Chapter 112: Funeral

Mother Jiang looked at the desperate Jiang Zhen, with tears on her face, and said in a choked voice: "It's my mother who is sorry, my mother is sorry for you, my mother shouldn't say this Ningning, you don't want to be like this, okay?" It's heartbreaking for you like this. ”

"But Mom, my heart is full of holes now, why can't you accept her and treat her well, you know? She never complained about you, she just looked at you carefully, why can't you be a little more tolerant of her?"

"Son, mom ......" Mother Jiang stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears on Jiang Zhen's face, but Jiang Zhen didn't turn her head, her hand stopped in the air, unable to stretch out or take it back.

She knew that she had finally forced her son to hate herself, and that the two lives had a chance to be exploited by the enemy because of a series of misunderstandings in their family, and finally everything sank into the depths of the sea.

Sister Zhang couldn't bear to look at it, she had been in this house for decades, and she had never seen Jiang Zhen crying like a child, nor had she ever seen him so desperate.

Sister Zhang remembered another thing and said: "When I came back from the hospital that day, I saw that my young grandmother's hand was bleeding, and I guessed that Baozi should have bitten her, so she kicked Baozi." ”

"Really?" Jiang Zhen said, her kind of temperament knows that Baozi doesn't like her and will definitely hide away, how can she kick it for no reason, so it sees, she didn't look at her at all that day, she was just accusing her, how sad she should be at that time, how painful she should be, too bastard, knowing all this, Jiang Zhen just wanted to kill herself, didn't believe her again and again, disappointed her again and again, it turned out that she hurt her so much, no wonder she didn't want to say a word to herself, she was afraid that she didn't want to see him at all, Now he doesn't even want to see himself, let alone him.

Jiang Zhen didn't look at Jiang's mother, walked upstairs step by step, and Jiang's mother's anxious shout came from behind: "Son, mom is wrong, mom won't be like this in the future, can you forgive mom?"

"But, Mom, there will never be a second Xia Ning in this world!"

After speaking, Jiang Zhen went back to his room, quickly packed a few clothes, and then went out of the house.

Before leaving, he threw those pictures on the couch.

Mother Jiang picked up those photos and looked at them, she understood, what a mistake she had made.

Mother Jiang knew that she could no longer get her son's forgiveness, let alone keep him, all the apologies at the moment were so pale, even if she apologized, but Xia Ning and the child in her belly could never come back, which also became an unforgettable pain in her son's heart.

Mother Jiang sat weakly on the sofa, Sister Zhang looked at Mother Jiang like this, and felt uncomfortable, and said, "Madame, I'm sorry, I said it wrong." ”

Jiang Mu said weakly: "You're right, if you continue to hide it, he will hate me even more, and now it may be even more uncomfortable for him, I really did something wrong, right?"

"I don't know, you're also for his good!"

"I think I'm good, but I hurt him the most, if I can do it all over again, how good it would be!" Jiang Mu muttered.

In an instant, Sister Zhang felt that Jiang's mother was much older, and such a big mental pressure was too heavy for everyone.

Jiang Zhen left the house, put his clothes directly in his personal dormitory, and then went to the hospital to change Xia Ning's sister-in-law.

"Sister-in-law, you go back first, I'm here!" Jiang Zhen said to her.

"It's okay, you can be here first, I'll go home and prepare, and there is still something to condense."

"Hmm."

After that, Xia Ning's sister-in-law left the hospital, he sat in front of the bed, looked at Xia's father who seemed to be asleep, and said softly: "Dad, I have done a lot of wrong things, I can't forgive myself, not only me but also my family, what do you say I should do if I hurt Ning Ning?" Ning Ning has gone to a place that I can no longer see and reach, I want to make up for those mistakes, but I don't have a chance anymore, do you say I'm too much of a bastard, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for your trust in me, your feet give me a complete Ning Ning, and I, but I can't pay you back an intact Xia Ning, is a person like me not worthy of a good girl like her at all? Tell me! ”

Jiang Zhen said a lot, but the only thing that responded to him was the sound of the ventilator, the person lying on the bed could no longer give him advice, he could no longer call him Xiao Jiang, and he would never warmly welcome him to their house again, even if he wanted to call his father again, no one responded to him, his heart sank into the abyss, only endless darkness and falling, and he could no longer feel the warm spring.

Xia Ning's funeral was held a week later, and according to Xia Ning's sister-in-law, Ning Ning wanted to leave quietly and didn't like to be too noisy.

Jiang Zhen chose a piece of scenery for a very good purpose, and he believed that she would like it, because there were many lush trees there, which was the green she liked.

Many people came to the funeral, including Yu Jiaqi, the three people from Fang Yi's dormitory, Li Zibai, Jiang's father and Jiang's mother, as well as Zhang Yang in the army, Li Wei, Zhao Gang, as well as Li Shengguo and Jiang Yun.

Everyone was wearing black clothes, standing in the cemetery, holding white flowers in their hands, Jiaqi hugged his mother and kept crying, the voice made everyone's nose sour, Fang Yi and He Huanhuan, Li Na, the three of them were also full of tears, everyone looked at Xia Ning's bright smile on the tombstone, all of them had sad expressions.

Li Zibai stood at a slightly distance, looking at Xia Ning's photo, thinking, if he had taken that step at the beginning, would the ending be different now, he was too timid, so he would stand stupidly at her funeral and feel heartbroken, and he couldn't do anything.

Zhang Yang looked at Xia Ning's photo and remembered the scene when he saw Xia Ning for the first time, he had never seen a good-looking but so strong girl, catching the thief with his bare hands, although it was the boss who caught it in the end, which completely changed his impression of girls. When she and the boss became husband and wife, he didn't mention how happy he was, the boss was very handsome, she was very beautiful, it was really a team made in heaven, and in the later relationship, he slowly found out that she was a very gentle person, and the boss was very happy, but now she was so absent, which made people feel very sorry, Zhang Yang glanced at Jiang Zhen, his haggard expression was even worse than before, and no one could comfort him.

Jiang Yun's initial feeling of Xia Ning was that this girl was very beautiful, but she later learned that Xia Ning and Jiang Zhen's way of getting along was very strange, she only saw Jiang Ning trying to please Xia Ning, but she didn't see Xia Ning taking the initiative, which made her very angry, the person she couldn't get so hard was squandered by her so much, she hated this girl a little.

So she thought about how to provoke them, when she learned that Jiang's mother hated Xia Ning very much, she tried her best to please Xia Ning, so that Jiang's mother didn't want to see her even more, compared to Xia Ning, she believed that she and Jiang Zhen were more suitable, they were confidants, comrades-in-arms, friends, or first love, these Xia Ning She couldn't compare to anything, why did she occupy the magpie's nest, she used the photo to cause a misunderstanding between her and Jiang Zhen, let them quarrel, stimulate Jiang Zhen through her relationship with Li Zibai, and make Jiang Zhen give up on her.

But now, she doesn't feel happy, because Jiang Zhen loves Xia Ning miserably, for her he and Jiang's mother almost broke up and didn't go back to Jiang's house, Jiang Yun is very envious of Xia Ning at this moment, although she is gone, but she also took away all Jiang Zhen's love, if she can hope that the person who dies is her, then Jiang Zhen will remember her for the rest of her life?

"I hate being a soldier", this is what Xia Ning said to Jiang Zhen, no, there should be a disgusted look, Jiang Zhen thinks this girl is really strange, although everyone can't be made to like soldiers, but it shouldn't be hated.

People are good-looking, but their temper doesn't seem to be very good, which is how Jiang Zhen felt when they got along later. When he rescued her, the pitiful appearance made him feel a strange throbbing in an instant, and made people want to protect her, and later she promised to live in peace with him, which made him very happy, and he became interested in a girl for the first time.

So when his mother asked him to go on a blind date, he first thought of her, if he was dating those strangers, then she would rather choose her, at least it would not be boring, and then his mother pressed him tightly and let him get married, he despicably forced her to let her agree, and when she really agreed, he found that it was the first time he felt excited, more excited than he went to the battlefield.

They finally got married, they didn't have feelings, but they lived a little fight, and the days were not bad, maybe Jiang Yun's appearance stimulated her, she finally had feelings for her, he felt that he was about to go to heaven, the moment he got her, he felt that his life was perfect, and he thought that as long as she was by his side in the future, then the future would definitely be happy.

But now, she was dead, dead before his eyes, with no bones left, and in this cemetery was her clothed grave, and he could not even touch anything.

Only this lonely tombstone.

After that, everyone bowed separately, offered flowers, and before leaving, everyone comforted Jiang Zhen, his grief was the heaviest, and he knew what he felt in his heart when he saw his beloved die in front of him.

Later, everyone left, leaving only Jiang Traces and Jiang Yun who was watching him from afar.

Jiang Zhen walked into the tombstone, touched the photo on the tablet, leaned his head against the tombstone, as if he was hugging Xia Ning, and said softly: "Wife, you won't be lonely, I will come to accompany you, you have to remember to come to my dreams more, even if it's just to look at me, so that I can live, so that I can have the courage to spend the decades without you, you have to remember to come, by the way, take our children, I also want to see what he is like, whether he is like you, or like me, I hope he is like you, kind and gentle, like me is more troublesome, It's going to give you a headache, you have to come, I'll wait for you. In addition, Dad, I will take good care of you, you can come to check, I must let him live, wife, I miss you so much, you must come to my dream, you must oh! ”

Hearing those words, Jiang Yun couldn't take a step to comfort Jiang Zhen, how much he loved Xia Ning in his heart She already knew it thoroughly, and no one between the two of them could squeeze in, even if only this tombstone was left, she could only look at it.