I once heard that if you want to kill yourself, you choose to go on a hunger strike.

After all, a hunger strike can make you feel the slow passage of life minute by minute, and the most important thing is that there is a chance to regret it, and the brain suddenly figured it out, if you don't want to die, then it's better not to die.

And other ways to die, whether it's jumping off a building, or cutting your wrists.

If you go down with a knife, you can't regret it in mid-air, but you still have a chance to go back in time, right?

But at this time, my mind was full of Ah San's death.

The infinite loop of time has worn out all my patience.

The moment I closed my eyes, the sound of a knife like flesh.

It was a very soft sound, but it stimulated every nerve in me.

The expected pain didn't come, and then I fell into a familiar embrace.

When I smell the reassuring smell, tears welled up uncontrollably.

He grabbed my hand, snatched the scissors from my hand, threw them away, and disappeared into the grass.

When I opened my eyes, it was Shen Ming's gloomy face.

There was a faint smell of blood in the air, and I looked down on his arm holding me, and my palms were dripping with blood, and it hurt to look at it.

My legs went limp, and I barely stood up...... At this time, my eyes were blank, my lips were white, my eyes were swollen from tears for a long time, and my eyes could only open half of their normal size.

Shen Ming faced me with a handsome side face, and never said anything about my suicide.

I grabbed his hand anxiously, and I had a thousand words in my heart, but when it came to my mouth, I swallowed them all.

"Why are you here?"

"And Lonely leave."

We both spoke at the same time, and there was a long silence after that.

Shen Ming withdrew his hand with some negative anger, and his tone was indifferent, "Lone will take you away." ”

His uninjured hand was interlocked with my fingers, but I didn't take him half a step away.

After a moment, he looked back, "What?" ”

I looked at my child's appearance, he didn't take me any way, looked up at him, and said in a milky voice, "Where are you taking me?" ”

He bent down and easily held me in his arms, which was completely different from the hugs of the past, like a father holding his daughter.

I writhed twice in his arms, "Let me go, can I go on my own?" ”

Shen Ming raised his eyebrows, "Are you sure?" ”

I nodded.

He simply put me down, took one of my hands, and walked forward.

Shen Ming is 1.86 meters tall, a standard nine-headed body, a pair of straight and powerful long retreats, taking a step, with a gust of wind, and I am the tallest among my peers, and now the top of my head can't reach his thighs.

Even if he slowed down, I was carried by him at a trot.

"Shen Ming!" I let go of his hand, my hands crossed over my hips and gasping for air.

His gaze swept over me coldly, as if he didn't understand why I had stopped.

"You're walking too fast, I can't keep up." I held my head high proudly.

He suddenly crouched down and opened his arms to me, "Come here." ”

This time I don't dare to do it casually, this wilderness, with my little short legs, when will I be able to walk out.

simply threw himself into his arms and found a comfortable position to lie in his arms, his eyes narrowed slightly.

There was an imperceptible smile on the corner of Shen Ming's mouth.

"How did you know I was here?" If I'm not mistaken, it's in my sealed memory, and it's easy to guess that it's my grandmother who sealed my memory.

Grandma is also well-intentioned, otherwise, I wouldn't have grown so big.

He glanced down at me and didn't speak.

For Shen Ming, he still has some understanding of this person, for example, if he doesn't want to say it, no matter who it is, there is no way to get words out of his mouth.

Since he didn't want to answer the question, I changed the question, "How do we get out?" ”

He rolled his gaze, a little nonchalant, "I don't know." ”

"Don't know? I don't know if you told me you were going to take me away? My eyes widened in surprise, I have to say that Shen Ming is equivalent to the existence of God in my mind, omnipotent, invincible, there is nothing in the world that can be rare to him, and there is no place where Shen Ming can't get out!

His pale purple eyes had a slight smile, "If you don't say that, will you go with Gu?" ”

"That's right." I pulled my shoulders in despair, "No, you are a blatant child trafficker, don't you see how old I am now?" ”

His face became gloomy, and his tail note went up, "What?" Not happy? ”

I angrily scratched my hair twice with my short little hand, "Why are you able to say bad things so justifiably every time?" ”

A thin layer of sweat hung from his forehead, his perfect face was paler than ever, and his thin lips pursed lightly, and he remained silent.

My heart tightened, and I looked down at his palm, and sure enough, blood flowed down his fingers, and along the way, the red blood stains meandered.

"Stop, you need to take care of the wound on your hand." Because he was in a hurry, his white and tender cheeks were filled with an abnormal flush.

He stubbornly continued on his way.

"Shen Ming! Your hand hurts, you have to deal with it first! I cried out.

He tilted his head to the other side in disgust and moved his ears slightly, "Little thing, has anyone said that you have a particularly loud voice?" ”

The redness on my face became even more obvious, and I said in a weird way, "If you don't bandage the wound, I won't allow you to hold it." ”

He quickly put me on the ground, stretched out his hand in front of me, and said coldly, "Lone can't be bandaged, usually these things are done by subordinates." ”

I pointed to a clean-looking stone next to me and commanded, "You sit there." ”

He only glanced at it and didn't plan to take a second look, his disgust was overflowing, and he was reluctant to move one more step.

Luckily, I put my arm around his leg and pushed him in that direction, I was just going to try it, but I didn't expect him to be pushed by me.

He stood in front of the stone, and this time no matter how much I pulled or pulled, he was unwilling to sit down.

I panted and said, "Hades, do you know that you are a very pretentious man? ”

His eyes were calm, he shook his head slightly, and put one hand in his pocket, "I don't know." ”

Alas, I really convinced you.

His cleanliness habit I know that the ground must not be dirty, and the place to sit must be one that no one else has ever sat on.

It was indeed difficult for him to find a random place to sit in the mountains. Coupled with the fact that it had just rained and a lot of dirt had piled up on the ground after the baptism of rain, it was already a great thing that he had been able to walk here for so long.

While my eyes were searching for a place that looked much cleaner, Shen Ming suddenly sat down on the stone and took me into his arms.

I looked up at him blankly, "Didn't you say, don't you sit?" ”

He stared at me with burning eyes, the strong muscles in his legs tightened his pants, revealing perfect lines, "Qingqing, let's have a daughter together in the future." ”

I could clearly hear my heart beating, again and again, irregularly.

I stared at him with bright eyes and muttered, "You say, what? ”

"Give birth to a daughter, I want to see what you looked like when you were a child." He looked at me and continued.

I quickly withdrew from his arms, it turned out that Shen Ming was a lolita, and what he said made me very happy.

He reached out to me with one hand and said succinctly, "Bandage." ”

I tore the fabric off the corner of my coat, and there was a small pit not far away, and the rain had accumulated in it, and the sand had sunk to the bottom, and the water seemed to be okay.

Before I could take two steps, he shouted behind me, "Little thing, where are you going?" ”

It was as if I was trying to run away while he was hurt.

I turned around, glared at him in disgust, and raised the rag in my hand, "Go get some water." ”

His vigilant gaze instantly became much gentler, "Go and go back quickly." ”

snickered in his heart, but he didn't show half a point on his face.

I crouched on the edge of the pool, my face reflected in the clear water, and the breeze blowing on my face not only stirred my hair between my temples, but also stirred up a patch of water.

When he saw the people on the water, he was so frightened that the strip of cloth in his hand fell into the water, and the picture was disturbed.

In my impression, I didn't look like this when I was young, it should be a smaller version before I met Shen Ming.

But since I met Shen Ming, or after I got the soul bell, my appearance has become more and more biased towards Lou Chengyu, the woman I saw in the painting.

If the place I stayed in is my memory, why did I completely change when I was a child?

I reached out and pinched my face, the real touch, this face is completely a copy of Lou Chengyu.

"Little thing, it won't fall into a puddle, right?" Shen Ming said behind me.

I picked up the fallen strips of cloth from the pool and went back the way I came.

On the way back, my face was not very good.

"Little thing, what are you thinking?" Shen Ming asked indifferently.

I looked up and stared at him, not letting go of any expression on his face, "Why, my appearance has changed?" ”

Shen Ming turned his head away, leaned back a little, and realized that this was not in his president's office, nor in the palace of the underworld.

"Lone knows that there are some sayings in your human world, and one of them is called, Eighteen Changes of Women. Isn't it normal for your appearance to change? A faint smile appeared on Shen Ming's lips.

"The eighteenth change of the female college means that the appearance will be a little different, but it does not mean that the face has completely changed. In the time I've known you, haven't you noticed that I seem to have completely changed my face? I stared at him with a serious expression.

He reached out and rubbed it on top of my head, "Don't girls like to look good?" ”

I slapped his hand away and said solemnly, "Are you the ghost of these things?" ”

A trace of injury flashed in Shen Ming's eyes quickly, and he said categorically, "No." ”