"Murong, Murong-" My lips kept revealing his name, and my footsteps couldn't help but cross the crowd and face Murong's welcoming procession.

When I was stopped by the guards around me, I shouted at Murong at the front of the greeting team without any image, "Murong, didn't you say that you would break your marriage contract with Mu Xinxian?" Murong, didn't you say that you would marry me? Why? Why? Tell me, why? ”

More often than not, it's a joke, when I thought Murong was having a hard time.

Murong waved his hand to the guard who stopped me with an indifferent expression, looked at me with an indifferent face and said, "Ziyu, since you are married, why bother to come to me, not to mention, you are now the queen of Eastern Qin, is it possible, you still want His Royal Highness to go to war with the Eastern Qin who is good friends for you."

Or do you want His Highness to give up Dongfang Yu, a good brother and ally, for your sake. ”

"Murong, don't you do this, I know, you have a hard time, right?" I craned my neck and looked at the horse's back with hopeful eyes, like Murong on top of me.

"There is no bitterness." Murong's gaze, as his words fell, he couldn't help but glance at the sedan chair, and instead, he said in an extraordinarily gentle tone: "There is no hardship, only missing, this time I returned to Xichu, I realized what kind of beauty I have missed over the years for an unworthy person." ”

Murong looked at the tears in the corners of my eyes, not only was he indifferent, but on the contrary, his painting style changed, and he said more sharply: "However, fortunately, now that I have woken up, and Ah Xian is also willing to give me the opportunity to atone for my sins, think about it, how lucky I am." ”

Ah Xian, what an intimate title?

"Shut up." Listening to Murong, saying this, such a ruthless word, but without any pressure in his state of mind, I couldn't help but roar hysterically, "Murong, I believe everything you say, but since today is your wedding, as your old love, of course I have to prepare a gift for you." ”

I don't believe it, I don't believe in this ridiculous truth, so, in front of Murong, I chose to force me to die, if there is really no longer me in Murong's eyes, then I will die in front of him.

Anyway, now I, except for him, has long been nothing, everything I have has been cut off by my own hands, then, just like this, the end, perhaps, in the most beautiful years, I can still leave him with some thoughts.

I also left it to myself, some extravagant hopes and hopes.

"Poof, poof." The moment I was pierced through the abdomen with a dagger, I got my wish, and in Murong Chen's eyes, I saw anxiety, panic, and fear.

"Subfish." Murong exclaimed, just like me before, jumped off the horse without any image, and at the moment of fainting, I thought like this: It turns out that love always likes to hurt each other.

Murong, I know that you have me in your heart from beginning to end, so no matter what you do, I won't blame you.

It's just that you won't have me by your side on the long road ahead.

Mu Xinxin, she is very good, or perhaps, she is your best choice.

And Mu Xinsuo and I, we are just passers-by in your life, for a short time and with residual warmth, that's all.

This time I fell into an endless dream, in which I saw many, many, familiar and strange faces.

Memories are pouring into my mind, it turns out that I am Mu Xinsuo, it turns out that I have fallen in love with Dongfang Yu and my husband many years ago.

It's just that I don't want to admit it, just like now, I still choose to escape.

I don't know how long I drifted in the vast clouds.

There were countless familiar voices echoing in my ears, and they seemed to be all around me, calling out to me in pain and heartbreak.

The moment I woke up from the dream and opened my eyes, Dongfang Yu's haggard face met my eyes.

Suddenly, it was as if I was still in a dream.

I love Dongfang Yu, but I feel more guilty about him than I love him, and I can't be indifferent to him.

"Why are you here, do you want to come and see my jokes?" My heart was very excited, but the moment I opened my eyes, the words that came out of my mouth were so cold and ruthless.

Compared with what Murong said to me before, I am afraid that what I said to Dongfang Yu now is even more than that.

Only, I don't have a choice.

"Look at the joke." Dongfang Yu frowned, and his happy eyes dimmed instantly, "It turns out that I am so unbearable in your eyes." ”

"Isn't that wrong?" I leaned against the head of the bed and sat up, my eyes deep in the depths of a mockery.

"I understand, Murong Chen treats you like that, he has his last resort, then, you, why do you treat me like this?"

Dongfang Yu's dim eyes, as he spoke, gradually became brighter, and his gloomy mood seemed to have changed very well in an instant, "Xiaoyu, or do you find that you have me in your heart, but you don't want to betray it, your love for Murong Chen, instead, to escape from me, right?" ”

I don't want to betray Murong and run away from you, why, in your eyes, I am like a transparent object, inside and out, and I don't see the slightest obscurity through it.

"I didn't expect that no matter what situation you are in, you will always be like this, confident and arrogant, of course, I can't change your thoughts."

I paused slightly, and continued: "However, one thing I can tell you clearly is that I have never loved you, and as for marrying you and compromising you, it is only because the lives of the people I care about are in your hands.

If, among them, there is anything that makes you misunderstood, I can only say sorry, so, even so, I still hope that you can keep your promise, and from now on, you will return my freedom, and we, from now on, will be like strangers, and will not interfere with each other. ”

"Yes, I promised you, but now you have made such a mess of yourself, how can you let me rest assured." Listening to Dongfang Yu's weak words, my cold and mocking gaze suddenly stiffened there, and I didn't know what to do.

"So, my requirements are not high, I just hope that after you heal your injuries, I will go back, okay?" Dongfang Yu has always been a domineering character, but now, but when he said such a compromised word, my deliberately disguised heart suddenly collapsed to the edge of the line.

"I, I—" I was for a long time, and I suddenly didn't know what to say.

Yes, looking back, even if I was destined to separate, I shouldn't have said goodbye in this way.

"Why, I was moved, I regretted it." Dongfang Yu's slightly soft smile hung on the corner of his lips, and between the eyebrows of the handsome man, there was a warmth that seemed to be absent.

"Dongfang Yu, I'm sorry, just now, my words were unintentional, don't take it to heart, I think, even if we can't be husband and wife, we can still be friends forever, right?" My tone softened.

"The wound, does it still hurt?" Dongfang Yu suddenly reached out and touched my forehead, I was slightly stunned, shook my head slightly, and said, "It doesn't hurt." ”

"Yes, you don't hurt anymore, but I do." Dongfang Yu looked at me with a slightly complaining look.

"Uh." I was stunned again, and then I was a little puzzled: "Why? ”

"I gave you a dagger to defend yourself." Dongfang Yu sighed slightly, and then continued: "However, you used it to end your life, you are like this, let me, how can I be embarrassed." ”

"Dagger." After I muttered to myself, I was a little embarrassed: "Actually, I didn't think about committing suicide, I just, I just wanted to scare Murong, and then, let him turn around?" ”

"Frightened, Xiaoyu, do you know that this dagger I gave you is as sharp as clay, it was forged by a swordsmith a hundred years ago, and this is the only one in the four countries, killing inch by inch."

Seeing me, with a casual expression, Dongfang Yu's tone became more and more aggressive.

"Didn't I wake up, so this dagger is also exaggerated?" My tone became more and more gentle, and when I saw Dongfang Yu angry and frowning because of me, I always unconsciously wanted to reach out and wipe away the sorrow between his eyebrows.

"It's an exaggeration." Dongfang Yu glared at me, and said with some hatred: "Do you know, how long have you been asleep?" ”

"I feel like I've had a dream." In the face of Dongfang Yu's accusations, my words became smaller and smaller the more I spoke.

Because, when I said this, I felt that I was deceiving myself.

"Xiaoyu, this dream of yours is really long, a whole month." Dongfang Yu sighed lowly, but I was a little surprised, a month, so long?

Just when I felt incredible, Dongfang Yu continued: "It's just, I don't know, have you ever appeared in your dream this month, even if it's only a quarter of an hour?" ”

A quarter of an hour, not a quarter of an hour, but I can't tell you anything, little brother.

Just as I was thinking about how to divert Dongfang Yu's attention, Murong's figure walked into the room hesitantly, and the moment I raised my eyes, I only felt that Murong was a lot haggard all of a sudden.

"Ziyu, are you awake?" The first words Murong opened his mouth were neither tepid nor hot, but the anxiety and haggard in his eyes were something he couldn't hide no matter how much he tried to hide it.

"If I die, Qi will not leave you alone, alone in this world, how can I be willing to do so." I opened my lips and smiled slightly, half jokingly, half serious.

"Ziyu, there are some truths that I can't say, but my heart for you has never changed, it's just that between us, we are destined to have no part." Murong also walked in front of me, I raised my eyes and looked up at him, for a while, speechless.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Murong was silent for a while, and then said in a slightly tired tone, "Go back with Xiaoyu?" ”

"Go back." I smiled coldly, "Why? ”