Why did Ah San change suddenly?

His dislike for me is obvious, is there a deception in it?

My running slowed down.

No matter what kind of situation Ning Wan set up this time, it is imperative to solve the immediate problem first.

Suddenly, a sharp gaze fell on me.

My heart skipped a beat, and all the things I had deliberately forgotten were remembered.

I don't know where the dean is, how can I run away in a hurry?

The last time he gave me an ultimatum, if there is a next time, it must be to peel my skin, pull my tendons, and make me remember it for a long time.

I don't know what water went into my brain, so I didn't take a step forward, but slowly turned around, and saw the dean's black face facing me.

Dark red blood trickled down his cheeks on his forehead, and a few drops fell to the ground, smearing.

It seems that there is no next time.

"Lu Qingqing, what are you doing!"

He yelled at me in a fit of rage.

At the same time, I ran out of joy.

But how fast can a five-year-old child run on his short legs?

The dean was so angry that he jumped down the stairs and threw himself at me.

I ran out with all my might, the footsteps behind me getting heavier and heavier, and the sound getting closer.

For a moment, the blood in the whole body rushed to the head, and the heart beat fast as if the heart was about to jump out.

Suddenly there was a heavy thud behind me, and a warm liquid fell on me.

As if by sense, I turned around at the same time and saw that Ah San's heart was pierced by a kitchen knife.

The paper-thin body was stuck in a kitchen knife with a cold glow.

I lost my center of gravity and fell to the ground, scared to the ground.

A chill swelled all over the body.

Obviously, his chest was so small, and a kitchen knife almost pierced his entire chest, probably because of his thinness, and there wasn't much blood spurting out.

There was a splash of blood on my face, blurring my eyes, and in the blink of an eye, it was bloody, and the surrounding scenery was naturally tinged with a touch of bewitchment.

The only bright spot in my eyes was the innocent smile that Ah San twisted to face me.

The dean staggered back a few steps, staring blankly at his hands.

Ah San knelt on his knees, forcibly endured his last breath, kowtowed to the dean, and stumbled and said, "Dean, Ah San will never owe you again from now on." ”

Suddenly, he looked up, there was no worldly sophistication in his eyes, and his dark and shining eyes were never happy, "Qingqing, pay back your ...... with my life"

Speaking of this, he paused and lowered his head, "It's okay, you forgot everything anyway." ”

Tears washed the blood on my face into a clear line.

The dean raised his hand and yelled at the sky, "God, you don't leave me anything!" ”

Ah San desperately hugged the long leg of the hospital chief with his arm, and said almost with the last strength of his life, "Run!" ”

I covered my mouth, tears streaming down my eyes, and a few words came out of my fingers, "Why?" Why do you want to help me? ”

"Run!" His eyes slowly closed, and his arm dragged the hospital director stiffly.

The dean pointed at me and roared, "You wait for me, I must catch you!" ”

However, Ah San hugged him too tightly, and he couldn't take a step.

Cherish the short time that Ah San fought for me, run as soon as I pulled my legs, and ran out in a panic.

It's stormy outside, and it's the same mood as mine.

The moment Ah San looked at me, I remembered everything.

After I was abandoned by my mother, I was sent by the police to this orphanage, which is known as the largest love orphanage in S City, giving people the warmth of home.

It's all shit!

They put sand and bed bugs in my meals.

So I shoved sand and bugs into their mouths.

They would pour water on my bed, and I would take scissors and cut all their quilts.

In the orphanage, all the people who wanted to fix me ended up being cleaned up by me.

Eventually, they agreed on a plan.

Drive me to the back hill where the ghost will crash.

Because of my Nine Yin Body, I really saw a ghost in the back mountain.

Then I hit the wall with ghosts, so that I can't get out of their control for a single step.

Most of them are lonely ghosts, and they can't get my body directly, but they gnaw and bite on me, and they bite and lose all the yang energy in my body.

When I woke up again, I saw Ah San's back.

He looked for me in the back mountain for a day, and after finding me, he carried me back from the coma, and thanks to him, he helped me save my life.

Since then, my revenge on them has become deeper and deeper, and in the end, no one dares to bully me anymore.

Until the dean fell ill.

I didn't witness Xiaoli's departure, but I was able to see Xiaoli's figure wandering in the orphanage in the middle of the night, unwilling to leave.

Xiaoli is very lonely and unwilling to leave the place where she has lived for so long and such a group of friends.

The only person she couldn't let go of was the dean, and she hoped that I could help him fulfill her wish and be able to accompany the dean for a while on her behalf.

I have mixed feelings for Xiaoli.

We had never met before, because Xiaoli was weak and had never left the second floor.

But she has always existed in the mouth of every child.

Sometimes, the human heart is more terrible than ghosts.

At least in the orphanage, it was the smiling children who hurt me, and Li, who had become a lonely ghost, would tell me a lot of things I didn't know about in the middle of the night.

After becoming friends, I agreed to Xiaoli's request.

Xiaoli told me what the dean liked and what he didn't like.

I was moving closer to Xiaoli in every way, so I naturally stood out from the crowd.

With the support of the dean, my status in the orphanage has risen.

But the dean's illness gradually became uncontrollable.

He is secretly killing people and eating human flesh, saying that he can control the disease. It should be the principle of what to eat and what to supplement.

At that time, I felt very uncomfortable.

I don't know when the death list will be my turn.

Xiaoli told me to run away.

However, it is easy to escape, how can it be so easy.

Xiaoli said that because the dean transferred his apologies to me, I had the freedom that all children did not have.

If there is freedom, is there anything that cannot be done?

I was awakened by Xiao Li's words, Xiao Li said, just find a substitute for the dead in a group of children, let him wear the same clothes as himself, then he can leave, and when the dean finds out, I am already far away from this land, and the dean will not find me in any way.

The dream is plump, and the reality is skinny.

I knew that Ah San had a crush on me, so I took advantage of his crush on me to coax him to help me leave.

Of course, I won't tell him the reason for leaving.

He readily agreed, looking very happy.

At that time, it was as if a piece of my heart was missing.

I ran outside for a long time, but I regretted it.

After I leave, what will Ah San do?

The boy, who pretends to be very old every time, is only a child.

No one's life is more noble than another.

I can't kill a single person for my own selfishness.

So, that evening, I ran back again.

Ah San was surprised to see me, but the surprise was only momentary.

Soon, I was caught by the dean.

What happened later is what happened when I woke up.

So later, Ah San and I changed clothes just to fulfill my previous wish, hoping that I would escape, but I refused mercilessly without previous memories.

In the end, Ah San still died for me.

If I hadn't lost that memory, I still wouldn't have agreed to Ah San's request to change his clothes, Ah San had a mortal heart, and no matter what choice I made, the result would be the same.

But his death has nothing to do with me.

I was lost in the tall trees, the rain washing mercilessly over me.

The two legs were as if they had been filled with lead, and my head was dizzy and painful, and my body was hot and cold.

There is a low life in the distance.

I thought it was an auditory hallucination, and I shook my head twice, but the sound was still there.

Turning around, a dim light flickered behind him, like a ghost fire.

I fell to the ground with a "pop" because I saw a pile of white bones at my feet.

It's a familiar picture......

Sure enough, he was caught by the dean, and he said what we said when we first met.

This time, I was extremely silent.

When I returned to the courtyard and saw Ah San who had risen from the dead, even if I was extremely shocked in my heart, it could not change the fact that I had returned to the past.

This time, I tried to change what I could change, so that Ah San and I could both survive well.

only to find that it was not a wise choice to fight with Tiandou.

There is no way to change the outcome anyway.

After the painful memories have been repeated countless times, my heart has become numb, as if I have stabbed myself in the heart, and then I have picked it up, and it is bloody in front of others, and after the wound has finally healed, I have been broken open again, and so on countless times.

Even if he was a normal person, he was completely driven crazy.

In the midst of my countless cycles, I pulled out a small pair of scissors that I had secretly brought out of the orphanage.

The red scissors look small, but they are extremely sharp.

Raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, the tears dried, his eyes were sore and painful, and his vision was blurred.

Hold the red handle of the scissors with both hands, stick it to the heart, and it's all over......

No longer have to endure loneliness, no longer have to carry the death of Ah San, no longer have to ...... Ignore so many painful memories.

Ah San said that it is good to forget, and the source of people's pain is that the memory is too good.

Most of the time, people keep reminiscing about those pains, which makes people fall into the mire...... Unable to get up again.

Every time it rings, it is the affection of Ah San's every hanger.

I can't stand it anymore when Ah dies in front of me three times, so let me end this ridiculous cycle with my own hands.

I don't care about the outcome anymore, I fall into a deep sleep forever, and I don't hesitate to do it.

His gaze suddenly became firm.