Chapter 227: Can't Go Back to the Past

"Xi'er. How are you feeling? Do you feel anything uncomfortable in your body?" Mu Jiechen smiled and listened to Liu Fengxi. but he did not set his heart on himself. Instead, he cared about whether Liu Fengxi was unwell in her body.

Suddenly. Liu Fengxi's heart swelled with all kinds of flavors. Sour and astringent. It's all about this time. But he ...... Liu Fengxi's peerless jasper eyes flashed with pain. Which one is he playing?

"I'm fine." Liu Fengxi said softly: "Your high fever has not gone away. Lie down and get a good rest. I went out first. Call me if there's something." As he spoke, he pressed Mu Jiechen back to the bed. Tuck the quilt for him. Turn around and go.

"Xi'er......" Mu Jiechen grabbed Liu Fengxi's withdrawn hand. You don't go. Okay?" How could he let her go. He didn't dare to guarantee it. Liu Fengxi walked out from here today. Will it come back?

Liu Fengxi's hand was grabbed by Mu Juechen. Slightly hard trying to pull back. But he was grabbed more tightly by Mu Juechen. She couldn't help frowning. A shallow and waveless voice said, "Don't worry. Before your body heals. I'm not going to leave you."

I knew it was so. Why bother in the first place.

Mu Juechen's eyes moved slightly. But he still hasn't let go. If that's the only way to stay with you. Then I'd rather this wound never healed. Of course. He didn't really say that." Xi'er. I can't sleep. You're here for a while. Talk to me. How."

Liu Fengxi's face changed a few times. In the end, it turned into peace." Okay." She spoke in a very soft tone. It is impossible to distinguish the emotions in her words.

"Xi'er. You don't want to use the Phantom One Divine Skill again. All right. No matter what happens. I'll be there for you. Protect you. Won't let you get hurt in any way." After Liu Fengxi sat down. Mu Jiechen still didn't let go of her hand. Hold her hand. Ai Ai said earnestly.

The damage to the body is too great. He really didn't want to...... I don't want to ...... I saw Liu Fengxi using the Phantom One Divine Skill again.

Liu Fengxi pursed her lips tightly and did not immediately answer Mu Jiechen's words. Hearts ach fiercely together. It's been a long time. Just when Mu Jiechen thought she wouldn't answer. She suddenly laughed. The smile is full of sarcasm. It's more bitter. Sad." Do you think we have a future. Don't you think it's ridiculous that you're talking to me about the future right now?" She's laughing though. Every word that comes out of your mouth. Every word is so sharp. Cruel.

Why now. He didn't realize the mistakes he had made. Still thinking about the future...... Thinking about the impossible. Did he think. When the hurt has passed, what should be done has not happened?

Some hurt. Once it has been done. It's just that you can't erase it. It's like a broken mirror can't be reunited. It's like a mutilated painting torn apart by his own hands. Even if it's put together again. It still doesn't change the fact that it was torn apart. Piecing together does not form a complete painting.

The obsidian's dark jade pupils suddenly contracted. There was an incredible pain in his eyes. He held Liu Fengxi's hand and couldn't help but tighten. As if this would keep her by his side forever. Mu Jiechen's lips trembled. A heart-rending pain wells up in my heart. Her voice trembled: "Xi'er. Please don't deliberately stab me with these callous words. Xi'er. DID YOU KNOW. Whenever I hear you say something like that. What a cruelty it is to me."

“……”

"Xi'er. You can hate me. You can be mad at me. But. Please don't say any more of these things in the future. Luckily. I did it wrong. I also know it's wrong. I'm willing to make up for it with the rest of my life. I don't expect you to forgive me. I just wish you could give me another chance. Give yourself a chance too. Xi'er. You still have me in your heart. Why do you still say these cruel words again and again...... Don't. Won't you be sad and your heart won't hurt."

"...... "How can I not be heartbroken. Mu Juechen. DID YOU KNOW. Whenever something like that is said. My heart is like a knife.

But. What can I do.

"Xi'er. I used to be an irreparable mistake. Right now. I've recognized my mistakes. Are you really unwilling to give me a chance to make amends. I know I've hurt you. But. I've never used you as a stand-in. I admit it. I was nice to you at first. Indeed, there is a desire to take advantage of it. It's also because of your similar temperament to her. The longer we are in contact. I'm really slowly falling in love with you. Even if you weren't ...... ten years ago."

Mu Juechen paused for a moment. Smiled. "It must have been eleven years ago. Even if you're not the little girl you were back then. I like you just as much. Xi'er. I think I was already in love with you at that time. When you say I want to figure it out and come back to you. I'm ...... Don't dare to admit your heart. That's why I didn't come looking for you. will cause the ...... later"

"Say no more." Liu Fengxi's heart clenched. Cut off his words coldly." Why bother to talk about the past?" She didn't want to look back. I don't want to re-experience the bone-eating heart-rending pain again.

"Xi'er ......"

Liu Fengxi sneered: "Mu Juechen. Is it to this day. Don't you understand. It's impossible for either of us to go back in time. There's no going back. There's no going back. Why don't you understand. The relationship between the two of us. My love for you. They were all buried in the fire of Qingheju. Maybe earlier. The moment our children left me. My heart is dead. Our love. It's already dead."

Mu Juechen's heart tightened inch by inch with Liu Fengxi's words. Every word of Liu Fengxi. It was like a sharp knife slashing through his heart. The pain froze his blood. The pain was so painful that he almost suffocated.

"Mu Juechen. Wake up. Don't say those impossible words in the future. We can never go back to the past. Have you ever seen a broken mirror reunite? I've been hinting at you constantly. But. But you won't look with your heart; Instead, they blindly doubted me. Take advantage of me. Even ......"

Liu Fengxi smiled self-deprecatingly. "Perhaps. in your heart. I've been planning how to get rid of this big problem in my heart. From the beginning. You didn't have any affection for me. All the time. All only utilized. Originally. I'm thinking about it too. As long as I don't care. Don't care. Someday. My tenderness can awaken your true feelings. I never had the luxury of expecting to change you. It's just that. I never thought of it. My heart and soul are all about it. In exchange for not your true feelings. But it's your cruelty."

Her heart and soul are all about it. In exchange for nothing more than a love affair.