Xu Anran came out of the hospital and had a meal with Tang Youmi, and when he got home, it was almost ten o'clock, and he was exhausted.

It turns out that fighting the disease is really a draining and laborious task.

Yang Qichen was invited to the lecture and didn't come back, the room was pitch black, too lazy to turn on those trivial lights, Xu Anran only turned on a table lamp in the living room, the light was not very bright, but it was warm but made people feel comfortable.

Twisting his neck a little tiredly, Xu Anran put down his satchel and walked into the bathroom to take a shower.

When I came out, I looked up at the wall clock on the wall, and it was already half past ten.

Yang Qichen still didn't come back, Xu Anran simply wiped his hair that was still dripping, and went directly to the bedroom.

The table lamp in the living room was left to Yang Qichen.

Xu Anran, who was lying on the bed, felt that his eyelids were almost sleepy, and the whole person was also exhausted, but no matter what, he couldn't fall asleep as soon as he closed his eyes, and the whole person turned over and over in bed, and he still couldn't fall asleep after tossing for almost an hour.

The feeling of wanting to sleep but not being able to sleep tortured her scalp numbly.

In the end, he couldn't bear it anymore, Xu Anran decisively got up from the bed, went to the living room to pour a glass of water and took it back to the bedroom, walked to his private cabinet, opened the closed cabinet door, and took out the sleeping pills that were placed in the innermost, only half a bottle of sleeping pills remained.

Skillfully opened the cap of the bottle, poured out one, raised his head and put it in his mouth, picked up the water cup and prepared to drink the water and pass the medicine down.

"What are you eating?"

A voice suddenly sounded behind him, and Xu Anran was startled.

"Smack————

The water cup that had not yet been delivered to his mouth slid straight down from Xu Anran's hand and fell to the ground, making a fierce collision sound, and the glass slag splashed on the ground along with the water.

Xu Anran didn't dare to look back, his hand still maintained the original movement of holding the cup, and the whole person froze in place. Listening to the footsteps that kept approaching him, his heart beat wildly.

Yang Qichen looked at the messy floor coldly, lowered his head, picked up the sleeping pills that had been placed on the table before he had time to cover them, came to the front of him, looked at it carefully, and his eyes became gloomy and terrifying.

Xu Anran only felt that his whole body was suddenly cold, and his heart, which was beating wildly, seemed to be about to stop.

"How many have you eaten?"

"What?" The person who was originally looking at the medicine bottle suddenly turned his head to look at himself, and Xu Anran was so frightened that he shuddered.

"I ask you, how many have you eaten."

"One...... One. ”

"One? A ...... Hmph, you took half a bottle of this medicine and told me to take one!! With a sneer, facing Xu Anran, Yang Qichen raised his hand and smashed the sleeping pill in his hand in front of Xu Anran's heels, and the pills jumped out of the bottle and fell on the floor, constantly making a crackling sound.

Xu Anran was so frightened that he hurriedly turned his head.

"Original..... Heh, hehe, no wonder, you've slept so well lately, Xu Anran, are you all relying on this? ”

"No, it's not, Venucia, you listen to me, I've been stressed recently, I went to the doctor, and the doctor said it's okay to eat a little bit......"

Looking at the person in front of him who was pointing at him and laughing frequently, Xu Anran immediately panicked, and he couldn't be afraid, so he immediately denied it.

"Xu Anran, it's all now, you're still trying to lie to me, you will have insomnia for a few days, and the doctor will prescribe you a bottle of medicine?"

"No, no, Venucia, you, will you listen to me?"

Disappointment kept flowing out of Yang Qichen's eyes, Xu Anran felt his heart stirred together, and stepped forward to grab Yang Qichen's arm.

"How much else are you hiding from me? Well? Yes... By the way, you said you wouldn't go to the United States, right? But why did I see you in the lecture hall in the United States that day? And that friend of yours, Ken? Yes, Ken, hehe~ It's ridiculous~" Yang Qichen laughed as he spoke, and the anger in his heart seemed to have reached the limit of patience.

With some disgust, he brushed away Xu Anran's hand that was holding his arm.

"That's just a misunderstanding in the United States, Venucia, can you believe me? I beg you, don't do this...... I really didn't mean to hide it from you... Do you believe me..."That flick can be regarded as blowing out all of Xu Anran's forbearance, and tears flowed down, but he was still unwilling to give up, and pulled Yang Qichen again.

"Okay, I believe you, then tell me, what are you going to do in the United States? Why do you have a visa to go to the U.S. and when did you get it? Also, why are you with him? Why are you lying to me again saying that you don't go to the United States? Why are you taking sleeping pills again!! ”

The more he talked, the more excited he became, and the last sentence was almost shouted at Xu Anran.

"Because...... I, Venucia, I...... I'm sorry. Originally, the words had already reached his mouth, but after all, it was not always, Xu Anran bit his lower lip tightly and swallowed everything back into his stomach.

I'm sorry, I can't explain it to you.

Sorry, I'm not ready.

Sorry, the answer is really too heavy.

"Heh~" There was another chuckle, Yang Qichen raised his head, and tears slipped out of the corners of his eyes.

"I promise you, sleeping pills, I won't take them again, okay? If you don't like it, I can stop associating with Ken, I listen to you for everything, okay? ”

"I said I hated it most for you to deceive me, but now, you won't even give me an explanation......"

The anger that accompanied her pleading had gradually dissipated, leaving behind endless pain and desolation.

"I'll explain it to you later, as long as you want to know, I'll tell you everything, but for now, I'm ...... I'm sorry. ”

"You're blaming me, aren't you? Blame me for leaving two years ago, blame me for not explaining to you, blame me for leaving you when I got engaged...... However, Xu Anran, I, Yang Qichen, have loved you for so many years, so I am really not worthy of your reliance...... Is it? ”

As if his heart had been slashed by a sharp knife, Yang Qichen held Xu Anran's hand holding him, looked at her, word by word, as if he wanted to get an answer from her eyes.

Xu Anran bit his lip and shook his head desperately, his whole face was covered with tears, embarrassed.

"You rest!"

Numbly patted Xu Anran's back, Yang Qichen let go of Xu Anran's hand, bypassed her, and staggered towards the door of the bedroom.

"Where are you going?"

Looking at the back of Yang Qichen leaving, everything two years ago directly hit Xu Anran's brain, his pupils widened, almost without thinking, ignoring the glass shards splashed on the ground, Xu Anran, who was wearing slippers, eagerly chased after the person, and the whole person became extremely frightened.

"I'll go out for a walk." Just paused, Yang Qichen did not look back.

"You can't go! Yang Qichen, you can't go!! Xu Anran had already run in front of Yang Qichen and opened his hands.

"Rest early."

Yang Qichen looked at the person who stopped in front of him, and his heart kept aching, saying that it was fake to be unmoved, but as long as he thought of her taking sleeping pills behind his back, Yang Qichen felt extremely frustrated, and he really didn't know how to face her.

Somewhat tired, he closed his eyes, and finally pushed away the person who was in front of him.

Seeing the person walking away from him again, fear surrounded Xu Anran, almost uncontrollably, Xu Anran picked up a piece of glass on the ground, looked at Yang Qichen's back, rushed over, and aimed at Yang Qichen's back and inserted it alive.

Blood donations seeped out of Yang Qichen's back, and the white sweater soon turned red.

Turning around incredulously, looking at the person who was trembling with the glass piece in his hand, the glass was still stained with his own blood, Yang Qichen felt that the warmth of his body was being withdrawn little by little......

"Why ......?"

All the pain, surprise and incomprehension turned into a sentence, why......

"I, I, I don't know, I don't know—"

Xu Anran, who had completely lost his mind, looked at Yang Qichen, who was in great pain, and then at his blood-stained right hand, screamed in fright, threw away the glass in his hand in a panic, and fled the room in a panic, even his shoes ran away and fell into the room.

"Yes, shoes...... The shoes are not ......" Yang Qichen looked at the shoes that fell on the ground, and wanted to pull the people who fled in the wilderness, but he couldn't exert his strength at all......

With a sharp pain, Yang Qichen knelt down and lay on the bed, the sweater behind his back was all dyed red.

Endured the severe pain and pulled out the phone from his pants.

"Uncle, aunt, I... I'm Chenchen......"

"Chenchen? Chenchen, what's wrong with you? Why do you speak like this? ”

"Ranran, Ranran, no, no shoes, ran, ran out, went to find, looked for her...... Uh......"

With a muffled snort, Yang Qichen only felt that his mouth was filled with the smell of blood, and finally he couldn't support it, fainted, and his mobile phone was spread out on the bed.

"What's wrong with you? Where did Ran Ran go? Chenchen? Feed? ”

Xu Mu's voice was still coming from the other side of the phone, and here, there was no sound.

……

Two years ago, the afternoon when Yang Qichen disappeared.

It has been two years since Yang Qichen opened his personal law firm, and Yang Qichen has been very busy in the past two years, plus Xu Anran went to high school, and the two have become less together and more separated than before.

Finally, Yang Qichen said that he would come back to see him in the afternoon, and Xu Anran was so happy that everyone seemed to be about to take off.

After buying two movie tickets and holding popcorn, Xu Anran stood at the door of the hall of the movie theater and waited for Yang Qichen, not even wanting to sit inside, for fear of missing it.

After a while, Xu Anran saw the person he was thinking of walking quickly towards him wearing black pants, a striped shirt, and a peaked cap.

At the end of a movie, two people held hands and happily walked out of the theater, Xu Anran suddenly wanted to eat ice cream, Yang Qichen asked her to wait in the hall, and then turned around and went to the place where ice cream was sold.

Xu Anran stood in the hall, waiting, waited for a long time, but did not see Yang Qichen come back, he was already a little impatient, and was about to look for it, but the mobile phone rang.

Seeing that it was Yang Qichen, Xu Anran immediately connected the phone.

"Why haven't you come back yet?"

“……”

"You speak!" Seeing that the person on the phone didn't speak for a long time, Xu Anran asked anxiously again.

"Ranran, I'm sorry, let's see you next time!"

"What? See you next time? What do you mean? Feed? ”

"Toot-toot-"

All she responded to was a busy sound.

Xu Anran thought that Yang Qichen was in a temporary emergency, so he didn't care.

But when she waited for him for a day, two days, three days, half a month...... I didn't answer his phone and ran to his house, but no one ...... She finally understood that he was gone.

She couldn't have imagined that this next time would be two years.

And the last person who bought ice cream for her tortured her for two years......