Chapter 059: I Want to Say It to You
"Why are you looking at me like that? Yan Zhi'er, you keep saying that I am lucky. Do you think that after being murdered by your own sister-in-law, drinking poison, and not dying, you are lucky to witness your husband who has worshiped heaven and earth with you and your enemy on your wedding night?
Or, do you think that because you don't know how to guard against people, you are lucky to have your mother and brother fall from a noble status to a position that even your subordinates will count, and become a laughing stock in the mouth of the whole world?
Or rather, the woman who was supposed to be Princess Chen, at least the emperor's daughter-in-law. Overnight, if you want to become a concubine of a gentleman, in order to protect your relatives, you can't object to being lucky?
Yan Zhi'er, you have never thought about why you have become what you are today. If it can be explained in words, then it can only be said that people are doing it, the sky is watching, and the murderer will be brought to justice one day.
One thing, you're not wrong, the only lucky thing I was when I met the man Shen Zeye, he was really good to me. Being able to become his wife is the greatest luck in my life Yan Qingwan! โ
Yan Qingwan's righteous words made the people present stunned, and even Shen An was shocked by her last sentence. It's just that no one thought that the woman who said this sentence in the future, Yan Qingwan, who thought that she would never regret it in her life, would actually say that the most regrettable time in her life was to become Shen Zeye's wife.
In fact, Yan Qingwan knew what kind of result she would cause if she said this. They'll all know what she means! Presumably, when the man sees her in the future, he will not continue to entangle, but just silently maintain the status quo. Regardless of whether Helian Chenxuan was really interested in her, it was impossible for them.
And what she can do now is to grasp the happiness of the moment and get along with Shen Zeye well. Thinking of this, my mood suddenly became brighter, and I suddenly wanted to see the man with a cold look, and I wanted to tell him that she had actually liked him.
was stunned by what she said, Yan Zhi'er suddenly lost her words, in fact, Yan Qingwan has never done anything bad to her, if the only thing is wrong, is that she was born better than her!
But why do you think it's so ridiculous, according to her. She tried her best to get the position of Princess Chen, and in order to get the man's heart, she did not hesitate to poison her sister-in-law and give up the eldest lady's shelf. But in the end, Yan Qingwan saw her heart clearly and met a good man like Shen Zeye?
And what about her? What did she get? The man she loved the most didn't love her at all, and even hated her, and the only mother who loved her was also implicated and lost her life. So, what's the point of her life now?
Yan Qingwan saw the sloppy light in Yan Zhi'er's eyes clearly, and knew that from now on, this woman would never pose any threat to herself. Seeing her like this, she didn't want to do more, rather than simply stabbing her, it was better to let her live in regret forever, and life was better than death.
"Shen An, let's go back!" Yan Qingwan lightly opened her lips and commanded lightly.
Seeing that she had no intention of continuing to entangle with Yan Zhi'er, Shen An also breathed a sigh of relief, if Mrs. really wanted to deal with this woman, in fact, Yan Zhi'er had no way to live at all.
Yan Qingwan got into the carriage and didn't look at Yan Zhi'er again, watching the carriage leave her sight. The crowd suddenly erupted in bursts of discussion:
"No wonder she is so beautiful, it's not an exaggeration to say that it's really a beautiful country, no wonder even someone as indifferent as Marquis Shen is moved!"
"It turns out that there is still such an inside story on the night of King Chen's wedding! I really don't know that such a weak and petite person has gone through so many tribulations! โ
"It seems that those big families are not a good place, even sisters can be so calculated. Or our civilian families are more stable and peaceful, and we no longer envy those people. โ
"This is Mrs. Hou Yan Qingwan! is really a stunning beauty, and she looks really good-looking when she beats people! โ
"Actually, Mrs. Hou is really kind! At this time, not only did he not fall into the ground, but in the face of the enemy, he didn't ask for her life, but just gave her a few slaps in the face. โ
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Yan Zhi'er sat on the ground, her head down, listening to the voices of discussion in the crowd. Suddenly felt extremely sad in her heart, there was nothing left, what else could she do? wanted to die, but remembered the words that her mother left her before she died: Zhi'er, live well!
Can a person as guilty of a heinous crime as her survive well? Yan Qingwan is telling the truth, she has made it like this, it is all her retribution.
I don't know how long it took, people said they were tired, they felt bored and left one after another, and no one remembered that there was such a person in this corner.
At some point, a figure appeared in front of her, and said in a deep voice: "There is no love in life, there is nowhere to go, I want to die but I can't die." Do you want to make amends for the mistakes you have made? Would you like to come with me? โ
Finally, Yan Zhi'er stood up, nodded at him, and then disappeared into the corner with him.
When she returned to the Hou Mansion, Yan Qingwan was in a very happy mood, and when she got out of the car and saw Steward Shen, she asked, "Uncle Shen, is he back?" โ
This was the first time she had asked Shen Zeye's whereabouts like this, and Steward Shen was a little puzzled, but he still replied respectfully: "Madam, Master Hou hasn't come back yet." โ
Hearing this answer, her originally smiling face flashed a hint of gloom, but she quickly covered it up, as if she remembered something, she said softly: "Uncle Shen, when the Hou Ye comes back, let him go to me, I have something to find him." โ
Seeing that her figure had already walked away, Steward Shen asked a little confusedly, "Xiao An, what's wrong with her, madam?" โ
Standing not far away, Shen An, who had just set up the carriage, said with a heavy face: "Uncle Shen, madam, she is on the street today, and she has shown her heart to Master Hou." I think that Madame wants to wait until the Hou Ye comes back and explain her mind to him in person. โ
Hearing this, Steward Shen's face also became unpleasant, obviously as the master of the Hou Mansion, the male host and the female hostess get along harmoniously and have mutual interest, which is a happy event worth hapting. But they couldn't be happy, and in this way, they didn't know if things would change.
Ay! Master Hou, since ancient times, heroes have been sad to pass the beauty pass, especially a good woman like Madame, what choice will he make? In fact, the people in the Hou Mansion like Mrs. Yan Qingwan very much, but many things are not as simple as they can be seen with the naked eye.