Xu Shaoqing's face suddenly turned pale, his fingers slowly curled, clenched tightly, and then said in a cold voice: "I have lost the qualification to love Dongxue, I can't give her happiness, and I don't deserve to stand by her side at all." It's better to cut off all possibilities between us before she even starts, so that she can start a new life. There are some things that I really want to rot in my stomach for the rest of my life, but Dongxue is a stubborn temper, if she doesn't give up, she will live unhappily for the rest of her life. That's why I found you. Saying that, Xu Shaoqing looked at Zuo Xiangfeng and said slowly, "I know that the relationship between you and Dongxue is not ordinary, as can be seen from the exchanges and actions between you and her yesterday. There are not many people who can make Dongxue look the other way, maybe ...... Your relationship hasn't made much progress now, but in Dongxue's heart, you are already a special existence. Dongxue has met someone who can make him happy, and it's time for this to be over. Saying that, Xu Shaoqing sighed deeply, as if he was remembering, and he seemed to be reluctant, but it was more of a solemnity. He looked at Zuo Xiangfeng and asked solemnly, "I want to tell you everything, and then use all your strength in the second half of your life to give her happiness and hide the truth, can you promise me?" ”

Seeing Xu Shaoqing like this, Zuo Xiangfeng suddenly felt a sense of retreat. Because he doesn't know what he is about to face, can Xu Shaoqing's truth make Dongxue bear it? In this matter, how do you deal with yourself?

It's a pity that Xu Shaoqing didn't give Zuo Xiangfeng a chance to think about it, lowered his eyelashes, and said in a light tone: "My body has been ruined by Beining Shu Yiling, and I can't be a husband, nor can I pass on the ancestry." Such a man, do you think you can give Dongxue happiness? If Dongxue knew this, she would definitely say that she didn't care, as long as the two of them loved each other. But I have my dignity, I don't want my beloved woman to know the truth, and I don't want to wronged her. So, I can only pretend that I have never loved her, let her die for me, and from then on, disappear from her life. ”

Xu Shaoqing's words were so shocking that Zuo Xiangfeng was stunned for a long time, and he didn't come back to his senses. And when Zuo Xiangfeng blinked his eyes, the first thing he said was?? "You...... Aren't you already married? ”

"That's just a façade." Xu Shaoqing tried his best to look calm, but his face was frighteningly pale, and his slightly trembling fingers showed his fear and exhaustion, "My wife is also a poor person. Her family fell into the middle of the road, and was later sold to the Qinglou by gangsters. She was unwilling to be ruined, so she committed suicide. But once you enter the Qinglou, you really can't even die. She couldn't find death, but was ruined by several men, leaving her body disabled and unable to have children. Seeing that she was half-dead and unable to make money for her, the old bustard simply threw her out and left her to fend for herself. Maybe she didn't deserve to die, but I found out that she wasn't dead, so I rescued her. Later, after getting acquainted, I felt that we were all poor people, and I wanted to make her completely dead when the winter snow came to her, so I married my wife, and the two of us should be counted as dependent on each other in this world. ”

Zuo Xiangfeng only felt that his fingers were cold, his mind was very messy, and he seemed to be thinking a lot, but he couldn't figure it out.

If Dongxue knew the truth of the matter, what would she do? Follow Xu Shaoqing anonymously, or find famous doctors to cure Xu Shaoqing's hidden disease? No matter which possibility it is, Dongxue will be ruined in this life, and this is not what Xu Shaoqing wants to see.

Looking at Zuo Xiangfeng, who had a shocked look on his face, Xu Shaoqing said: "I know that it is difficult for you to accept all these things for a while, but I want you to be clear about one thing. We both love Dongxue and don't want her to be hurt, even if she misunderstands me all her life, it doesn't matter if she doesn't know the truth, I just want her to be happy. Quietly looking at Zuo Xiangfeng for a long time, the corners of Xu Shaoqing's mouth were slightly hooked, and then he slowly stood up, patted Zuo Xiangfeng's shoulder, like an old friend, and said, "You should know what to do, I hope I didn't look at the wrong person, you can bring happiness to Dongxue." I've already said what I need to say, and the rest depends on how you go, let's ...... Say goodbye. ”

After saying this, Xu Shaoqing threw down a few copper plates, turned around and left without hesitation. Turning his head to look at the back of Xu Shaoqing leaving, Zuo Xiangfeng suddenly felt that this man was really in love with Dongxue and regarded his happiness as his own. True love is not possession, but the desire to see the other party happy, perhaps this is the true meaning of love.

***

Looking at the woman kneeling in front of her, Bai Lilan covered her forehead with a little headache and asked, "Dongxue, have you really thought about it?" ”

Dongxue didn't raise her head, but leaned down lower, and said in a resolute tone: "Yes, the slave has already thought about it, and I hope the mother will be successful!" ”

"Dongxue, are you crazy!" Xia Yu, who was standing beside her, hurriedly dragged her, and said almost with a crying voice, "You can't ruin yourself like this for Xu Shaoqing!" Teng Snake Mountain, what the hell is that place, I've heard it all, but you want to go there to practice, what do you think! We finally have today's comfortable life, isn't it good to stay here and serve my mother well?! ”

"In today's peaceful and prosperous times, the capital is full of talents, and it doesn't make much sense for me to stay. And I am also relieved that my mother has you to take care of me. Dongxue's face was expressionless, she didn't seem to be moved, and still insisted on her own opinion, "The slave and maid thank you for taking care of her for so many years, this kindness, the slave and maid will always remember it in the bottom of my heart." ”

Baili Lan knew Dongxue's temper, and if she decided on something, it was rare for her to change her mind. It's just that this time is different from the past, Bai Lilan was worried that Dong Xue was acting righteously, so she asked, "Dong Xue, what does your departure have to do with Xu Shaoqing?" ”

After condensing her body, Dong Xue said: "The slave wants to forget that person, but she finds that staying here will always recall his appearance inadvertently. That's why the slave wants to go to Tengsnake Mountain. It is isolated from the world, so that people can practice martial arts at the same time, but also get rid of distracting thoughts, and forget the people who should not be remembered. ”

Hearing Dongxue say this, Baili Lan had to sigh helplessly, and then said with a little reluctance: "You have always been very calm, you don't act rashly, and you know how to choose what is best for you." Now that you've made your decision, I'll respect your choice and let you go. But remember, this will always be your home, and if you can let go of the past and come back, the door will always be open to you! ”

"!" As soon as they heard Baili Lan's words, several other maids hurriedly called. It's just that although he was reluctant in his heart, he couldn't find a reason to stop it, so he looked at Dongxue with red eyes one by one, and there was a lot of reluctance in his heart.

Touching his forehead to the cold ground, the tears of the winter snow fell silently to the ground, his eyes were closed, hiding all the heartache and helplessness, and he choked up and said: "Slave, thank you Niangniang for your success!" ”

When she left, Dongxue had very little luggage with her. Chunfeng understands Dongxue's temperament, and has long expected that she will travel in simple clothes, so he prepared a lot of things for her overnight that she can use on the road, and she has to take all of them with Dongxue. Looking at the things in the carriage, Dongxue was very helpless, but she couldn't bear to refuse the relationship between good sisters, so she took the carriage silently and turned over on the horse neatly.

Looking at the winter snow that was about to go away, Xia Yu's eyes were red, and he said in a stalk: "Dong Xue, if you are bored over there, come back early." We're not used to it without you. ”

Dongxue nodded, clenched the reins in her hand, and all kinds of thoughts were rolling in her heart.

Qiushuang walked up to Dongxue and advised: "Take good care of yourself over there, don't forget to send us some news regularly, and save us from worrying about you." ”

Taking a deep breath, Dongxue still nodded, because she was afraid that when she spoke, she would reveal her sad emotions.

took out a small porcelain bottle from his sleeve and handed it to Dongxue, Chunfeng sighed, and then said: "You have all these medicines with you, and staying by your side will always come in handy." ”

Holding this porcelain vase that still carries temperature, Dongxue's heart is full of sourness. She is also very reluctant to her sisters, but she is disgusted with her current state, and she needs to adjust so that she can return here with a new look and reunite with everyone. It's just that she doesn't know how long this process will last. Maybe it's a month, maybe it's a year, maybe it's ten years. But Dongxue believes that one day she will return to the confident and optimistic Dongxue she was back then. Only that kind of winter snow is qualified to stand by Baililan's side.

Looking up at Baili Lan, Dong Xue just wanted to say something, but he heard Bai Lilan say: "It's not early, hurry up." ”

Nodding silently, Dongxue raised his whip and galloped away in the carriage. Seeing Dongxue's figure gradually shrinking, Xia Yu turned to look at Baili Lan and asked with a little sadness: "Niangniang, why don't you say something to Dongxue?" The next time we see winter snow, we don't know when it will be. ”

Leaning on the cushion, Dong Xue ordered someone to go back to the palace, and at the same time said lazily: "It won't be long before she comes back, so why do you have to say goodbye?" ”

Hearing this, Xia Yu's eyes lit up, and he hurriedly asked, "Niangniang, what do you know?" ”

"I don't know much, but it's enough to prove my point." Supporting her cheek with one hand, Baili Lan said leisurely, "The separation is just for a better meeting, although she left today, isn't it the beginning of the countdown to the return of winter snow?" There will come a time when she will figure it out, and I believe that day will not be far away. ”

Baili Lan's words were a little profound, and several maids nodded as if they didn't understand. When looking in the direction of Dongxue, there was a hint of anticipation for the future in his eyes.