After that night, Yang Qichen obviously felt that Xu Anran had a lot of life, and every time he poured her good milk, when he collected the cup, it would become clean and clean, and there was not a drop left.

Is it really so useful to drink milk?

Looking at the person sleeping next to him and breathing evenly, Yang Qichen suddenly felt a lot more relieved, hugging the person next to him, his heart was filled with happiness.

Xu Anran was indeed asleep, and he couldn't feel it at all, not only waking up but also observing everything about himself.

......

In early winter, some of the trees on campus have become dry and yellow, and some have only a few leaves left to hang on the branches.

The weather has also changed from usual to cold. Even if there is sunlight, it feels like a thin layer of light hitting the body, and there is no temperature at all.

Xu Anran took the withdrawal application, stepped on the broken leaves step by step, and walked in the direction of the principal's office, three months, she didn't have much left for herself, she had to get closer to her promise step by step.

"Your withdrawal application will be approved by the school within this week, Mr. Xu, let me ask you one last time, don't you really plan to ask me to write a transfer recommendation letter for you?"

"No need."

There was no expression on his face, and after speaking, he walked out of the office directly like a soulless shell, and the withdrawal application was still on the principal's desk, and the words were particularly eye-catching.

After submitting the application, Xu Anran wandered around the school aimlessly, in the cafeteria, library, and playground..... This was a place where she had so much hope, and she thought she could start over here, but she didn't expect it to end without warning.

For two years, she didn't feel happy, she often felt that life was really long, but at this moment, when she looked at the fallen leaves all over the ground, she suddenly understood that life is actually very fragile.

Fragile to the point that as long as you get sick, you can easily lose hope in everything around you.

"Enron?"

Tang Youmi, who came out of the library, was about to go back to the dormitory, but he didn't expect that as soon as he walked downstairs to the dormitory, he bumped into Xu Anran, who was standing at the door of the building.

"Yuumi, you're back......"

"Why did you come here today? Is it to take something? Why don't you go in? Is Qi Xia not in the dormitory? ”

Tang Youmi's holding of Xu Anran is a big list of problems for Balabala.

"Yuumi, you've asked too many questions, I don't even know which one to answer first."

"Huh? Haha, huh? Then let's go up first! It's been a long time since you've been back to the dorm, right? Realizing that he had indeed asked too many questions at once, Tang Youmi laughed a little embarrassedly, took Xu Anran's hand and prepared to go to the dormitory building.

"No, do you have time now?"

"Enron, what's wrong?" Looking at Xu Anran, who stayed in place and decisively opened his hand, Tang Youmi vaguely felt that something was wrong.

"Come with me somewhere."

"Okay, anyway, I don't have anything to do with Saturday."

"Hmm."

said okay, Tang Youmi left with Xu Anran.

Tang Youmi knew that Xu Anran was sick, but she never thought that she would bring herself to the hospital.

"Enron, are you here?" Xu Ce was sitting in his treatment room, wearing a white coat, watching Xu Anran walk in, and slowly stood up.

"Doctor Xu, I'm just as punctual today, right?"

"Yes, yes, punctual. This is your friend, right? ”

"Her name is Tang Yumi, and she is my only female friend at the moment. Pathetic, right? As if laughing at himself, Xu Anran looked at Tang Youmi with a smile and lowered his shoulders.

"Hello, doctor, just call me Yuumi."

"Okay, friend, there's not much in the essence~ Enron can bring you here, which means that you are a friend she trusts."

"I also knew that An Ran's illness was not long ago, I really didn't expect that Mingming, Mingming would look so healthy on ......the surface," said Tang You, looking at Xu Anran, with a distressed face.

"Alas~" Dr. Xu let out a long sigh and fell silent, and the atmosphere in the entire consultation room instantly fell into a sense of sadness.

"Okay, okay, isn't this just being treated? Dr. Koh, what do I need to cooperate with today? ”

Seeing that both of them fell into silence, Xu Anran hurriedly came out to break the silence.

"There's no need to do psychological counseling today, An Ran, you come in, I'll discuss one thing with you." Xu Ce glanced at Xu Anran with a solemn face, then turned around and walked to the treatment room inside.

"Don't do it? Dr. Koh, what's wrong? An Ran also followed behind, asking as he walked.

"This friend of yours?" When he walked to the door, Xu Ce suddenly turned around and stopped, and looked at Tang Youmi, who was also following Xu Anran.

"It's okay, Dr. Xu, let her come in."

After hesitating for a moment, Xu Ce nodded his head, and the three of them walked into the innermost treatment room together.

"Enron, relying on drugs may alleviate some of your physiological reactions, but you are a mental illness, to say that it is a serious mental problem, I can't give you psychological counseling once a week, in the long run, it will not be effective, the main thing is to rely on yourself to come out and adjust your life, so that it is possible to recover." But Enron, you locked yourself in your own painful experience, so many times of counseling, I tried countless times to open the door of your heart, but it was still useless. You may not know that I have tried to hypnotize you in these treatments, but you still don't want to face it. ”

"Am I really so hopeless..... ”

Hearing Xu Ce's words, Xu Anran muttered to himself with some sadness.

There was Tang Youmi standing next to him, and his eyes didn't know when they turned red.

"It's not that there's no cure, it's just that the price to pay is too great....."

"What's the solution?" Hearing that there was help, Xu Anran immediately asked, because any sentence could become her hope.

"Are you willing to be completely hypnotized?"

"What do you mean?"

"There are two ways to hypnosis, one is to evoke the pain in your heart, face it, and solve it, and the other is to ..... Let that painful past sleep forever. ”

"Sleep forever..... And at what cost? At what cost? Will I have amnesia?"

"Don't worry, you won't lose your memory, but you will lose your emotions."

"Emotional..... What do you mean?"

"Whoever is the source of your pain, I will make him sleep forever with you, love, hate, resentment, longing, etc., etc., all the emotions you have had because of him, will be completely asleep, you will not lose all the memories with him, but you will forget all the feelings for him." In other words, I remember him, but I don't have feelings for him anymore, right? And if, if I was hypnotized, I, would I still fall in love with him?"

"This ....." Xu Ce pushed his glasses and frowned.

"Huh?" As if he wanted to grab the last straw, Xu Anran immediately pulled Xu Ce's sleeve and asked with wide eyes.

"It's hard..... Basically, it doesn't anymore, unless the consciousness itself is awakened. ”

The words fell, grabbed the hand that grabbed the corner of Xu Ce's clothes, and slid down heavily, and the tears of the bean were scarlet in the pupils without focus, and finally dripped silently.

The heart mouth seemed to be pressed by a big stone, so that Xu Anran couldn't breathe, his breathing became extremely short, but his body seemed to freeze in place, and he couldn't open his mouth.

Suddenly, the little finger of Xu Anran's right hand trembled rapidly, the difference was that this time, there was also the little finger of his left hand.

"Yet... Enron .. You, your hand ......." Tang Youmi was already so surprised that he couldn't speak, looking at Xu Anran with tears in his eyes.

"Enron, you calm down, calm down, follow me to breathe, 1, 2, exhale ~ inhale ~"

Xu Anran looked at Xu Ce, who was trying to guide him, and wanted to exert his strength, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't open his mouth or open his nose, tears kept falling out of his eyes, and his originally bright brown pupils also became scarlet, and because of the lack of qi, his whole face became red.

As if he was being choked by his throat, even Xu Ce was a little flustered, he never thought that Xu Anran's reaction would be so strong.

"Enron, Enron, you have to calm down, if you don't breathe, you will die of rest, obedient, follow me, exhale ~ inhale ~"

"Hmm...... Hmm..."

No matter how hard he tried, Xu Anran still couldn't do it, looking at the anxious two, Xu Anran shook his head in a hurry, his two fingers twitched sharply, and he was helpless to let out a howling cry from his mouth.

"Ranran, if you don't breathe anymore, you will die, think about Professor Yang, what will he do? Did you hear that? Tang Youmi on the side was also at a loss, and pinched Xu Anran's shoulders with both hands, hoping that her words would make her react.

"Enron, come, relax, relax, follow me, exhale ~ inhale ~"

Finally, Xu Anran reacted a little and slowly opened his snort.

After continuous guidance and adjustment, Xu Anran's emotions finally eased down, and his fingers were not as trembling as before.

"Great, Ranran, you are amazing~ Great......" Looking at the person who gradually regained his calmness, Tang Youmi was happy from the bottom of his heart, and immediately stepped forward to hug Xu Anran.

"Enron, you're great!"

"Thank you just now."

"An Ran, you are too tired today, you can take this medicine back and take it, and take a good rest!"

Looking at the person who finally came back to his soul, Xu Ce finally couldn't bear to mention the matter of hypnosis, so he could only take some reassuring drugs to Xu Anran.

"Ranran, you drink a glass of water and take the medicine first." Tang Youmi ran to the water dispenser next to him at some point and took a cup of hot water to Xu Anran.

"Yuumi, thank you for today."

"You fool, say thank you or not, you're going to kill me."

"You see I'm like this, so you won't blame me for dropping out, right?"

Xu Anran looked at Tang Youmi, took the medicine, and casually told him about dropping out of school.

"Enron, what did you just say?"

"I applied for withdrawal, it should be approved in a week, right?"

"Yes...... Is it because of illness? ”

"Sort of, Yuumi, I'm glad to be friends with you at university, even if you can't see me at school in the future, you must remember me~"

"You're going to get better, and then you'll go back to school, and we'll dominate law school together, okay? Didn't you say you wanted to be a national award-winner? I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you at school. ”

"Okay."

"It's a deal."

"It's a deal."