"Ziyu, you are not young anymore, can you, stop acting recklessly like a child." Murong looked down at me, and the tone of his tone seemed to make me feel that I was just his unfashionable child.

"If you act recklessly, I will act recklessly, what's the matter, you can still kill me, no." I don't know why, in the face of Murong, I suddenly couldn't restrain my inner emotions.

Perhaps, it's because of the memories of the past?

I can't forgive Murong for the wavering feelings between me and Mu Xinjun.

If he could keep the promise he made at the beginning, then nothing would have happened now.

Perhaps, I will marry Murong and have children, and Mu Xinxian will be able to meet the right person in her best years?

"Ziyu, you-" Murong choked for a moment, and suddenly, he seemed to remember something, and smiled indifferently: "Don't be angry, if you want to stay, just stay, I will depend on you for as long as you need to live." ”

"It's just that you won't marry me, will you?" I didn't look around, and all of a sudden, I realized that I didn't want to see Murong again.

Murong, he is kind, but for emotions, he has always been ignorant like a child, and he doesn't understand, what is what he really wants?

So, in the end, hurt others and hurt yourself?

And I, it seems, is not much better than him, I know very clearly what I want, but I don't want to face it calmly, always deceiving myself.

In the end, he also ended up hurting others and hurting himself-

"Ziyu, I said, it's not that I don't love you, it's just that our identity is destined for us to be inseparable."

"Murong, don't you have to say it?" I hung my head slightly, my tone was light, but there was an unconcealable tiredness and said, "I'm tired, you all go out, right?" ”

"Okay." Dongfang Yu and Murong answered in unison, Murong's eyes drooped slightly, and Dongfang Yu got up and looked at me with a smile and said, "It's okay for us to go out, but before we go to bed, we have to eat something?" ”

Without waiting for my opinion to come out, he turned around leisurely, waved his hand and said, "Su Xin, come in." ”

"The slave has seen Your Majesty, Niangniang, His Royal Highness." Su Xin held the tray in his hand and said lightly sideways.

"No need to be polite." Dongfang Yu smiled slightly, and after leaving a word to take care of me, he walked out with Murong.

"Niangniang, are you scared to death?" Su Xin placed the tray on the table, holding the porcelain bowl in her hand, and walked towards me cautiously with tears in her eyes.

"Fool, I'm fine." I shook my head weakly, tugging at the corners of my lips, trying to keep a faint smile on my face, "So, you don't have to worry." ”

"Hmm." Su Xin nodded with a slight trill, and said, "Niangniang, don't say it, you better eat something first and maintain your physical strength." ”

Su Xin said as she reached out and fed me the lean porridge in the bowl spoonful by spoonful.

"Su Xin, did Yun Ce say when he would marry you." For Su Xin, what I care about most is her life's events.

Although, I know, they are in love, but I am afraid that because of my departure, Dongfang Yu can't help but anger the two of them.

"Mother." Su Xinjiao snorted, and the right hand that fed me porridge didn't feel suffocated, and the delicate face was instantly like a ripe fruit, ruddy and shiny.

"What's wrong?" I had a strange voice in my heart, so I couldn't help but blurt out the doubts in my heart.

Su Xin looked at me, and said in a somewhat hesitant tone: "Niangniang, in fact, on the second day after you left the Eastern Qin Kingdom, Your Majesty, let Yun Ce marry me." ”

"What?" My eyes widened, obviously in disbelief, "Su Xin, I didn't expect that you thought it was Mrs. Yun now." ”

"Hmm." Su Xin blushed slightly, put the porcelain bowl in his hand back into the tray, turned around, walked in front of me again, sat back at the head of the bed and said: "Niangniang, in fact, Su Xin's henchman, now, there is the crystallization of me and Yun Ce." ”

"Crystal, baby." I couldn't hide my excitement for a while: "Su Xin, I'm sorry, I didn't see your wedding, and now that I am pregnant with Liujia, I even blessed it so late." ”

"Niangniang, with your blessing, Su Xin and Yun Ce are already fortunate to have three lives, how can they have other extravagant desires."

The days of recuperation in Shizifu's injuries passed quickly, and there was more than half a month in an instant, and during this time, Dongfang Yu and Su Xinyunce seemed to have discussed it, and they never mentioned leaving.

And I, I can't help but silently worry about Dongfang Yu, as His Majesty of Dongqin, the country cannot be without a monarch for a day, he is like this, he is not in the palace for a month or two, dealing with state affairs, will it affect the foundation of the country.

Or, let those who have the heart of not ghosts have an opportunity to take advantage of it.

To this day, the wound on my chest is actually already healed, sitting in the courtyard of the prince's mansion, I look at the asters around me, but in my heart, it is a taste of all kinds.

Unexpectedly, time flies, and now, it is another autumn.

Staring at the aster in front of me stupidly, I suddenly remembered Mu Xinxin.

I remember that the day I stabbed the dagger into my chest was the day when Murong married her, it stands to reason that they were already married, and Mu Xinxian should be the mistress of this prince's mansion.

But, why, I never saw her during this time.

"What are you thinking?" Dongfang Yu suddenly came behind me and said in a gentle and warm tone.

I shook my head slightly, and said with a low chuckle: "It's nothing, I just think that time passes too fast, you and Su Xinyun ce them, it's time to go back to Eastern Qin?" ”

"I knew that in your heart, I am afraid that you are looking forward to my departure every day." Dongfang Yu's words, although he said a little complaining, but there was not the slightest sadness in his eyes.

I think that after such a long time, he should gradually become indifferent.

"Dongfang, you are the Majesty of Eastern Qin, the country cannot be without a monarch for a day, not to mention, you can watch your efforts step by step, in an instant, come to naught.

Also, you worked so hard to let the people of Eastern Qin live a prosperous life, can you watch them decline again in the turbulent era now?

There is also Tuoba Xiu, he is ambitious, will he be willing to be the king of their Beirong country? ”

"Xiaoyu, I didn't expect it, my heart, you can understand, even today's state affairs, you have seen it so transparently, Xiaoyu, do you know, the more you are like this, the more I can't let go calmly."

Dongfang Yu's gaze gradually became mournful, but soon, it was so fast that I didn't have time to answer his words, so he continued: "However, when the interruption continues, it will be chaotic, so you can rest assured, even if I am reluctant in my heart, I will not let myself be burdened by you." ”

Dongfang Yu looked at me, suddenly flickered, and the words that were about to blurt out didn't slow down.

"Actually, when I see you today, I will say goodbye to you, tomorrow morning, I will leave for Dongqin, after you, remember to take care of yourself, no matter what happens in the future, you must not do such things that damage your body again."

"Well, no, never." I nodded firmly.

In my heart, I said silently: Little brother, this farewell, I'm afraid it will be difficult to see you again, and you must cherish it.

One day, soon, after Dongfang Yu left the Western Chu Kingdom,

My heart became more and more melancholy, and suddenly, I realized that I began to miss him.

I'm even starting to regret my decision?

Today's Dongqin is still stormy, but I chose to leave him at this time, am I wrong?

On the third day after Dongfang Yu left, in the whispers of the two little maids, I heard about Mu Xinxin.

It turned out that on that day, after I fell into a coma, Murong carried me back to the Shizi Mansion, and Mu Xinxian ordered the palanquin man who carried the sedan chair to continue to move forward, even if it was a person's wedding, she would stay in the Shizi Mansion and become Murong Chen's wife.

On that day, Mu Xinxian was alone and went through all the procedures of the wedding, and afterwards, Murong arranged for her to live in Jinhua Xuan, but she was not allowed to step into the Yinyue Pavilion where I lived.

Because of this, during my time in the Shizi Mansion, I have never seen Mu Xinxin.

Thinking of this, I suddenly wanted to meet Mu Xinxian and sincerely say a blessing to her.

Although, my death was due to her deliberate premeditation.

However, time has passed, and I don't care so much about it, and she doesn't mix any impurities with Murong's feelings.

If, one day, Murong can let go of the feelings that he can't tell me clearly, maybe they will be happy together.

After all, no matter what, for Mu Xinxin, Murong used to love him.

After retiring all the maids on my side, I walked towards Jinhuaxuan alone with a lot of thoughts.

It's just that I didn't expect that this trip let me know the truth about Murong giving up on me and marrying Mu Xinxin.

It turned out that Mu Xinsuo was me, and I was not Mu Xuanzi's daughter, I was the child born to Emperor Chu and a woman from a Qinglou, I am Murong, my half-sister.

After knowing the truth, I didn't alarm Murong and Mu Xinxin in the conversation, and after leaving silently, I went back to the Yinyue Pavilion where I was temporarily staying.

In Jinhua Xuan, when Han Ziyu left from the door, Mu Xinxian whispered thanks to Murong Chen: "This time, thank you for your cooperation." ”

"For you, I will not hesitate to go to the soup and fire, not to mention, it is just a little disguise, and I will accompany you to act." As he spoke, the man reached out and removed the human skin and mask from his face.

Under the mask, it was a handsome face as warm as jade, unusually beautiful, and the slight curvature of the corners of his lips was like a bright sun.

"Right String, no matter what, I sincerely thank you." Mu Xinxian smiled and said.

Right Xian waved his hand, and his tone was quite worried: "Ah Xian, it's just that if we tell her the truth so indirectly, can we really force her to leave the Shizi Mansion willingly?" ”

"Yes, definitely." Mu Xinxian outlined the corners of his lips, and in the depths of his eyes, there was a confident light that could not be concealed.

After I returned to the Yinyue Pavilion, the emotions that I had been thinking about became more and more unclear.

I didn't expect that I would be Murong's half-sister.

And once, Mu Xuanzi, who I had called me for so many years, and Murong Qi turned out to be just my adoptive father and adopted daughter.

And my high-ranking uncle turned out to be my biological father, so who is my biological mother, and where is the Qinglou woman in their mouths now.

It's death, or maybe it's death.