"I've always loved Fang Xiao. This is also what you know from the beginning, but you can see clearly what Fang Xiao's attitude is towards me, she only has Qin Han in her heart, and she has never put me in her eyes. ”

"Except for when he needs me, Fang Xiao almost ignores me, I have been silently bearing it all the time, and I don't resent Qin Han because of this, but it doesn't mean that I won't be sad."

"I'm also a living person, and I also have my own thoughts. Fang Xiao has always treated me like this, even if I like her again, I will inevitably get tired of it and feel wronged. ”

When Xu Yi said this to me, she had a smile on her face, but there was something crystal clear in his eyes, and it seemed that he was about to fall in the next second.

This made me nervous and frightened, and I was even more distressed, for fear that he would cry directly in the next second.

"All along, I have tolerated Fang Xiao's various behaviors, sometimes she quarrels with you, and I don't even dare to interject, because I am afraid of offending any of you.

I think you can probably see it on a regular basis, so I didn't comment on what I did, but today is different, I can't watch her insult you like that, especially when you're vulnerable. ”

"When I was in the Qin family just now, I also said it very clearly. If I had to choose between you and Fang Xiao, I would choose you without hesitation, because I understand that you are sincere to me, so why should I lose you? ”

At this moment, Xu Yi spoke to me sincerely, his sincere eyes looked at me, and now he smiled at me, it seemed that he was not so reluctant, and I was also very moved.

"Good manner, why do you say such sensational words?" I also tried to smile at Xu Yi, but the next second, tears suddenly fell down my cheeks, and this time it was not because of sadness, but more joy and relief.

Although even now, I don't know how to deal with the matter between me and Qin Han, but this does not affect the relationship between me and Xu Yi, he will always care about me, and this will not change.

I have been deceived a lot, but there are one or two people who will always be by my side, and there is only sincerity to me, and there has never been a lie.

So why should I despair?

Now that the misunderstanding has been resolved, Xu Yi stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from my face, he started the car again, and turned his head to me to ask.

"Since you're not so sad now, have you decided where you're going next, it's time to go back to the company...... Or do you want to stay outside with me for a while? ”

I was a little hesitant, if I went back to the company now, Lin Xun and Chen Tang would inevitably ask me, and I really didn't want to tell them anything now.

So after thinking for a while, I turned to Xu Yi and said seriously to him, "I don't want to go back to the company yet, you tell them that you will take care of me and let them not worry." ”

Xu Yi nodded when he heard this, he immediately took out his mobile phone and sent a voice message to Lin Xun.

After seeing that the sending was successful, he put his mobile phone aside and asked me again, "First of all, you don't plan to go back to the company, so where do you want to go, as long as it is where you want to go, I will accompany you." ”

Although the misunderstanding with Xu Yi has been resolved, it does not mean that the pain caused by what I know has also been reduced, and I still feel bored and depressed.

So after thinking for a while, I turned my gaze to Xu Yi and asked him tentatively, "If I told you that I wanted to go to the bar now, would you take me there?" ”

"Do you want to go to a bar?" Xu Yi was a little surprised, but he still repeated what he had just said to me, as if he wanted to confirm that he had indeed heard me correctly.

Since he had already asked me that, of course I nodded honestly to him, and once again expressed my opinion, "Yes, if you can, can you take me to the bar once, I want to go and have some drinks, this may make me feel better......"

Hearing me say this, Xu Yi hesitated slightly, which really made me a little nervous, but soon he nodded again, and seemed to agree with my opinion.

"In that case, then I'll go with you, it's no big deal, even if you go to the bar, I'll be by your side to ensure your safety."

Hearing that Xu Yi allowed me to go to the bar, I was relieved at this moment, took a deep breath, leaned on the co-pilot and looked at the scenery passing by the window, and finally felt a little calm.

Although some people say that it is more sorrowful to drink away their sorrows, if I don't try it, how can I know if this sentence is true?

After all, just thinking about it in my heart is enough to annoy me.

Xu Yi took me through the streets of the city, and before I knew it, I didn't know where he was, but soon he stopped and took me out of the car, and there was a bar not far away.

"So...... Are we going in? ”

Looking at the bar not far away, it was clear that I was the one who asked for it at the beginning, but now I was the first to hesitate. Because I always feel like it. The bar in this place seems to be a little different from what I've seen before.

Xu Yi nodded at me, he seemed to see my doubts and explained to me.

"This is a very famous Qing bar in the city, there will be no very loud music here, you can relax your mood, I think that kind of place is not for you."

Listening to Xu Yi's explanation, I think I can understand a lot, and what he said is indeed true, I hope to be able to get peace of mind more than that noisy environment.

So without hesitation, I immediately grabbed Xu Yi and walked firmly towards the bar with him, "Since that's the case, let's hurry over." ”

I can't wait because I don't want to be so decadent anymore.

But now I don't know what will happen when I enter the bar. Will my mood be soothed, or will I say...... Will it get worse?

With such hesitant thoughts, Xu Yi and I walked in, as Xu Yi said, it was not like the bar I was usually familiar with, there was no loud music, no people around, just soft singing, and customers sitting in their seats drinking silently.

They seem to have their own thoughts, although some are talking, but there is no smile on their faces, and the whole bar is filled with a sad atmosphere, probably hoping that when they leave, they can also put their sadness here, and naturally I am no exception.

So Xu Yi and I found a place to sit down, and before we could ask, someone immediately walked over to us, "Hello two, do you need anything?" ”

"Xu Yi ......" I turned my head to Xu Yi and smiled helplessly, "I don't know what to drink, do you have any good recommendations?" ”

After all, I had never been exposed to a bar before, and even when I came here, I didn't know what kind of wine I should choose for myself, and Xu Yi was undoubtedly a lifesaver for me.

Perhaps before I opened my mouth, Xu Yi guessed that I was very likely to ask him for help, so he was not too surprised after hearing my words.

With a smile on his face, Xu Yi asked me softly, "Of course I can recommend it to you, but have you ever thought about what type of wine you like to drink, so that I can also prescribe the right medicine." ”

"What type of wine?" I repeated Xu Yi's words softly, but I frowned unconsciously, to be honest, I didn't know which one I wanted to drink.

It's better to be more direct than not knowing which one I want to drink, because I don't know which one is better for me, and I prefer which one I like.

So with helplessness, I had no choice but to shake my head lightly, "To be honest, I don't know which one I like......"

As I spoke, I slowly approached Xu Yi, for fear that the hostess standing in front of us would know that I was coming to the bar for the first time, and that he would laugh at me.

After making sure that only Xu Yi and I could hear the conversation at this distance, I leaned on his ear and whispered, "Xu Yi, have you forgotten, this is my first time at the bar, I don't know what I want at all, you should choose for me, don't ask me again......"

There was a hint of blame for Xu Yi in my words, but he just chuckled, then nodded and spoke to the reception in front of him.

"Trouble with two glasses of gin." Xu Yi whispered to the reception. Sure enough, he knew more about these things than I did, and I didn't know what gin was until the reception left.

But I felt the name very familiar, and I was sure I had heard it somewhere, but for a moment I couldn't remember it, and I couldn't help frowning.

"Let me guess, you want to ask me what gin is, right?"

Just as I was thinking, Xu Yi suddenly lay on the table, he faced me, and said to me with a sly look in his eyes, "What a small resignation, am I guessing right?" ”

I was amazed that Xu Yi knew what I was thinking so clearly, and I couldn't help but nod to him, because I really wanted to know the answer.

"How do you know, I think I've heard this gin somewhere, but I just can't remember, have I drunk it before?"

Xu Yi nodded at me with great certainty, and the smile on his face still didn't dissipate, "You don't have to guess, you must have drunk this wine, but you don't remember it." ”

"Gin is the uncrowned king of cocktails, and it's the same cocktail that you usually go to when you go to a cocktail party, including the last time our company held a cocktail party, so you must have drunk it, but you don't know his name."

Listening to Xu Yi's explanation, I suddenly realized and nodded at him again and again.

I have to say. Although I haven't taken a sip of wine when I came to the bar, I don't know how much better I was in than when I was at Qin's house.

However, as long as I think of what Qin Han's father said to me, I still can't help but feel sad and hopeless, not because of him, but because of Qin Han.