Xu Ce brushed off the hem of his medical robe and brought a chair to sit down next to Xu Anran's bed.

Mother Xu stood at the end of Xu Anran's bed, looking at the two of them, her face was very haggard.

"Can you tell me what happened in your room last night? Or, what do you want to do? ”

In an extremely heavy tone, Xu Ce asked Xu Anran.

"Until then, can you ...... Don't inform Yang Qichen yet, I'm awake. Glancing at his bandaged right hand, Xu Anran prayed weakly and weakly to the two of them,

Xu Mu and Xu Ce glanced at each other, and finally, both nodded their heads.

"Mommy, I'm a little hungry." Pursing his lips, Xu Anran said to his mother again.

"Say it right in front of me...... Kid, you're hiding it from me, and it's only going to make me worry more. I've seen all the winds and waves in you, and I can stand it. Mother Xu wiped her face, looking like she had been mentally prepared for a long time, how could she guess her daughter's thoughts.

Biting his dry lower lip, his bloodless face was twisted together, tangled and weak.

"Don't want to hide from Mommy anymore, good boy......" Xu Anran's appearance, Xu's mother was more or less unbearable, but she couldn't bear it anymore, no one cared more about An Ran's situation than her.

"When I see glass, I'm terrified...... I was so guilty that I couldn't breathe......" Xu Anran compromised, she was really tired...... The words contained pain and unbearableness, and tears rolled down like pearls with broken threads.

"So you smashed the glass, do you want to poke a hole in Yang Qichen's back?" Xu Ce asked around his chest, pressing step by step.

"I ...... Yes, that's what I thought...... But I know that Yang Qichen will not be able to forgive himself in this way, I have already caused harm to him, so I want to ...... As long as you fall asleep, you may not think so much when you fall asleep...... I didn't want to eat that much, but I couldn't control it, and the sleeping pills were like they weren't working for me...... I ate it, but I still can't sleep. I had a mess of my mind......"

"Where's the hand? Why self-harm? ”

"I, I didn't...... No, I don't know, maybe this way, I'll be a little better......"

Xu Anran's eyes were very fluttering, and she was also very broken, and the thing that hurt Yang Qichen became the heaviest and sharpest boulder on her chest, as long as she thought about it, whether intentionally or unintentionally, she felt tingling and breathless.

"What do you mean? Did Enron know about that? Xu Anran's mother was stunned.

"Shihan, Enron is not amnesia after all, she will always think of it and accept everything she faces."

"Oh my God...... That, that's not, child, it's not your fault, you're just sick......" Xu's mother exclaimed, ran to Xu Anran's bedside, and grabbed Xu Anran's hand, full of distress.

"I can ignore everything, but if it hurts Yang Qichen because of my illness, then I'd rather disappear from this world by myself, but...... I know that even if he disappears, it will not be able to offset the harm to Yang Qichen, and it will even make him fall into greater pain and self-blame...... So I have to live, I ...... I don't know what to do......" Xu Anran said so many words at once, because he had just woken up, his body had not fully recovered, he wasted a lot of strength, his voice was hoarse and trembling, and his breathing became rapid because of excitement.

Because she had cried too many times, she had already been red and swollen, and Xu's mother's eyes were already so red and swollen that she couldn't do it, but at this moment, the tears still flowed uncontrollably.

Xu Ce's eyes also became a little moist.

I love you

Therefore, I was born for you, and I died for you.

All I have is because of you,

Free and bound.

This is Xu Ce, the only interpretation of the love between Xu Anran and Yang Qichen that he thought of.

"Do you remember Fat Chirp?" Although cruel and risky, as a doctor, he could not teach his patients to escape, unless he had to do it in the face of life.

"Fat chirp? Fat Jiu has been sleeping next to me that day...... Why did you suddenly ask Fat Jiu? ”

Xu Anran's face was full of questions, as if he was very puzzled by this sudden question.

"Enron, will you allow Fat Jiu to be harmed?" Xu Ce pondered for a moment, stood up, and continued to ask.

"Did someone hurt Fat Jiu?" Xu Anran immediately became vigilant, and even got up excitedly, but before he could get up, he fell back weakly because of his lack of physical strength.

"Yes...... "In the struggle, Xu Mu was about to tell the truth, but she was silenced by Xu Ce's hints in her eyes.......

"What's wrong with it?"

"Because I want to take care of you, no one will take care of Fei Jiu, so I will take care of Yang Qichen first." Xu Ce took the initiative to come out and answer.

"Yes, yes......" Mother Xu echoed with some weakness.

Although he felt that something was wrong, looking at the two who nodded frequently and colluded, Xu Anran also knew that he couldn't ask anything, so he stopped entanglement.

"This time, you should be able to fully believe in the severity of your condition, right? If it hadn't been for this, perhaps, the treatment we agreed on would not have been canceled. ”

Xu Ce tugged at his tie and said with some regret.

Xu Anran heard it, it was worry and self-blame for her.

As soon as Xu Mu opened her mouth to say something, the mobile phone rang inappropriately, glanced at the name of the caller, hesitated, glanced at Xu Anran, and walked out of the ward with the mobile phone.

As soon as Xu's mother walked out of the ward, the expression on Xu Anran's face was immediately replaced by indifference.

"I want to go to hypnotherapy right away."

With a cold sentence, Xu Ce was stunned on the spot and looked at Xu Anran in surprise.

"No, you're not in the right physical condition." Xu Ce turned his face away and refused sharply.

"I always thought I could hold on...... But, Dr. Koh, I really don't want anyone to get hurt because of me!! I don't know what crazy I'm going to do any longer......"

"You can be in your current situation, not to mention whether the hypnosis will be successful, whether your body can bear it is a problem, and you will easily get lost in consciousness, you know it?!!"

"It's because I'm going crazy and I can't bear it anymore, the happiest thing in my life is that I fell in love with Yang Qichen, and I want to end my love for him, I am more painful than anyone else!! Fat Jiu has an accident, right? Is it because of me? Yes? You guys were lying to me just now, do you think I really can't feel it? Xu Ce!! You're a doctor, and you understand my pain best, don't you? Why don't you help me!! Why!!! Xu Anran shouted hysterically, and even directly called out Xu Ce's name, I don't know whether it was sweat or tears stuck to his hair, he looked like a madman, and his whole face was distorted.

It really frightened Xu Ce, and for a while, he was a little helpless.

Mother Xu was still arguing fiercely with Xu Jianzhong in the corridor, completely unaware of what had happened in the ward.

Suddenly, a British shorthair cat appeared in the corridor of the hospital on a leash, and it was as eye-catching as a cat, causing people passing by to look sideways.

Everyone knew that pets were not allowed in the hospital, but the moment they saw the cat owner, they didn't go up to stop it.

He knew that he had violated the law, but the situation was special, and he couldn't care about it so much.

"Fat Jiu~ Come to Dad's arms."

Squatting down, the cat owner gently took the fat cat into his arms.

……

"Enron...... If it fails, have you thought about it? Xu Ce wasted a lot of effort to ease Xu Anran's emotions, but it was only in vain.

Although the person in the bed is no longer hysterical, in terms of attitude, he is so resolute and tough that there is no room for maneuver at all.

“……”

The resistance turned into silence, and Xu Ce had a headache.

"I promise you, as soon as your condition improves, how about arranging for you immediately?"

“……”

Still no response.

"Enron, is it only Yang Qichen who is important to you? Think about your mommy, isn't she worthy of your protection? What would she do if something happened to you during hypnosis? Have you thought about it? People, you can't be so selfish!! Xu Ce is really out of line, he doesn't want to say such things, Xu Anran's lack of oil and salt really makes him very anxious.

He felt that she had been lost.

"I'm just scared...... I'm afraid that if I wait one more day, the hidden danger of hurting them will continue for another day, Dr. Xu, this kind of worrying pain is really too painful for me......"

Maybe it was because of the mention of his mother, Xu Anran's heart suddenly weakened, and he cried to Xu Ce.

"It's not that it's not incurable, it's safe, it's just to wait for you to be in a better state to make sure it's safe, do you understand?"

How could he not understand the patient's feelings, but everything must be on the safe side to avoid greater harm.

"I want to let go of my love for Yang Qichen now, I have to undergo hypnosis now, just like you said I'm very selfish, but as long as I am treated now and no longer love Yang Qichen, then I can accompany my mother, right? Wouldn't it be nice to avoid hurting them and start living again? ”

Xu Anran's eyes were shining with starlight, and he said earnestly.

"Actually, I've always had a question for you."

"You, you, you ask, I can answer." Xu Anran's eyes widened.

"Can you really let go of your feelings for Yang Qichen? Do you know what that means? Once you receive hypnosis, it is very likely that you will never fall in love with him again in this life, even if you have shared memories between you, but those are just meaningless shared experiences for you. Even if you are engaged and living together, it is a thing of the past for you, and you will no longer feel good about those memories, and those can no longer affect your emotions. Even so, Xu Anran, can you let go? ”

Xu Ce asked Xu Anran very seriously, layer by layer.

Love is also painful, and not loving is painful, but he must know which one Xu Anran is more willing to choose in comparison so that he will not regret it.

"Oh, yes, why not? My life is meant to be a scam, isn't it? My friends and family, they are all lying to me, Yang Qichen loves me, but we are too fortunate because of this love. So, there's nothing you can't do. ”

Xu Anran laughed at himself desolatedly, and his words were frivolous, but Xu Ce still noticed the change in Xu Anran's mood.

I just wanted to continue, but suddenly ......

"Meow~"

A cat meow interrupted Xu Ce.

"Fat chirp?"

A cat quickly ran from the door to Xu Anran's bedside.

As soon as he raised his eyes, he met a pair of extremely sad eyes.