Chapter Ninety-Eight: Peach Blossoms Still Smile in the Spring Breeze
The moment he saw Yang Qichen, Xu Anran felt that his eyes were blank, his voice was stuck in his throat, and his brain was blank.
"Ah...... Oh, hypnosis... Is it? Yang Qichen was also shocked, the whole person was very slow to react, and even a little at a loss, and asked with a smile.
"Yang Qichen, that, that-" Xu Ce looked at the two of them, wanting to explain something, but he didn't know what to explain, and when he came back to his senses, Yang Qichen had already turned around and left.
The pace was stiff and flustered, so I walked faster and faster.
"Ann... Enron, I'll take a look. Xu Ce glanced at Xu Anran on the bed with some concern, ready to chase Yang Qichen.
"Wait a minute—"
"What?"
"Bring the cat out, right? I know it's not fat chirp. Xu Anran turned to the side, his back to Xu Ce, his tone was very calm, but his eyes were full of unnoticed emptiness.
"Enron...... Cat thing, we'll come back and talk about it. Xu Ce's head was really big, and he didn't have time to explain, so he picked up the cat and closed the door of Xu Anran's ward, and Xu Ce ran out anxiously to find Yang Qichen.
In the corridor, there was no Yang Qichen in the hallway.
Looking at the forked corridor, Xu Ce was a little confused, he couldn't be sure which direction Yang Qichen was going, he forked his waist with fire, and with his intuition, he chose one at random and looked for it.
I really don't know why he, a doctor, wants to find someone other than a patient.
"Bang-"
There was a violent sound, and Xu Anran's ward door was pushed open.
The sweaty man put his hands on the doorway, bent over and panting, staring at the person who was not moving on the bed.
The person on the hospital bed seemed to have expected this, opened his eyes unhurriedly, tried to struggle to sit up with all his strength, and failed several times, until the strong arms hugged her hard into a warm embrace, and he was able to do so.
The heartbeat is harder, louder, faster and more ...... than ever before. And a heart-pounding heartbeat.
Xu Anran opened his ears and listened to the voice that didn't know whether it was from himself or from the person in front of him.
"I wanted to run to the top floor, but I didn't get there, and I fell back. Because I always felt like I didn't need to think about it for so long. Love is really selfish, so I'm selfish, will you blame me? Aran ...... Let's go to the United States, I can get you the best doctor, ask doctors from all over the country to treat you, let's change the treatment, okay? Well? All right? ”
Yang Qichen hugged Xu Anran vigorously and said in her ear, gentle with fear.
It seems that as long as you let go a little, the person in your arms will turn into wind, into clouds, and into air and dissipate.
"Yang Qichen, you, you let go of me first." Xu Anran felt that he was about to be imprisoned to suffocate, and his face was twisted together, and tears dripped from the corners of his eyes, not knowing whether it was squeezed or natural.
"No, I don't want it, you promise me first, I can help you get your passport now, believe me, the medical skills in the United States are very developed, and there are also many psychiatrists, Enron, I, let's go to the United States, okay? Say something...... You answer me—"
It seems that he has reached the limit of psychological bearing, and with the struggle of the person in his arms, Yang Qichen's hands holding Xu Anran became tighter and tighter, and Xu Anran's whole face turned red.
"Ahem-cough-ahem-"
The body was still too weak, Xu Anran had no strength, and the suffocation made her cough uncontrollably.
"You, you answer me..... Answer me!!! Answer me!!! Yang Qichen didn't let go of Xu Anran because of her cough, but Xu Anran could still feel that the strength of hugging himself was reduced.
"Going to the United States with you? Heh~ That's good. Yang Qichen, I hope that two years ago, you could hold me like this, and then beg me to let me go to the United States with you...... At that time, I must have not hesitated, but now, everything is too late, too late, Yang Qichen ......"
Xu Anran smiled desperately and closed his eyes.
The moment the words fell, Yang Qichen also stopped his movements, and the whole portrait suddenly lost his soul, and let go of Xu Anran numbly.
Without Yang Qichen's strength to support him, Xu Anran's whole person quickly fell back to the bed almost the moment Yang Qichen let go, his long hair flew up, and finally landed on the miserable white and desperate little face, blocking his vision.
Tears have frozen, and so has the heart.
"I was wrong...... Am I wrong....... I was wrong......"
Yang Qichen lowered his head, covered his face with his right hand, and cried helplessly like a child who had lost his favorite toy, and kept muttering those three words in his mouth.
cried to the end, and the whole person slipped off Xu Anran's hospital bed, sat on the ground, and curled up into a ball.
The left hand was still holding Xu Anran's left hand.
Xu Anran stared at the ceiling of the hospital in despair, letting his hair cover his entire face, without a single tear.
Xu Ce, who was recovered, and Xu's mother, who came back after answering the phone, both stopped at the door of the ward, and said goodbye sadly, and no one took a step inside.
......
"Are you sure you want to be hypnotized? It's too late to regret it now. ”
"I'm sure."
"If, I mean if, if there is an accident during hypnosis and you hear my voice, you must remember to cooperate with me and wake up as soon as possible, you know?"
"Yes."
"I'll ask you one last time, have you really thought it through? Your current physical condition, once you fail, there is a real possibility that you will go insane......"
"Doctor Xu, don't worry, I, it's okay." Xu Anran grabbed Xu Ce's wrist, and a firm smile appeared on his face.
"I ...... I see, I'm not going to let you have any problems. Follow me and close your eyes slowly......"
Mother Xu was anxiously waiting at the door, and in the corridor, she was constantly walking back and forth, her hands clasped tightly together, and there were words in her mouth.
"God, my child has always been kind, please, please give her a way to live...... I must keep her safe......"
There was also a man sitting on the chair at the door, with a beard on his chin and disheveled clothes, smoking a cigarette with his head down.
"I agree to a divorce."
Xu Mu's footsteps paused, and her clenched hands slipped down.
"Okay, when An Ran finishes his treatment, we'll go."
"Hmm."
"This gentleman, no smoking in the hallway!" The nurse who passed by whispered to the man in the chair and hurried by.
Xu Jianzhong snuffed out the cigarette, and the entire corridor fell into a longer silence.
Yang Qichen walked on the street, there were basically no pedestrians on the road, holding the cat just now in his arms, constantly making meowing sounds, and drilling into Yang Qichen's arms.
12 o'clock has passed, and the petals that belong to her and his love, fall.
At the beginning of the age of 29, his favorite ended.
There was a cramp in his heart, and the tall figure fell to the ground in vain, as did the snowflakes.
Xu Anran, who was receiving hypnosis, had dense beads of sweat on his forehead at this time.
The left hand gripped the handle of the chair tightly, and the right hand, which was wrapped in gauze, was already oozing blood.
Xu Ce was also sweating profusely, worried that the treatment at this time would be discovered by other medical staff, and worried that Xu Anran's body would not be able to bear it.
In such a physical condition of the patient, and the patient's request is agreed, and the patient is hypnotized privately, probably everyone will feel crazy......
However, only he knew what kind of pain the person sitting in the chair in front of him, who was full of struggles and stuck in the past, was enduring it.
Everything in the past is like a fragmented movie clip that has not yet had time to be spliced, constantly replaying in Xu Anran's mind.
Happiness and suffering, love and betrayal, and vision and future.
As soon as she reached out and grabbed it, everything would dissipate in the palm of her hand.
Aran ...... Aran ......
Who is it, who is calling her name?
Who is it, who is it that calling her name?
"Will you ever love me?"
"Forever."
Brother Firefly.
Today is the 29th birthday of the person I love.
I knew it was past midnight, but I couldn't tell him happy birthday.
Fortunately, I left him a gift, and I hope he will remember the story of the eternal flower.
I also hope that he will forgive me.
Then one day, come to me with the eternal flower that will not wither.
I will definitely fall in love with him again.
I would tell him that the petals never fall.
Because, a long, long time ago, I planted him in my heart.
……
Han Li will never forget what Yang Qichen looked like when he found Yang Qichen that day.
Holding a cold and shivering British shorthair cat in his arms, his legs were on his knees, his lips were chapped, and his sadness seemed to have condensed on his face, the position of his knees, the trousers were worn out in a large piece, and the flesh and blood were blurred where the skin was broken......
In the palm of his hand, he dragged a report of the cause of death.
The cause of death was an overdose of sleeping pills.
Name, fat chirp.
When he pulled Yang Qichen to stand up, he only heard one sentence.
"Fat Jiu died, she really doesn't love me anymore......"
Then the whole person passed out.
……
On the way to Yang's house, a Land Rover hurried by.
As we passed through the Peachtree section, the speed was unusually slow, and the people in the car were dressed in strict plaid suits, burgundy ties, and meticulously groomed hair, and sat in the back seat with expressionless faces.
Leng Jun's side face reveals loneliness.
"Brother Chen, it's already March."
"......" did not answer, removed his glasses, and the person in the back seat pressed the window.
The breeze was blowing, and his eyes were turned out of the window, a piece of pink, fluttering in the air, and with a burst of fragrance, he took a deep breath greedily.
When I opened my hand, a peach petal floated in from the window fell into the palm of my hand.
Last year, in this door today, the peach blossoms on the faces of the people were red.
The face of the person does not know where to go, and the peach blossoms are still smiling in the spring breeze.