Chapter 373: Chase Him Away

Qin Han didn't respond to my words, he just walked towards me suddenly, and without waiting for me to react, he reached out and grabbed my waist and pressed me tightly into his arms.

I just raised my head, and the slight cool breath on Qin Han's lips hit me, soft and aggressive, he seemed to be like a hunting wolf, and I was just his prey.

Qin Han's strength was extremely domineering, which made me unable to break free at all, and I could only be guided by him and indulge in it. But this kiss,! But it was not as sweet as I imagined, more bitter and helpless.

The kisses in the past were all with love, because I liked Qin Han, and Qin Han was like-minded with me, but now I feel that he seems to be punishing me and himself.

So I hurriedly stretched out my hand to push Qin Han away, but the disparity in strength between the two of us was so great that I was not allowed to do so at all.

On the contrary, after my struggle was felt by Qin Han, he tightened his arms around my waist more and more, and even stretched out his other hand to support the back of my head, in case I really ran away.

At this moment, I only felt dizzy, and I only felt as if all the strength I had had to drain was about to be drained. I couldn't believe how Qin Han could be so rude to me, but the fact was happening right in front of my eyes, and I really felt it.

So unconsciously, the tears of grievance mixed with hatred slowly left down my cheeks, and it soaked my lips, leaving a bitter salty taste.

No matter how hard I struggled, Qin Han was still unwilling to stop, he was like a wild beast hunting wildly, just trying to devour me all at this moment.

But when he felt that I seemed to be crying, I could clearly feel his body stiffen slightly, so he slowly stopped, looked up at me, looked into my gaze, and saw my face full of tears.

When he saw me crying with tears all over his face, Qin Han finally seemed a little flustered, he hurriedly stretched out his hand to wipe the tears off my face, but his movements were extremely clumsy, as if he was afraid that he would hurt me.

But even so, I can still clearly feel that he is much gentler than before, and even took the initiative to coax me.

"What's the matter, why did you cry suddenly, don't you cry, okay? Didn't I hurt you, I apologize to you, I'm sorry...... I'm really sorry ......."

Obviously he is more than a head taller than me, but now Qin Han is at a loss in front of me, like a little child, all he can do is apologize to me repeatedly and endlessly, trying to get forgiveness from me.

However, the more I looked at Qin Han like this, I didn't understand why my tears couldn't stop.

They fell from their eyes one by one, and Qin Han became even more flustered, with deep self-reproach in his eyes.

He knew that if he hadn't forced me just now, I might not have cried as sadly as I did now.

But what to do about it? He really hurt me too much, even if I really wanted to stop like Qin Han said, stop crying, and stop showing him such a vulnerable side, but tears couldn't understand my call at all.

As the tears fell again and again, Qin Han wiped me away again and again, and his movements were gentle, for fear of hurting me. But the more he did that, the more I felt comforted, for I didn't know which one he really was.

He can cherish me so much now, and his attitude towards me can be so gentle, that he is afraid that he will hurt me, so he never dares to push too hard; But why was he so rude just now, not caring about my feelings at all, and only knowing that he was plundering from me?

These things have just happened, so I remember it very clearly, and I think it is impossible for me to forget it for the time being, Qin Han is afraid that it will be difficult for me to let go of what I did.

So no matter how gently Qin Han wiped the tears from my face, I still kept trying to dodge, but I couldn't compete with him, so in the end I could only take two steps back, and because of the lesson just now, this time Qin Han didn't dare to react too drastically.

Because Qin Han really scared me just now, I had to open my mouth to speak to him warningly, "Qin Han, let me tell you, you'd better just stand where you are and don't move, don't get close to me again, if you get close to me again, I promise that I will definitely call the police!" ”

"Why did you do that to me just now, do you think we can go back to the way we used to be? It's simply impossible, and you don't want to do this kind of thing that makes me embarrassed anymore, okay, even if I beg you! ”

I spoke hoarsely at Qin Han, and he did not take another step forward, just stood in place, looking at me with a gaze full of sadness and helplessness.

Judging from Qin Han's expression today, he is probably in great pain now, but I don't know if this pain comes from sincerity or remorse after being exposed by me, and I don't dare to confirm it.

"Why can't you listen to me? Since the two of us are already like this, shouldn't it be our best outcome to get together and disperse? Is it any good for you and me to be entangled like this? ”

"What happened before is certainly the past, but it doesn't mean that it has never happened, everything your Qin family has done to the Chen family is indelible. Now that I know about the past, I will ask for it back no matter what. ”

"No matter what you say, I don't believe that what you're doing to me now has nothing to do with what it used to be. Maybe you just don't want to admit it, but the moment you propose that you want to find the truth about my father for me, you should understand that you can't let go at all. ”

"So we both don't continue to make a fool of ourselves, okay? What good does this have for us? I beg you, get out of here, I don't want to see you again, you and I will never be the same from now on! ”

Although I kept crying, I still tried my best to explain to Qin Han what kind of thoughts I had about these things in my heart, and I didn't want him to continue to think that I might change my mind.

If Qin Han told me these things, I think there may be a slight turnaround, and maybe I will change my views and attitudes.

However, this matter was told to me by Qin Han's father, his words were convincing and he had no intention of repenting, how could I really swallow this breath?

However, it is a pity that even though Qin Han knew the truth of the matter as early as the beginning, he still never told me what the truth was, which led to my later learning that it was also from the mouth of someone else, from the mouth of a person who did not repent and had no remorse.

Now the situation is a little better, I haven't forgotten how angry and unwilling I felt in my heart when I heard Qin Han's father tell me all this yesterday in the Qin family's mansion.

If I really ignore this matter and treat it as if it never happened, then this is not only irresponsible to myself at all, but to my father and the entire Chen family.

So no matter what, it's impossible to forget this matter, everything that people have lost, I have to get it back, this is what the Qin family owes us, and they should pay it back.

However, when I said all this to Qin Han, the sadness on his face didn't seem to care about all this, he just looked at me and asked me calmly and pleadingly.

"Chen Ci, do you really think so in your heart? You really want me to get out of here, you and I should both understand that if I leave here today, then I won't come back, do you really want to do this? ”

Qin Han's tone was calm, as if he was telling something that had nothing to do with him at all, but he and I both understood that this was the current situation we were facing now.

His words gave me a fatal blow to my heart, which made me can't help but take a deep breath to temporarily relieve my heartache, and I even turned my head away from looking at Qin Han's gaze, maybe only in this way can I temporarily harden my heart.

"You see, these words don't need me to say to you, don't you know them yourself? That's what I just said. I just wish you could leave now, okay? I don't want to continue to have indifferent arguments with you anymore, it's not good for you or me. ”

"Since you don't want to admit that everything you said to me was due to guilt, and you didn't want to tell me the real reason in your heart, I don't think there should be anything to talk about between us, and it would be better to separate like this, but to have a lot less trouble."

When I said these words to Qin Han, even I felt what it was like to feel my heart dripping blood, but I could only try my best to disguise it, so that a cruel smile appeared on my face.

It was at this time that I knew very well in my heart that whoever showed a flaw first or who surrendered to whom first, then whoever really had the upper hand in this smokeless war.

And the fault of all this is obviously not me, so why should I be the one who surrenders?

I don't admit defeat, and I will never allow myself to do this, so even if I am reluctant to Qin Han, my attitude towards him has not changed in any way.

When I chased after Qin Han and opened my mouth to speak, I was still very stubborn, in short, I had already made a plan, if I didn't force him away today, I would definitely not forgive myself.

And after hearing me say this, Qin Han was speechless at first, and just when I thought that he might be so sad that he couldn't speak, I heard him suddenly chuckle.

But there was nothing in the laughter of desolation and sadness, and there was nothing happy about it.

So I couldn't hold back the curiosity in my heart anymore, and secretly glanced at Qin Han, wanting to see how he was feeling now, and he also had red eyes at this time, this is a scene I have never seen before, this moment makes my heart like a knife.

I couldn't hold back the pain in my heart almost instantly, and I almost cried, but luckily I reached out in time to cover my mouth so that my cry was not too obvious.

And at this time, Qin Han's voice also happened to reach my ears, and his eyes looked at me with incomprehension, doubt, and more sadness.