If it was Jiang Zhen before, maybe everyone's impression of him was handsome, handsome and chic, with a bit of a mistress, with incomparable self-confidence, which attracted the attention of many girls and women, and felt that what a star, what an idol, he couldn't even compare with him at all.

At that time, Jiang Zhen himself had a lot of arrogance and coldness, it was his identity and his environment that had long been his characteristics, and the team he led could always win many excellent medals, but he did it alone, and the relationship with his subordinates did not seem as harmonious as it seemed, a bit like the feeling of being warm and cold.

When he met Xia Ning, since then, he has been unconsciously a lot, others may not feel it, but Father Jiang can clearly perceive his changes, to be honest, he is very happy that he has changed like this, because his son has finally become humane. It's a bit like a normal person, and of course he's happy.

But since Xia Ning's accident, he hasn't been home for a week, a few days ago, he locked himself in the army dormitory alone, and didn't take a step, Li Shengguo thought that Jiang Zhen's family had something to do, and deliberately gave him a few days off, and Jiang Zhen stayed in the house for three days without eating or drinking.

When Zhang Yang and Li Wei saw him, they were both frightened by his appearance, even more haggard than the one who was on the beach before, and if they didn't look carefully, they basically couldn't compare him with the high-ranking Colonel Jiang.

The moment Jiang Zhen walked out of the room, when the sun shone on his body, he didn't feel warm, only dazzling, he could have indulged himself in the memories of his and Xia Ning's past, but when he was asleep, Xia Ning didn't come to his dream once, he knew how much she didn't want to see her, she never wanted to see him.

Jiang Zhen walked out of the gate of the army and drove directly to the place where Xia Ning had an accident.

The previous week, there were still people guarding the beach, and they were not sure whether Ding Wen disappeared into the sea like the explosion, and after guarding for many days, they really believed that Ding Wen was indeed dead, and sighed that this cancer was finally solved.

Jiang Zhen looked at the middle of the sea, the sea in the evening, and the afterglow of the setting sun reflected on it, just like the color of the day, bright red, stimulating his senses.

Xia Ning's shadow appeared on the sea, she had been watching him, he slowly stretched out his hand, trying to catch her, but when a gust of wind blew across the sea, the shadow was gone, and his hand was still in the air, never let go.

Zhang Yang and Li Wei, who came with Jiang Zhen, looked at him.

"Boss, are you alright?" Zhang Yang said worriedly.

"It's impossible to be okay, after my sister-in-law's accident, - except for the previous pain, he is so quiet, Ai, it's better to beat someone, it's even more frightening." Li Wei said.

Jiang Zhen stood on the beach for a long time, so long that he forgot the time, he turned his head, looked at Zhang Yang and Li Wei, and said, "Go back!" ”

The voice was faint, but it made the two of them feel a sense of distance, and Jiang Zhen's eyes revealed not sadness, but a kind of firmness and indifference.

In the subsequent training, the two of them also deeply experienced.

In the past, Jiang Zhen used to laugh with them, but now there is no other expression on his face from beginning to end, except for coldness.

And he shot more ruthlessly, in a real combat fight with Zhang Yang, he directly fractured Zhang Yang's arm, which frightened the entire class, and no one did not notice it, but said lightly, "Go to the hospital and have a look." ”

After that, Jiang Zhen coldly ordered: "If anyone still has the same attitude as before and gets out of this team as soon as possible, I don't want to waste time calling a waste who has no fighting spirit!" ”

With that, he left, leaving a group of soldiers looking at each other standing stupidly.

Zhao Gang looked at Jiang Zhen's back and said to Li Wei: "The boss is on the side, he has become indifferent." ”

Li Wei had a complicated expression on his face, "Maybe!" ”

In fact, Li Wei knew that the departure of his sister-in-law deeply stimulated him, making him feel guilty in the deepest part of his heart, feeling that everything was caused by him, he sealed himself up, and unconsciously didn't care about the people around him, but in the training, the meaning of his words let Li Wei know another contradictory Jiang Zhen, he was afraid that some life-threatening things would happen to his subordinates in the future battles, so he said that, but who knows his good intentions.

Li Wei went to the hospital to see Zhang Yang, whose arm was wrapped into a dumpling, he thought he would be angry, but he didn't expect him to have a smile on his face, and he was beaten like this by the person he respected the most, and it was strange enough for him to laugh.

"You don't blame the boss?" Li Wei asked.

"What's the blame? I wish he was like that, he could at least vent his uncomfortable emotions in his heart, so that he could slowly come out of the pain of losing his sister-in-law. Zhang Yang put his other arm under his head to prop it up.

"Well, if only it were like that." Li Wei said.

"What do you mean?" Zhang Yang didn't understand what he said.

"We'll see later."

No one can say it now, and I feel that the current Jiang Zhen is prone to accidents.

Sure enough, on the third day of actual gun and bullet combat, Jiang Zhen's gun grazed a small soldier's head, causing a sensation in the troops.

He was called to the leadership office.

Li Shengguo directly reprimanded: "I don't reject your method of training soldiers, but see for yourself what you have made your class, you broke someone's arm a few days ago, are you planning to kill someone today?!" ”

"Report to the chief, I think it's time to add some damage to them so that they can remember and reduce the damage in the future." Jiang Zhen said lightly.

"If you keep doing this, I don't have anything to say, but if you compare the contrast between you before and after, I know that you haven't completely come out yet, so I'll give you time, but what I want is not like this, if you're like this, just give me a roll back to where you came from!"

Looking at such a river mark, Li Shengguo was also angry and sad.

"I've come out, it's the chief, you think what I'm doing is because of that incident, that's your delusion." Jiang Zhen retorted.

"Alas, Jiang Zhen, I've seen too many things like this, you are not the first, and you won't be the last, there are more soldiers who have endured the pain of losing their loved ones than you, but they will all turn that grief into strength to protect more people, so that they don't suffer like them, instead of a cold madman like you now!"

Cold maniac? Jiang Zhen suddenly wanted to laugh, he was trying to make his soldiers good, but they felt that they were in a mood, and they felt that they were abnormal, wouldn't it be ridiculous.

"If you don't like what I'm doing, you can react to the top and remove my rank, I have no objection."

"You!" Li Shengguo was angry by his last words, knowing that he was not normal now, but he was still angry by his attitude.

"Get me out!" Li Shengguo said angrily.

Jiang Zhen gave a military salute and walked out of Li Shengguo's office.

Zhang Yang finally knew what Li Wei said when he looked at him that day, and sure enough, the boss had changed, he didn't look like himself anymore, he didn't want to see such a boss, he must let him change back and become that humane Jiang Zhen.

Zhang Yang invited Jiang Zhen to the boxing room and threw the boxing suit directly in front of him.

Jiang Zhen said expressionlessly, "What to do?"

Zhang Yang smiled and said, "I think my hand-to-hand combat is too poor, so I want the boss to tutor alone, no problem, right?"

"No problem!"

Jiang Zhen picked up his clothes and went to the changing room next to him.

Soon it came out, and Zhang Yang was already waiting for him.

When Jiang Zhen walked to the stage, Zhang Yang immediately attacked, punched Jiang Zhen on the left side of his face, and said casually: "This is the preemptive strike you handed in before." ”

Zhang Yang's punch was not light, and it directly made Jiang Zhen's mouth ooze blood, he didn't care, and wiped it casually.

Then he began to attack Zhang Yang, after all, Jiang Zhen is Jiang Zhen, and after a few strokes, Zhang Yang lay down, he slowly approached Zhang Yang, and said slowly: "You can't do anything at this level, you're too proud." ”

"Really?"

I saw Zhang Yangyi suddenly get up, push Jiang Zhen to the ground, and by the way, a fist hit him hard in the stomach, making Jiang Zhen cough heavily several times.

Zhang Yang grinned on his swollen face, and then said: "This is called surprisingly difficult, and you also handed it in." ”

As he spoke, he punched him again, this time on the right side of the face.

"This is in return to you on the day, I have been wondering for the past few days, who is standing in front of us? I've thought about it for a long time, and I've thought about a lot of people, but it's definitely not Jiang Zhen, Jiang Zhen is a person who dares to act, and he will never evade responsibility, and you hide your true self deeply, so that a very indifferent Jiang Zhen faces us every day, I want to ask you, who are you?"

Jiang Zhen didn't say anything, pushed Zhang Yang away, stood up, walked off the stage, and changed his clothes.

Before leaving, he said, "Feel free to think that I am whoever I am." ”

Then he left the boxing room, and Zhang Yang was angry and beat him with a sandbag, and yelled for a long time.

Jiang Zhen came back to the dormitory after coming out of the boxing room, and as soon as he pushed the door open, he saw Jiang's father standing in the room.

Jiang Zhen shouted indifferently: "Dad! ”

"Well, went to training?" Father Jiang asked, looking at the wounds on his face and the sweat on his forehead.

"Hmm."

"Why did you come here today?" Jiang Zhen asked while wiping his face with a towel.

"I heard that Chief Li talked to you and said that you have been emotionally unstable recently and have hurt people!"

"Did you come here to question me too?" Jiang Zhen said expressionlessly.

"Not really, I want to talk to you...... About Xia Ning! Father Jiang sat down on the edge of the bed.

As soon as he heard Xia Ning's name, Jiang Zhen's face had other expressions, not as stiff and serious as before.

He put down his towel and sat down next to the bed, his head bowed.

At the mention of Xia Ning, Jiang Zhen's inner sense of guilt and powerlessness ran out, and every time it was like a double backlash, it kept moving from his limbs to his brain, and that kind of cool coldness invaded his entire body again.