I hurriedly shook my head at Xu Yi, because whether it was at work or at home, they would remind me of Qin Han, and he was now laughing with another woman in the bar.

They didn't know how painful I was at this time, and this pain all came from Qin Han and his family.

So no matter what, I won't go back to work or home.

Hearing me say this, it made Xu Yi difficult, since I didn't want to go home or go to the company, I finally wanted to come to the bar to relieve my mood, but I met Qin Han here, so where else could he take me?

In fact, not only Xu Yi, but even I myself was thinking about this question, where can I go, whether I can avoid Qin Han, and can also allow me to relax.

Just as I was thinking about it, a gentle breeze came in my face, which relieved my impatience from the harsh sunlight and gave me a moment of tranquility.

Although it was only a short moment, I felt much more relaxed, and it seemed that even breathing was not so uncomfortable.

Perhaps because of this, a place popped into my mind, a place that I felt I had to go to, the only place where I could feel relaxed.

So I immediately stopped, grabbed Xu Yi's arm tightly, and in Xu Yi's puzzled gaze, I asked him.

"Xu Yi, I know where I want to go, can you accompany me? Don't refuse me, I don't think I want to go anywhere again today except there! ”

Hearing my tone so resolute, Xu Yi's face showed doubt, but he did not immediately refuse me, but asked me.

"What's the matter, where do you want to go? Tell me first, and I'll decide whether to take you with me or not, and if you want to do something stupid, then I won't agree. ”

"No, how could I do something stupid?" I shook my head at Xu Yi, before that, I had promised Xu Yi that I would never do anything that worried them.

"I promised you not to do stupid things, then you will do what you say, you don't have to worry about me, I just want to relax myself, I have a place I really want to go."

"Then tell me, where is it?"

"Xu Yi, I really want to see the sea today, so can you take me to the beach to relax?" In my opinion, there is nothing wrong with this request, so I think Xu Yi will definitely agree immediately.

Unexpectedly, when Xu Yi heard that I wanted to go to the beach, his brows furrowed slightly, and he seemed to hesitate, and repeatedly opened his mouth to confirm with me, "Xiao Ci, are you sure you really want to go to the beach?" ”

"yes, I really want to go." Once again, I made my position clear to Xu Yi with a resolute attitude, "If you can, I hope you can take me to the beach." ”

Seeing that my attitude was so resolute, it seemed that I would not give up if I didn't go to the beach today, Xu Yi nodded and agreed, "Okay, since you want to go, then I'll take you there now." ”

So getting in the car, Xu Yi started the car without saying a word, and the road he took led to the seaside.

I sat silently in the car, looking at the scenery that kept passing by on both sides of the road, no matter how lively and prosperous it was, it couldn't arouse my interest.

At this moment, I have only one purpose, and that is to go to the sea, to the sea, to see what I want to see, pure.

Instead of these layers, drunken and golden, people only lead to places of despair.

I don't know how long I was in Xu Yi's car, and I don't even know what I'm thinking about in my mind.

It occasionally appears on Qin Han's face, occasionally recalls what Qin Han's father said to me, and occasionally remembers the scene when my father took me to play when I was a child.

There is no pattern to speak of, they pass by like light and shadow, and all they bring me is panic and deep nostalgia.

Until finally Xu Yi stopped the car and shouted at me who was still in a daze, "Xiao Ci, it's already here." Don't you want to see the sea, get out of the car quickly, it's already evening, and we'll have to go back early later. ”

Hearing Xu Yi say this, I immediately came back to my senses from my thoughts, ran out of the car in a panic, and when I went around to the other side, I saw a scene that haunted my dreams.

It was dusk. The golden afterglow spread across the sky, and the crimson glow spread across the horizon, shining on the rolling waves, like a mirror shattered into countless pieces.

Although I haven't come to the front yet, just looking at all this in front of me from a distance has already made me feel a lot better, like a drowning fish finally returning to the sea, returning to the world that should belong to it.

So I didn't think about Xu Yi behind me, but walked in the direction I liked step by step, jumping off the curb of the road, it was soft sand.

With each step, the soft sand completely envelops the shoe. I crouched down and took off my high heels, and I couldn't help but let out a sigh as my bare feet touched the sand.

The salty smell of the sea breeze blows in my face, and they roll restlessly up at the corners of my skirt, and with the slight coolness of the evening, they wrap around me.

Looking at this endless sea, I have never been so relaxed for a moment all day today, it seems that I am the only one left in the whole world, and those sorrows and troubles have long disappeared.

Whether it is Qin Han or Qin Han's father, no matter what kind of past the Qin family and my father have had, all this has nothing to do with me, all I have is this ocean.

Listening to the sound of the waves crashing on the shore made me more and more excited, and I couldn't help but run forward and shout loudly into the endless sea.

The sound spreads quickly where there is no obstruction, but it also dissipates quickly, and there is no one around, no one here will look at me with strange eyes, and they will not guess what my state of mind is at this time.

I didn't know how many screams I screamed myself, until finally my throat couldn't stand it and coughed violently, and I had to crouch down and curl up together, but my heart felt extremely comfortable.

It's been a long, long time since I've released my stress like this, and if I could, I would like to yell at the sea like this often, and maybe I wouldn't be in the same pain as I am now.

However, as I coughed, I couldn't help laughing, and I simply sat on the beach and didn't move, just watching the waves crash against the shore again and again.

It's already a little high, and the sea is almost touching my feet, and some of the water is already dripping on my feet, with a cold touch, which makes my mind clearer and clearer.

I don't know when, Xu Yi also walked to my side, he did not urge me to leave, but also sat down beside me.

The two of us looked at each other, and all that was on our faces was a smile and gentleness.

So I turned my gaze to the sea in front of me again, and Xu Yi did the same.

The two of us sat quietly on the shore together, listening to the sound of the waves crashing, there was no Qin Han here, there was no Qin family, only myself, and what I was looking forward to......

I can't remember exactly how many times my phone has been ringing.

Coming to the beach was probably the right choice I made for the day, so even if I sat in the evening until it was completely dark, I didn't have any intention of leaving.

The high tide had long since reached my ankles, but I never moved my position.

The phone was held in my hand, and it lit up countless times, with the names of Chen Tang and Lin Xun alternately appearing back and forth, and they kept calling me, as if to know where I had gone.

I wanted to connect, but before I could press my finger, I suddenly hesitated because I didn't know how to explain to them.

Am I going to tell them I'm by the sea now? But why I'm here, I'm always going to give them a reasonable reason.

Do I want to tell them the truth, tell Chen Tang Qin Han's father is the one who once caused my father to be imprisoned, and it is because of him that my father finally died tragically in prison?

And Qin Han has been deceiving me for so long, from the beginning he approached me with a purpose, he was just pitying me, not really loving me.

Even though everything has changed now, I will never forget the deception I once had.

There were so many things that happened throughout the day, I didn't know whether to talk about it to Chen Tang, I didn't know where to start, and more importantly, ...... I don't think these things should be told to him.

For so many years, Chen Tang has also remembered his father's tragic death in prison, although he didn't say it, it doesn't mean that he doesn't care, if he really lets him know that the Qin family did it, then he will definitely turn the world upside down.

He's my brother and I know her well, he's impatient, and even though he's changed a lot, there will still be times when he can't bear it.

If he knew about the relationship between the Qin family and his father, and finally went to the Qin family to make trouble, I am afraid that he will only be the one who suffers in the end, and the Qin family will not be punished at all.

It's not the result I want to see, and naturally I don't want it to happen. So in any case, this matter cannot be told to Chen Tang.

As for Lin Xun, I know that she is different from Lin Ke, she really regards me as a friend, and she really wants to help me, but it is precisely because of this that I can't tell her these things.

Because I don't want her to worry, I don't want her to be busy anymore because of me.

Her surname is Lin, not Chen. Everything that happened to the Chen family has nothing to do with her, how can I involve an innocent person, this is too unfair for Lin Xun.

So in the end, I made the decision that neither of them would answer the phone, so I let the phone ring like this, looking at the alternating names on it, and the bright and dark lights intersected, illuminating my lonely appearance again and again.

As long as I sat here, Xu Yi stayed by my side. He didn't urge me to leave, even though the water wet his trouser legs, he didn't think to move away from me.