in her.

Later, I met Cheng Xu at a business reception, after more than two years, I thought I had let go of him, but when I saw him, I realized that my so-called letting go was just self-deception! It turns out that I have never let go of this person!

The rush at the reception turned out to be the beginning of another nightmare, in order to protect me, my father sent me to Aunt Wei in Osaka, and lived a relatively peaceful life, but I was always troubled. Aunt Wei said to me that since I couldn't let go of my heart, it was better to go back to China to face it, so I returned to City D.

Who would have thought that after I stayed in Japan for a short period of time, the world in China would change a few times! The days after I returned to China were even more unsettled! Chu is still divorced from Cheng Xu and married Yoji Ono, and we suddenly have an uncle who has been missing for many years, saying that my biological father's death back then is strange. My brother wanted to investigate well, but before he could make a move, he fell into the gossip on the Internet, and he almost lost his job.

The most surprising thing for me is that my brother's matter turned out to be Cheng Xu's handiwork! It was as if fate had woven a huge net, and everyone was entangled in it, unable to get out, and was pushed into a huge whirlpool together! In the end, Cheng Xu used his death to fulfill his brother and Ye Wei'an, but ...... Who will fulfill him?

The moment I heard the news of Cheng Xu's death, I felt that the whole sky was about to fall! And so he left! The smiling boy in my memory will never come back! The most ironic thing is that the person who killed him was my mother!

I can't bear to stay where he once lived, where there is his shadow in the streets and alleys! So I chose to escape again, went to Osaka, and stayed with Aunt Wei. We opened a photo studio in Osaka, Aunt Wei took pictures, I retouched the pictures, and life was quiet. It's just that every year during the Qingming Festival, I will return to China to sweep Cheng Xu's tomb.

In the past three years, there have been several people around me who have expressed good feelings for me, including Chinese and Japanese. But I chose to refuse, my heart has already been given to Cheng Xu, and I can't tolerate others! Even if he is gone, the heart he gave out can't be recovered! Aunt Wei persuaded me a few times, but I laughed it off!

At the beginning of last year, I met Mu Cheng by chance, he ran out of the orphanage! When I sent him back to the orphanage, I heard from the director that he was five years old, and his biological mother was the wife of a wealthy businessman, and she had cheated on him with another man behind her husband's back. The rich merchant forgave his wife but couldn't tolerate the child, and returned the child to his biological father! However, his biological father felt that he was a burden and sent him to an orphanage.

Listening to his life experience, I suddenly felt that we were sick and sympathetic, the only difference was that I was lucky, Su Zhiqian still regarded me as his own even if he knew that I was not his daughter! Because of this feeling of sympathy, I adopted the child and named him Su Mucheng. Mucheng has the same sound as Mu Cheng, which means my longing for Cheng Xu in this life. From now on, I'm not alone!

"Ladies and gentlemen, our plane is expected to arrive at City D airport in half an hour......" The sound of the announcement interrupted my thoughts, so soon to arrive in City D! I turned my head sideways and saw Mu Cheng's sleeping face, and I couldn't help but feel inexplicably softer.

The next day, I took Mu Cheng to the cemetery. Standing in front of Cheng Xu's tomb, I slowly put down a bouquet of flowers and whispered, "Cheng Xu, long time no see...... Here I go again! ”

"お母さん、Who? この人。 (Mom, who is this person?) Mu Cheng asked, tilting his head as he stood aside.

"Mu Cheng, didn't I tell you before? This is China, speaking Chinese. "Since adopting Mu Cheng last year, I have been teaching him to speak Chinese. I always felt that maybe one day, I would come back to this place.

Suddenly, I heard footsteps behind me, and as soon as I turned around, I saw my brother and Ye Wei'an standing there with Nianwei and Nian'an, looking at me with surprise in their eyes.

"Brother, sister-in-law." I called softly, "Long time no see." "In the past three years, although I have come back every year to sweep Cheng Xu's grave, I have never seen them or contacted them. Unexpectedly, I met here today!

"Wen Xuan...... "My brother called my name lightly, but he didn't say anything.

"Nian Wei, Nian An, call Auntie." Ye Wei'an said to the two children, but her eyes fell on Mu Cheng behind me.

"Auntie." The two children screamed childishly.

I saw Ye Wei'an set his eyes on Mu Cheng, and pulled Mu Cheng from behind me to front of me, "Brother, sister-in-law, his name is Su Mucheng, and he is my son." Mu Cheng, called uncle and aunt. ”

"Uncle, aunt." Mu Cheng called obediently.

"Wen Xuan, you ...... Are you married? Ye Wei'an asked.

I shook my head slightly, "No, this child is an orphan, I adopted." His background...... It's quite like me. ”

"You...... Still alone! Ye Wei'an sighed softly, "Mu Cheng...... You have a deep affection for Cheng Xu. Ye Wei'an, who named his son Nian Weiwei, naturally understood the deep meaning of Mu Cheng's name very easily.

I didn't deny it, I just said, "Who hasn't loved someone with all their heart in their life?" ”

But Wen Xuan...... Cheng Xu has been gone for three years! Are you going to be alone all the time? ”

"I'm not alone! I have Mucheng! I smiled slightly, wrapped my hands around Mu Cheng's neck, and wrapped him in front of me.

"Wen Xuan, life is still very long! If...... If you find the right one, find one! My brother persuaded me the same.

I shook my head lightly and said lightly, "Brother, have you heard of the eight hardships of life?" Birth, old age, sickness, death, love and separation, resentment and hatred, unwanted, and the five aggregates are blazing. It's like this in life! There is a bitterness in this, and the name is unbelievable! Cheng Xu is what I can't ask for in this life, I can't forget it, and I can't let it go! In this world, there are many people who can't ask for it, and in the face of people and things that can't be asked, everyone's choices are different. Wei'an, Cheng Xu just can't ask for you, so he retreated and married Chu Yi, just because she is like you! Brother, Jian Baguio can't ask for you and Song Yiran for Wei'an! They can't ask for it, they choose to destroy, and if they don't get it, they won't allow others to get it! And I'm ...... I choose to spend this life missing! ”