Chapter 197: Blessing You in Your Name

- Cheng Xufanwai

On the day I left, the sunset was exceptionally beautiful, and I silently lit a cigarette while standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window. In the midst of the smoke, I saw that outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, wisps of sunset appeared in the sky, like ripples on the water surface, floating in small pieces. In mid-air, it seemed to spread out the five-colored silk, and the brilliance flowed away, but the four sides gradually seeped black, as if the ink dripped into the water bowl, and slowly spread out.

I exhaled a cloud of smoke and stared out the window at the darkening streetscape, and at last it suddenly lit up, and it was the street lights that lit up in the house that was not lit! Outside the window, the traffic is busy, the lights are bright, and it is a city that never sleeps! It's a beautiful scene, and it's always the most beautiful time in the city when night falls!

It's just such a beautiful view, I don't know if I can see it in the future! I have made a decision, a very dangerous decision, which may make me die tomorrow without a place to be buried, but for the love of my life, I will do it without hesitation!

I turned around and snuffed out the cigarette butt in the ashtray and slowly sat down on the couch. In the living room without the lights on, I could only see the vague outline of the furniture. Under the darkness, the air around me seemed so quiet that I could hear my breathing clearly! In the pervasive silence, I recalled my past and the most important person in my life, Ye Wei'an.

The first time I met her, I was nine years old and in the third grade of elementary school. At the beginning of the new semester, the teacher brought a girl who had never seen her into the classroom and said to everyone: "This is Ye Wei'an, who has been studying with us since today, everyone take care of her." Come, Ye Wei'an, and introduce yourself to everyone. ”

The girl lowered her head timidly and said in a voice as thin as a mosquito and a fly, "Hello everyone, my name is Ye Wei'an." I wish you all the well. At that time, Cheng Xu was still young, and he couldn't understand the realm of this name, this girl's name is really special, I hope you can be well, only care about the well-being of others, what can I do?

It just so happened that Cheng Xu's classmates transferred to my school this semester, and the seat next to me was vacant, so the teacher naturally let Ye Wei'an sit at my table. That's where our story began.

The teacher said let's take care of the new classmates, and I, as her tablemate, naturally took on this responsibility. At that time, she had just moved near the school, and she was not familiar with everything around her, so I sent her home every day. She was a very reluctant person to speak, and she often walked beside me with her head bowed and not saying a word.

I am not a silent person who can always talk to her. Gradually, her words increased, and the smile on her face grew. We became very good friends and often hung out together on the weekends. I always want to take her to the beach to pick up shells to play, or to see the scenery on the Lanyue Bridge, but she always shirks it.

After I asked her again and again, she told the truth, it turned out that before moving here, she had an accident and fell into the sea from the Lanyue Bridge, thanks to someone else who rescued her, but after that, she didn't remember anything about the past at all, and she also had an instinctive fear of the sea! I finally understood why every time I asked her about the past, she didn't answer, because she didn't remember it at all!

It took me a lot of work to get her to overcome her fear of the sea, and our relationship got better and better, even beyond that of her friends of the same sex. I asked her who saved her from falling into the water, and she said she didn't know. I don't believe that anyone would not remember who their savior was!

She said that her mother told her that it was her cousin who saved her, but she remembered that when she was half asleep, she saw the back of a man who should have saved her, not her cousin. She had no clue who that person was, and she didn't know who to ask. She said that every time she asked her mother about the past, her mother said that the past is over, and don't ask again!

At that time, I thought her mother was so strange, other people's children have amnesia, and parents are trying their best to help their children recover their memories, why doesn't her mother want her to remember! I joked with her, "If your mom doesn't tell you, you're going to find your dad!" ”

At that time, I learned that her family was a single-parent family, and her father still had a home in S City, and he didn't live with her. It turned out that her name was Chu Xinran before, and Ye Wei'an was the name that her mother changed after her parents divorced.

We grew up together all the way, and we can be regarded as childhood sweethearts in the true sense, and gradually became the people who know each other best. When she was in her third year of high school, she said to me: "Cheng Xu, I seem to like Song Yiran!" "Song Yiran is my classmate, my best buddy. I smiled and said, "If you like it, chase it!" I wish you success. ”

After graduating from high school, she and Song Yiran were together! I didn't ask much about what we were together, I only knew that seeing her throw herself into Song Yiran's arms, my heart was indescribably bitter. That's when I realized that my feelings for her were not as simple as childhood sweethearts, and I liked her!

But she and Song Yiran didn't last long in the end, and parted ways in less than a year. I thought I would finally have a chance to walk into her heart!

But I was soon proven wrong, because she met Jing Wenyan. Jing Wenyan was her sophomore professional teacher, and after only seeing him once, Wei An insisted that this person was the one who saved her life from the sea in the first place, and began to treat him differently. She said she wanted to get back her old memories.

I spent a lot of means to investigate Wei'an's past, and confirmed that Jing Wenyan was indeed the one who saved Wei'an's life back then, but there were too many secrets hidden between them, and those in the know were reluctant to talk about it. I continued to investigate desperately to find out what had happened.

But Wei'an fell in love with Jing Wenyan before I had time to find out everything. I watched her fall in love with him, step by step into her relationship with him, crying for him, laughing for him, being happy for him, and feeling sorry for him...... And I can only accompany her silently behind her as an outsider.

The relationship between them is probably really destined by God, otherwise how could they meet again in the vast sea of people? Uncover the dusty past, open the scabbed wounds, and those wounds not only did not separate them, but bound them together and made them achieve positive results.

On the day they got married, I drank a lot, and that day I said to myself: "Cheng Xu, from now on, Ye Wei'an has another person by her side to protect her, and she doesn't need you anymore!" "Jing Wenyan loves Wei'an very much, and I am very relieved to hand over Wei'an to him. In this story, I will never appear again! And all the while, I didn't get a chance to say to Wei'an, "I like you." ”

Even at Wei'an's wedding, he still confessed to me. is still Wei'an's cousin, and her appearance is quite similar to Wei'an. When I was drunk, I saw her as a peacemaker, lingering all night. After sobering up, I found that I was very wrong, but I could only make mistakes, so I married still.

And the wedding, which looks like the finale of the prince and princess living sweetly together, is far from the end of the story! The secret that I thought had been revealed to the world for many years still has a lot of hidden secrets that have always threatened them. At the same time, there are always some people who are so angry with the happiness between them that they want to destroy it.

A year after they got married, Wei An gave birth to a boy, and Wei An named him Nian Wei. The next year, she still gave birth to a girl for me, and I named her Nian'an. Because all these years, all I have thought about in my heart has always been Wei'an. It was this year that the life that had been quiet for two years made waves again, and the dangers lurking around him surfaced one by one!

What I never expected was that I would still leave my baby behind. On the day I found out she wasn't there, I only saw a divorce agreement on the table that she had signed. I didn't force her, signed, and still ended the marriage.

Still got married for the second time soon.,The other party is my boss's younger brother.,Yoji Ono.。 He is uneducated, unskilled, and spends his brother's money to run a film company. I know that film company because Weian works closely with him. Jian Baguio told me that she still met Yoji Ono through Wei'an!

At that moment, my heart was in turmoil, I was almost confused, and I began to hold a grudge. I love her and I can't, I admit defeat, but why, she doesn't even want to give me a stable life? With hatred in my heart, I made a big mistake and turned myself into a danger to Wei'an!

I still regret taking that step in the end, and the person who woke me up is still. It turned out that she was not happy in the days after the divorce, and the Japanese got tired of playing with her, so he abandoned her and tortured her in every way. I persuaded Yoji Ono to divorce and return to me, but she didn't agree. She said she already had Yoji Ono's child.

That day, she suddenly came to me and told me that she overheard that Jing Wenyan was about to fall into a shocking conspiracy, and she would never recover! She asked me to save Jing Wenyan! The people of the Ono family couldn't tolerate it, and I couldn't save her, until the end, I could only see my knotted wife beside me with tears and swallowing her last breath! She said that she regretted it, and if she did it again, she would be willing to stay with me and come hand in hand with me!

At the end of the memory, my mind turned back to reality. The inside story of this conspiracy is still exchanged for my life, I can't save it, but I can't save Wei'an anymore. Wei'an needs Jing Wenyan, but he doesn't need me, so tomorrow's conspiracy trap will be drilled by me instead of Jing Wenyan!

Fortunately, Wei'an saw that I was sad and offered to help me take care of Nian'an, so that my daughter would not be implicated! With Wei'an and Jing Wenyan taking care of Nian'an, I'm very relieved!

Today, I finally understand the meaning of the name of Wei'an, I hope you are well! It turns out that there is really a kind of love that can be so deep that I wish you were okay without thinking about yourself! What a beautiful name! Today, I bless you in your name! The road ahead is long, I hope you can be well!