Chapter 228: Cutting Love Against Your Heart
Mu Juechen's heart was cold inch by inch. His obsidian ink eyes flashed in surprise. Unbelievable. Alarmed. Terrified. Fear of losing ...... and other emotions. The look on his face was ever-changing. The heart has also gone through all kinds of torments. Eventually, his face finally calmed down. And his heart is not as calm as he appears to be. In fact. How could he possibly be calm.
"Xi'er. You ......" Mu Jiechen struggled to explain what he wanted to revoke.
Liu Fengxi suddenly smiled. Intercept his words. "You must be curious how I know. Right. Since you dare to do it. And why worry that I'll know? You have to know. in this world. Paper. After all, it can't contain the fire. Since you had that idea in the first place. You should know that there will be this day. Merely. This day is just coming early. You should have thought about it too. If I knew. What will be the consequences? Have we been together for so long. You really don't even know anything about my temperament?"
Liu Fengxi paused. The corners of his mouth hooked up a mocking smile. Slightly forcefully pulled his hand out of Mu Jiechen's hand. looked at him and smiled: "I, Liu Fengxi, may be able to forgive you for using me. But they will never tolerate deception on me. If I don't know; I can continue to play dumb. Deceive oneself as well as others. If I already knew. Then I will never allow myself to stay in a moment ready to kill me any longer. Get rid of my people."
She's laughing. The smile was only on the surface. Eyes are as bright as water. It's cold as ice. The coldness was like countless ice thorns piercing the heart of Mu Jiechen. Piercing the bloodless mouth in Mu Juechen's heart. The pain was so bloody that it was dripping with pain.
"Xi'er." A look of horror and pain crossed his eyes. His voice trembled and he shouted, "I love you. I'm not going to let go."
Just think that she might leave him just like that. Throw yourself into the arms of other men. Mu Jiechen's heart throbbed uncontrollably. It was as if there were thousands of poisonous snakes gnawing at his heart. It hurt so much that he almost suffocated.
"Love." Liu Fengxi sneered. Look at him mockingly." Do you think you're still qualified to say that to me. Mu Juechen. Don't overestimate your place in my heart too much. The reason why I saved you. It's not because I'm still in love with you. I just don't want to see you so proud become so downcast. Rescue you on the Phoenix Stage. I said before. Your life is mine. No one in this world can touch you but me. Hurt you. You don't want to be sentimental. Thought I cared about you."
Mu Jiechen looked at the thin frost on her face. The coldness of the eyes. It's like being poured a big bucket of ice water on your head. Cool from head to toe. The heart is cold inch by inch. Freeze every inch again. And then. A heart-rending stabbing pain slowly spreads from the heart to every cell in the body.
"Xi'er. I didn't think about it...... It really hurts you." This sentence. When he said it, even Mu Jiechen himself was a little weak-hearted. He was sure he didn't have that thought right now. But he wasn't sure it was before. Before knowing that Liu Fengxi was the person he had been looking for for ten years, he didn't have such a thought.
He didn't dare to say. Until then. He really didn't take advantage of her. I didn't deceive her. Didn't think about it...... There was no plot to get rid of her.
Mu Jiechen didn't dare to say. He knows. Even if he says it. Liu Fengxi won't believe it either.
"......" Liu Fengxi pursed her lips but smiled silently. That laughs. I was terrified to see it.
"Xi'er. I know. I know you won't believe me......"
Liu Fengxi sneered: "Since you all know. So why say it. This is not an overkill. Yes. Mu Juechen. I won't believe what you say anymore. Once. I'm stupid. I shouldn't have kidned myself. I thought as long as I really liked you. Good for you. You'll see my seriousness someday. My pay. You'll be like me someday. But. I was wrong. I'm overestimating myself. You don't. You have your ambitions. You have your responsibilities. I don't blame you. Think I'm stupid. Right now. I see it clearly. I've figured it out too. So. Let's be strangers."
"Nope." Mu Jiechen shouted heartbreakingly. He suddenly didn't know where he got the strength. Sit up from the bed. The long arm hooks hard. Pull Liu Fengxi into his arms. Tighten your arms. Hold her tightly in your arms." I'm not going to let go. I'm not going to let go."
"Don't you think. Rest and let go." Mu Jiechen muttered in a low voice. Xi'er. I don't want to be a stranger to you. You are my wife. Forever my wife. I used to hurt you. Now I'll make it up. Make up for the mistakes I've made. You can punish me however you want. But please don't say anything like that again."
Stranger. Just think about it. And his heart ached beyond measure. They used to be so close. How can you just become a stranger?
Mu Juechen is not reconciled. Nor do I want to. He finally found the girl he had been looking for for ten years. Now it's right in front of him. in his arms. How could he give up.
"Mu Juechen. Why still don't you wake up? I don't want to see the reality clearly." Liu Fengxi gently pushed him away. Stand up. Look at him condescendingly. Compassion said: "Between us has ended in the past. Why bother with it and not let go? Why are you so troubled?"
Mu Jiechen shook his head. His obsidian eyes were full of pain." No. It won't end. Nothing will end. As long as I'm alive for a day. It won't end between us. Xi'er. Come to an end. That's just wishful thinking on your part. I disagree. I would never agree with that."
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"Xi'er. To the end. Unless I die." Otherwise. He will never let go.
Liu Fengxi's heart ached. But there is no wave on his face." What if you don't agree. Mu Juechen. Why do you deceive yourself any more? Don't. You think you've hurt me and you're not going to let go. If you don't agree, you can write it off. When nothing happens."
Liu Fengxi's tone was sarcastic. She smiled faintly. Said lightly: "Until now, you still don't realize your own fault. Can't see the reality clearly. Our children are gone. The only connection between me and you is broken. Do you think we're still possible. Mu Juechen. Wake up. You still have so much to do. You have your great ideals. You go and fulfill your long-cherished wish. Don't stubbornly hold on to this impossible relationship. I. I just want to be an idler. I don't want to have anything to do with you."
These words. Liu Fengxi said casually. But her heart is not as drunk as she seems. Heart. Crying. In dripping blood. Let go. What a dashing two words. It's so hard to actually do it.
"Our feelings, can you really say let go and let go." Mu Jiechen's heart ached. I feel that even my breathing hurts. Even speaking involves the pain of tearing every nerve in the body." You are so ruthless. Cold. Such cruelty to me. But. Xi'er. Even if you are so cruel to me. I can't do it without loving you. I don't do as chic as you. Say let go and let go."
Mu Jiechen smiled self-deprecatingly. Hide the bitterness and pain in your heart." Maybe. That's what I brought on myself. You think I'm doing it myself. I will pay for the bitter fruit I have sown. Indeed, I deserve it. Xi'er. Even if you don't forgive me. I'm not going to let go either. Let me be stubborn." The smile on his lips was desolate. Lonely.
Liu Fengxi looked distressed. I feel very uncomfortable. She turned away sadly. With his back to Mu Juechen. Said: "You still haven't gone back from burning. Rest well. Stop thinking nonsense." Say it. Don't wait for Mu Jiechen to answer. Stride away.
Mu Jiechen looked at the thin back of her departure. The pain in my heart. and it went deeper and deeper. It's getting stronger.