Maybe it's because I haven't spoken, Xu Yi can probably guess what I'm thinking now, so he just glanced away, and then sighed slightly.

"I should find something for you to do now, so that you don't think about Qin Han for the time being. Otherwise, you'll never feel better. I feel bad when I see you uncomfortable. ”

"If I could, how could I not want to feel better, but you know, I can't do it anyway now......"

With a guilty smile on my face, I shook my head at Xu Yi, what I said at this time was the truth, if I could, I also hoped that my mood would be better, but I knew that I couldn't do it at all.

What I encountered was not only the betrayal of the Qin family, but more importantly, the betrayal of Qin Han, and this was also the last straw that destroyed me.

For the Qin family, I don't have anything to do with them, so I don't care very much, but Qin Han is different, he and I have been together for so long, and we know each other so well, and now I suddenly tell me that all this is just a scam, and I ask who can accept it.

I didn't dare to think about what I should say to Qin Han the moment I met him, and he should explain something to me.

I know the truth of everything, do I still need to pretend that I don't know anything, as before? And he's still hiding all this from me, is he?

In that case, I would be as fake as he was, so I would never do it.

"But have you ever thought that if you keep going like this, what should you do when facing Qin Han, is it possible that you are really going to fall out with him?"

Listening to my words, Xu Yi was obviously more anxious than me, and he seemed to care more about the matter between me and Qin Han than anyone else.

I didn't understand it at first, but I thought it was probably because I was his hair younger, and Qin Han was Xu Yi's cousin, even if there was unhappiness between them, but Xu Yi had always been kind to Qin Han.

So in the face of Xu Yi's inquiry, I could only smile at him as much as possible, but the loneliness and dazedness in my eyes could not be concealed.

Xu Yi can see it clearly, and I don't want to explain it in vain.

"So what should I do, I don't want to do this, if I can, I don't think anyone wants to be in this situation, but the truth is already in front of me, and I have to face it."

"Qin Han he deceived me, there is no doubt about this, I can't forgive Qin Han's father for what he did to my father, and I can't ask Yuan Liang Qin Han has been deceiving me all the time......"

Xu Yi's eyes revealed helplessness, and he stared at me tightly, as if he wanted to see through my whole person, "But Xiao Ci, you obviously know very well that although Qin Han deceived you, he loves you." ”

"Maybe, as you said, Qin Han may have sympathized with me at first, but now he loves me. But what is the meaning of love based on deception to me? ”

I couldn't help but shake my head at Xu Yi, he told me that Qin Han loved me, but I didn't love Qin Han, but all this had become insignificant in the face of deception.

The more I thought about these things, the more complicated my feelings became, and the tears that had stopped were quietly shed during my conversation with Xu Yi, and when I reacted, I was already in tears.

So I hurriedly stretched out my hand, wanting to wipe the tears off my face, and Xu Yi handed me a tissue in time, which saved me a lot of distress, and after a slight stunned, I reached out and took it.

"Thank you, Xu Yi. I'm sorry, I can't help it, I must be looking terrible now, and I suddenly start crying when I talk about it.

I think it must make you feel very sad, don't worry, I'll do my best to restrain myself from crying again......"

"It's okay Xiaoci, you don't need to pretend in front of me at all, I know you well all the time. After encountering such an incident, no one can treat it calmly.

You're a lot better now than before, cry if you want to, it will also release your own stress, and it won't hurt you. ”

"I've never found you annoying, on the contrary, I just feel sorry for you, I can't bear to see you so sad, if I can, I would like to share all this for you......"

Xu Yi whispered to me, handed me one tissue after another, and even wiped the tears from my face for me in person, his movements were extremely gentle, and even his eyes were full of sympathy and concern.

After the tears on my face were almost wiped away, the hostess also happened to walk to my and Xu Xuyi's seats with two glasses of wine.

I don't know if this was an accident, or if he had been waiting for a long time to see that my mood was gradually calming down, and he dared to come over.

But in any case, at least the hospitality respected my privacy, and he may have seen me crying, and he didn't know why, but he didn't ask, just did his part, which is enough for a particularly sad person these days.

When he put the wine in front of us and was about to leave, I nodded to him and said thank you, as if he hadn't heard such a thing for a long time, a little surprised, but finally smiled gently at me.

"You're welcome, I hope you enjoy this wine."

After saying that, the reception left, leaving me and Xu Yi to sit in the same place, and I couldn't wait to take a drink. Sure enough, I used to drink this kind of wine, and as Xu Yi said, I just don't remember its name.

At the party, as long as there is this kind of wine, I will definitely drink a few more glasses.

I used to love it all the time, but after drinking so much, I never knew what its name was, but after knowing its name, I didn't know why my mood was much brighter.

Slowly putting the wine glass on the table, I raised my head and smiled at Xu Yi as much as possible, but the sourness of tears across my face still existed, and I thought this smile must be extremely ugly.

But it doesn't matter, I don't care, I don't think Xu Yi will do anything because of this laugh, on the contrary, when he saw me smiling at him, Xu Yi immediately responded to me.

"Well, as I said, you feel that this wine is familiar, have you drunk it somewhere before, and it's not the first time you've drunk it?"

"Yes, I remember, this wine is my favorite at a drinking party, and I will definitely have a few more drinks whenever I meet them. It turned out to be called gin, and I only found out today. ”

While looking at the wine in the glass, I couldn't help but continue to ask Xu Yi, "Since I don't even know the name of this wine, how do you know that I will definitely like it, it's really surprising that it was chosen so coincidentally!" ”

"Do you really think that when you drink, I don't even observe it? I know it's the one you drink the most, so you're going to love it......"

Xu Yi spoke softly to me, with a gentle smile on his face, and the words he said made me feel a warm current in my heart.

To be honest, I never imagined that when I was drinking, someone would observe what kind of wine I was drinking.

I didn't even find this kind of detail myself, but Xu Yi did it.

I found that this kind of wine was the most I drank at the cocktail party, so I came to the bar, and he also specially ordered a glass for me, Xu Yi He really knows me, there is no doubt about it.

Surprised and excited in my heart. I still didn't believe it, and asked Xu Yi excitedly, "Are you telling the truth, you have observed that I like to drink this kind of wine a long time ago?" ”

"Of course, why should I lie to you?" Xu Yi shook his head at me helplessly, "I'm just a few good friends of you, and the least worrying person among them is you, how can I usually take care of it a little less?" ”

While explaining to me in detail, Xu Yi's eyes revealed helplessness, "All of us care about you very much, so you, don't let him embarrass yourself, otherwise you will also hurt us." ”

"Why do you have to be so good to me, I always feel that I don't deserve to be so good to me at all, but you never blame me......"

Holding the wine glass in my hand, I took another sip of wine, my heart full of panic.

No matter what kind of changes will occur between me and Qin Han now, this group of friends is still by my side, they have never deceived me, but only care about me.

No matter what I did, whether I did it right or wrong, they would always support me, never accuse me of my mistakes, and never leave me.

Sometimes when I think about it, I really don't know how I can make them treat me so well, support me as they have always done for so many years, and never think of giving up on me.

I spoke to Xu Yi weakly, but Xu Yi just smiled helplessly, stretched out his hand and gently rubbed my hair, moving gently, as if he was afraid of hurting me.

"You, I told you not to think so much, we are all willing to be by your side, because we all love you very much, no matter what you do, we will be by your side. You've always had a strong backing. ”

At this moment, listening to Xu Yi's affectionate confession to me, the tears that I had finally managed to contain wanted to rage again, but in order not to worry him, I immediately raised my head and tried to nod and smile at him.

"Okay, I see, no matter what I've done wrong, you've got your back! So one day if I can't deal with it, I'll go to you, and you guys will work together to help me solve it! ”

I jokingly opened my mouth at Xu Yi, and his expression immediately became flustered, and he hurriedly waved his hand at me, for fear that I would really do something that would make people cry and laugh.

"That being said, you can't really do stupid things, what you should do is to do it, but don't think about what you shouldn't do, we'll stop you!"

Looking at Xu Yi's nervous appearance now, I couldn't help laughing, lying on the table and laughing for a long time without stopping, tears overflowing the corners of my eyes.