In Yan Qingwan's anxious waiting, Shen Zeye finally came back, although she was anxious, but seeing his emaciated face, she still accompanied him for dinner very considerately, and only when he finished bathing and lying down to rest did she start to get into the topic.

"I heard Uncle Shen say, lady, do you have something to look for me?" Shen Zeye put on a change of clothes and asked with some doubts.

After all, Yan Qingwan had never asked about his whereabouts in the past, and she didn't even know his schedule very well. Especially, during this particular time, she suddenly wanted to get to know him, or ask him questions. Shen Zeye, who had something in his heart, looked a little nervous.

Hearing him speak, Yan Qingwan found that her heartbeat was a little too fast, covered her heart, took a deep breath, and decided to face her mind calmly.

I only heard her say, "Husband, I have made one thing clear today. That is, Yan Qingwan's greatest luck in this life was to meet Shen Zeye. ”

Having said this, her tone paused, and Shen Zeye frowned imperceptibly, he seemed to know her thoughts, and he also understood what she wanted to say. When he finally understood that when he came back, Shen An looked like he wanted to speak when he faced him.

"Husband, I think I've fallen in love with you, and I want to be your wife, a real wife. The person who can accompany you for the rest of your life! Yan Qingwan gritted her teeth and said this sentence openly.

In fact, she has never been an active person, plus she has no experience in love, let alone the experience of confessing to men, so her confession seems a little immature and young.

However, the point of the problem is not here, Shen Zeye looked at the shy woman in front of him with a little daunted, this is the wife he has been marrying for many days. Obviously, when he heard her say this, he didn't know why his mood became very good, but in an instant, thinking of the obstacles that stood between them, he suddenly lost his words.

Seeing that he didn't reply for a long time, Yan Qingwan didn't dare to look up at his expression, just lowered her eyes and bit her delicate lip. Time slipped away quickly between her fingers, and the man on the other side still didn't speak, Yan Qingwan suddenly panicked.

Doesn't he like her? Or was her confession a source of distress for him, because he couldn't just reject her because she had saved him?

Thinking of these possibilities, her mood suddenly sank to the bottom, and after another long silence, Yan Qingwan finally couldn't bear it, opened her mouth, and tried her best to be less sad, but as soon as she opened her mouth, she revealed her emotions.

"Husband, did I scare you? I'm sorry for the embarrassment that you didn't say that! ”

This sentence was said so softly, but the bitterness in the words was not difficult to hear, and Shen Zeye found that his heart was not comfortable when he saw such a Yan Qingwan. However, isn't this a decision made a long time ago? He had long since given up on their relationship and made a choice at the beginning.

Although he saw Yan Qingwan like this at this moment, he wanted to take her into his arms without caring for anything, telling her that he was actually willing to take care of her for the rest of his life. However, he could not do this, let alone give her no hope for the future.

Forgive me! Wan'er, I'm sorry!

He could only silently apologize to her in his heart, but he couldn't show the slightest emotion that belonged to him, stood up, pushed open the door and walked out. He only knew that at this time, he couldn't stay here, let alone face her calmly.

Looking at his back as he fled into the wilderness, Yan Qingwan smiled silently and bitterly, and finally tasted the bitterness at the corner of her mouth, and she realized that she was crying.

confessed for the first time in her life, and her sweetheart was so frightened by her that she fled in a hurry, which was a result she never expected. All along, she thought that he was different from her, at least a certain amount of affection for her.

But the facts tell her that these are all her wishful thinking, not long ago she was still lamenting Yan Zhi'er's feelings for Helian Chenxuan, and now she is not the second Yan Zhier. What a life! It's ironic.

When Ruyi came in, she saw such a scene, under the flickering candlelight, the beautiful woman smiled and cried. Such a Yan Qingwan made her feel inexplicably flustered, and she couldn't help but subconsciously call: "Miss! Miss, are you alright? ”

Just now, Hou Ye suddenly appeared in front of her and asked her to come over to see the situation of Madame, she had a bad premonition in her heart, she didn't expect that the moment she saw Yan Qingwan, her premonition would become a reality, and the young lady, who had always been calm and calm, was crying like this at this moment, which made her very uneasy.

Hearing a familiar, worried voice, Yan Qingwan suddenly came to her senses. What is she doing here? It's just that the confession was rejected, how to make it look like it's going to die or live. Putting away his tears, he wiped the corners of his moist eyes, and tried his best to smile.

For her such a move, Ruyi said with some tears and laughter: "My good miss, don't laugh, such an expression is weird!" ”

Hearing her say this, Yan Qingwan suddenly burst into tears and laughed, the days continued as always, and no one mentioned tonight's events again, such a small episode was left behind.

And then, in fact? For the parties concerned, whether it is Yan Qingwan or Shen Zeye, no one has forgotten such a memory. For her first confession of failure, although Yan Qingwan felt regretful, she still did not regret her bravery.

Shen Zeye was conflicted in his heart, and deliberately avoided the moment when he was alone with Yan Qingwan on the grounds that he was busy with official business, and both of them knew it, and no one exposed this lie.

In this way, the peaceful and uneventful days continued until news came from the palace that Shen Zeye assisted King Chen and was responsible for the emperor's fiftieth birthday. Moreover, the queen mother personally spoke, and on the night of the banquet, she asked Shen Zeye to take Yan Qingwan to attend.

Although I don't know exactly what Shen Zeye is busy with, from Uncle Shen and the others, Yan Qingwan still found some ways, such as this banquet not only to feast the courtiers of this dynasty or something, but also to welcome the guests of the other two big countries.

As the emperor's most proud and optimistic prince, King Chen Helian Chenxuan uncharacteristically did not refuse, but generously accepted the emperor's proposal and hosted this banquet. His Majesty the Emperor, who was worried that his son was too hardworking, ordered his most trusted courtier, Marquis Shen, to assist him.

I don't know why, they don't have much time to be alone these days, but when they saw Shen Zeye in the past few days, Yan Qingwan could still see from his tightly knit brows that her husband was worried about something.