The father and son sat side by side, to be honest, in Jiang Heping's memory, Jiang Zhen was very good, so good that people couldn't find a little flaw in him, for this son, he was proud and gratified.

With his own efforts and will, from a silent soldier to a colonel with great military achievements, every step is so difficult, he rarely sits with Jiang Zhen and chats well, because he knows that even if he doesn't say some things, with Jiang Zhen's cleverness, he should know how to do it.

However, this time he knew that Jiang Zhen was now in a stage of confusion and overwhelmed, because Xia Ning's death made his heart no longer firm, and even shook his once proud will, broke his indestructible armor, and made him full of weaknesses.

In fact, when encountering such a thing, he can also understand, for Jiang Zhen himself, as a husband, he did not see the due responsibility, as the father of an unborn child, he did not protect him, so that he had returned to the sea before he came to this world, how could he not be in pain? How can you not feel guilty? How can you not despair?

However, the people who live in this world, who are not burdened with all kinds of responsibilities and live hard, and those who do not carry them have no meaning in their lives.

Jiang Heping sighed and said, "I know that your mood is not very good, but I hope you can look forward, even if it is a painful experience that you can't step on now, you have to grit your teeth and get through it, after all, your life is still very long." ”

"Dad, I don't think there's anything wrong with my emotions, they don't know who I used to be, I'm trying to live a normal life." Jiang Zhen retorted.

is still so strong, unwilling to face his heart honestly, Jiang Heping feels a little sorry for his son.

"Maybe they don't know what you were like before, but they know what you are like now, you may feel good, but there is a saying called bystander Qing, son, you are escaping reality!" Jiang Heping's last words directly poked at the heart of Jiang Zhen's disguise.

"Dad, I don't know what you're talking about? I've tried so hard to live a normal life, but is it fair that you have to compare me to two different periods of time?"

Jiang Heping didn't answer Jiang Zhen's words, and also mentioned: "You haven't been home for a long time, haven't you?"

"......" Jiang Zhen was silent.

"I know you're complaining about your mother, this has become the most uncomfortable fact in your heart, Ningning's thing, everyone regrets it, her death is also an eternal pain in the hearts of everyone in our family, but you haven't thought about it, your mother is crying every day, she already knows that she did something wrong, can't you go home to see him once?

As the saying goes, people are not saints and sages, your mother just cares too much about you, so she ignores Ning Ning, but you haven't thought about it, have you ever given your mother a sense of security? She was afraid that others would snatch her son and treat him badly, so she hated her, but you didn't comfort her, it was you who kept deteriorating the relationship between her and Ning Ning, the better you treat Ning Ning, the less your mother will treat her, this is like a snowball, rolling bigger and bigger, until the final conflict breaks out, have you ever thought about these?"

I have the impression that my father rarely preaches him, and the most words he says to him are "well done", "good job", "come on", but simple and clear encouragement and recognition. But what his father said today, he knows that he is indeed at fault, he pushed all the things to time, believing that time can solve everything, but he was very wrong, and he did not let everything go down a strange path as he hoped, and made the contradictions more and more acute.

All this is his fault, his mother's worries, he is suspicious, all this is caused by him, he actually blames his mother, it's ridiculous, I didn't expect that until now he is still shirking responsibility and putting this tragedy on his mother, so that he can live his life with peace of mind, it's really good.

"Dad, I'm ......" Jiang Zhen didn't know what to say, what his father said, he couldn't refute it, because it was all true, he could only open the heart that had been hidden and accept his sin.

"Actually, Dad doesn't want to blame you for anything, just let you know that everything has a cause and effect, nothing is just a problem of one side, it is both sides, you are good, your mother is good, you have not gone to sit down and talk, and I am the same, I saw through but did not stop it, so this is the responsibility of all of us, I just hope you can think clearly, don't drill the horns, keep avoiding problems, you can't solve the problem at all, you can only have the courage to face it, in order to go on well."

"I'm sorry, Dad, I'm scared, I've been scared, I'm empty here, I have to pretend to get up, I won't feel the pain here, every night I wake up in a nightmare, but when I wake up and face the endless loneliness and pain, I really don't know what to do?" Jiang Zhen grabbed his hair in pain, and a painful expression appeared on his face.

"I know, I understand, I hope you can vent your pain, let us help you share a little, I hope you can feel better, but looking at your appearance, I am also very heartbroken." Jiang Heping comforted Jiang Zhen and said.

Seeing that Jiang Zhen was finally willing to show his painful side, it showed that he had slowly begun to come out of that false shell now, and he had not come to this trip in vain.

Finally, Jiang Heping stood up and walked to the door, turned his head to look at Jiang Zhen and asked, "Do you know why Ning Ning hates being a soldier?"

Jiang Zhen was silent, he thought it was because of her mother's death, so he ......, could it be that there were other reasons?

Jiang Heping continued: "She hates being a soldier because when ordinary people are suffering, she doesn't let them see hope, she doesn't pull them, but lets them wait and struggle in despair, in fact, it's not so much that she hates it, but that she is actually disappointed, and when a life is about to disappear, the flame of hope is gradually extinguished, isn't this more heart-wrenching?" You should understand, and besides, how long has it been since you visited your father-in-law in the hospital?"

After saying this, Jiang Heping left, and Jiang Zhen, who had not yet reacted downstairs.

Jiang Heping thought that Jiang Zhen would definitely understand what the meaning of what he said was?

The last sentence, like *, made the heart that had been suppressed completely turbulent.

Jiang Zhen is reflecting on himself, what he has been doing recently, and what he has done! What are his responsibilities? He wanted to protect the country and the people, but he forgot this sacred mission, and he wanted to beat himself up in anger.

Remembering that Zhang Yang asked Jiang Zhen before, who is he? At that time, Jiang Zhen didn't pay attention to it at all, only caring about his emotions, but ignoring everyone.

What did he do wrong! He blamed everyone for Xia Ning's death, but he forgave his sins in a false heart, allowing himself to live in this false heart, constantly deceiving himself.

He's really a man that!

The next day, Jiang Zhen first went to the hospital to see Xia's father, wiped his hands and face for him, and sat aside to chat with him.

"Dad, I've done a lot of things wrong recently, which has made people who care about me feel heartache, I'm sorry, I promised Ning Ning to take good care of you, but I haven't been here recently, please don't blame me, I will change, I will become the kind of Ning Ning hope, I will one day I will also let you reopen your eyes and see this world that I protect well."

After speaking, Jiang Zhen left the hospital and returned to Jiang's house.

When Jiang's mother saw her son coming back, she wanted to step forward but didn't dare to step forward, she looked at Jiang Zhen with tears and smiles in her eyes.

Jiang Zhen saw such a mother Jiang, and his heart was also sad, letting his mother show such a look in front of her son, how wrong he was.

"Mom, I'm back!" Jiang Zhen walked up to Jiang's mother and said softly.

When Jiang's mother heard him say this, her tears couldn't stop coming, and her son finally came back.

"Don't you blame Mom?"

"I'm simply putting the blame on you, it's too selfish, in fact, this is what I should bear with you, I hurt you, I'm sorry!"

Mother Jiang slowly hugged Jiang Zhen and choked up: "Mom already knows that she is wrong, I will change it, don't be angry, okay?"

Jiang Zhen's eyes were also sour, and he hugged Jiang Mu back, "Let's change it together!" ”

Looking at the mother and son who were hugging each other, Sister Zhang wiped her tears lightly, and finally reconciled, and Father Jiang, who had just come back, also nodded with relief, and his son still listened to his words.

He believes that everything will pass, so sad and painful, time will slowly heal the wounds, and then the heart will be stronger.

A month later.

The Linhai Supreme Court finally issued a death notice to Tian Ye.

Jiang Zhen asked the presiding judge to personally supervise the execution process.

Under Li Shengguo's rhetoric, he finally agreed.

In the large execution area near the sea, the people who are executed here are those who have unforgivable crimes and have done heinous things.

And today, there is only one field here, and he stands not far away, blindfolded and with his hands handcuffed behind his back.

Jiang Zhen slowly walked into him and asked, "Is there anything else you want to say?"

"Of course I know what kind of criminal law I committed myself, but Colonel Jiang, in order to arrest us, you paid for your wife and children, tsk, it's so miserable, I can't stand it, is it worth it?" Tian Ye said with a very sad expression.

"It's worth it or not, people like you don't understand, and you can't say anything if you think about it." Jiang Zhen said lightly.

"You say, will you meet your wife after you die, and if you need it, I will take care of it for you?"

"How do people like you deserve to go to the same place with her! What awaits you may be where you should be! ”

If it was a month ago, Jiang Zhen might have been angry, maybe he would have beaten him, but now, Jiang Zhen has become very calm, he finally faces his heart honestly, with the good memories of him and her, and he is content to live like this in this life.

Just as the sun was just overhead, a gunshot rang out, and a figure fell.

Jiang Zhen didn't look at the corpses in the field anymore, and only let the relevant personnel deal with them, and he himself, he returned to the place where he was needed, and he was training hard to fight the criminal forces.